21-year-old self

In a twinkling of an eye into the society will be two years, two years to harvest a lot, also lost a lot of things, after two years of exercise, give people the feeling is that others in slowly to mature, and still naïve poor. Now he is 21 years old, naïve still let people worry, always want to change themselves but to do not know where to start.
21-year-old himself is still full of various fantasies of life, fantasy of the future of how much of their own hanging, fantasy of the future of how the success of their own, in the fantasy gradually lost their own heart, no longer put on headphones my world is only the code of ambition, no longer accompany the code June "Happy" Through the days and nights of persistence. In the past year, I have wasted a lot of precious moments, and there is no such thing as the pleasure of solving the bug. Sometimes a whim to find this "peerless martial arts" to observe, but has become a three-minute heat! Today's own rarely to summarize those "war" after the experience, rarely to "make" the Lovely "beauty" collection into the "beauty of the Cloud" blog Park, I remember the graduation when the confidence promised the teacher let my blog garden become "Belle 3,000", but now only a few poor few "beauty", What's the point of having so much fantasy?
The 21-year-old himself still treats things as indecisive, unable to express his innermost thoughts. Perhaps the fear of the unknown result, perhaps there is no courage to express, take the last job-hopping, think good to go, but hesitated for nearly one months, the final interview after successful, even inform the leadership of courage. She said to me is cowardly, so cowardly I most annoying, wandering in the community after two years of my still so, there is no type of fashion style. In the face of things always give yourself too much if, if I soon how how, if I am older than today how many years of my own how how ... Too much if you give yourself too much to escape the reason, but escape is not the best way ah, if the face of courage is not, how can I strong?
21-year-old himself still like late at night alone memories of the past, memories of the happy time of the class, memories of the "old Tan" forced everyone on the melancholy of self-study, memories of the near you sit next to me, eat Buffet K song Happy appearance ... Want to think about the mouth rise, a smile. Every time the next day I woke up to exhort this oneself do not always live in the past, the past is better now we have gone our separate ways. As the lyrics say, "passable things will become memories." Memories should be in the "Wounded, lonely, wandering" when the comfort of their own, stay in the past I how to improve?
21-year-old himself has too many shortcomings, too many places need to be corrected. 21-year-olds still need to make progress, and they need to try to reach out to a variety of people to discover their luminous spots. 21-year-old himself still alone on the road. Only constantly to improve their own to go farther ...

21-year-old self