21st Chapter Kite

I don't know when I woke up from a burst of pain, and I was hot, like a pepper spray. There is a criminal law called Cautery in ancient wronged, and now perhaps I am tied to the burning iron pillar. Red hot, from the surface infiltration into the body, slowly crawling into the body. Oneself is like the rotten Apple to die in one inch and one inch slowly.

I moved the arm, only to realize that the body is covered with a quilt, the fluorescent lamp is still on, but now has not been so dazzling. There was a light in the room, and a cold wind blew from the small window in the east of the house, and a ray of sunlight tilted in, and a square light should be formed on the ground. I opened my eyes, but the right eye did not listen to the boss, only slightly open a small gap, right before the eyes of black, like a worm crawling on top. I tried to pull my right hand out of the quilt, and my wrist was aching with a needle. I just think of yesterday it has been the knee pressure on the bed of things, probably at this time spasm. I lay there, keeping my posture awake, I didn't have the courage to move again, and every move was like rolling over the chopping board.

I was lying on the bed, staring at the roof with my eyes open. There was a kind of spider-Silk hanging in the empty atrium of my heart, waiting to capture my thoughts. The darkness is hidden behind the spider's web, and the decision I make is a harbinger of what life I will have, or be swallowed up by the darkness, or broken into a butterfly. I close my eyes, there is no tears to feed my thirsty eyes, the eye in the eyes of the rotation of the grinding salsa pain.

Close your eyes, life and death begin to stagger and tangle before my eyes. Do not know whether the death of people will really have an afterlife, is not really a so-called Hell of Existence. If there is an afterlife, I will go to where I die, and will not meet my father and mother, as well as the small Qian, Jia Min, the rain they, if you can that death seems to be really nothing scary, but really can meet them? Death-the word, the idea, the decision hovered in my head, twinkling and far away. The world may never have a word more than this word to express my feelings at this time. If there is death, it should be kept at my bedside last night, he should be here today. Why didn't he take me with you?

I stretched out my hand from the quilt and explored the traces of death on my side in the air. But I felt a warmth--like my mother's body temperature--it seemed that my mother had come here and left me this feeling. In the darkness in front of me, my hand groped softly in the air, exploring the mother's face and mother's hand. I saw my mother smiling face, my mother smiled and stretched her hand into my quilt, clothed me, and told me to get up for dinner. Mother's hand is still so palm-like size, mother's wrinkles on the forehead and a layer, the hair of the sideburns from the mother's hairpin loose down, fell on my hand. I gently took up, put in the hands of creases rubbing a bit, silver white hair "hissing" voice, my mother took my hand, will my hands of white hair picked up and clip into the card. Mother with her palm big hand put my small hand gently in the palm. In the dark, the father came out from the corner, still is the brown leather shoes, still is full face beard, and that root in the mouth of the cigarette butts.

"Dad, Dad, is that you?" Where have you gone, why have not come to find Yingying, yingying miss you, dad why don't you yingying? "I stretched out my hand to pull my father's hand, and my father's hand was covered with rough cocoons, like the surface of a stone, full of angular."

"Well, good boy, dear daughter." "My father reached out and stroked my forehead, and the rough hand-grind of my forehead ached, but I did not want to stop him, this pain I have not experienced in four years." I don't want to let this feeling disappear in my heart. I think it can stay in my heart and stay on my forehead.

Dad retracted his hand, from his white shirt pocket to take out a jade Buddha statue-is only jade Guanyin, cyan Jade carving lifelike Guanyin Bodhisattva, that piece of jade tentacles warm, slightly halo let that guanyin look kindly and beautiful. My father put that guanyin in my hand, and gently closed my hand.

"Yingying, take it, wherever you go, remember to live, you know?" This is dad on your birthday on the day you bought, want to as a birthday gift in the day handed you, but dad broke his promise, Dad promised to give you a birthday, but dad did not do. Dad, I'm sorry. Take it, yingying, remember to stay alive, you know? Mom and Dad are only you such a daughter, no matter what happens, you have to remember that Dad is love you, Mother also love you. Home is always your warm haven, you know? "My father said with tears," the pair of white eyes are covered with red bloodshot.

"Well," I looked at the statue of Buddha Jade in the hand, and directed his head to his father.

Father stood up, toward the darkness of the corner of the road, more and more far, I went to see my mother, mother also walked in the dark place, more and more far away.

"Mom, Dad, Mom, do not leave yingying a person, yingying want to go with you, do not leave yingying a person, yingying fear, yingying afraid." ”

I cried, crying, a tear from my eyes slipped down, wetting my dry eyes. Open my eyes, I found that just a dream. An unreal dream, a dream I longed for for a long time to be reunited. The feeling of the hot pain still passed from all parts of my body, and I tried to lift my arm, and my finger seemed to hold a thing. I moved my hand out of the quilt and opened the hand that was like a shell-a blue Jade Goddess, with a warm, shimmering glow.

I knew dad was here, Dad came to see me, Dad knew his daughter was suffering, and he came to see me. Father wants me to live well, I want to live well. I struggled to sit up, the lactic acid in the muscle burning up, and caused the whole body of a new spasm. But I don't care, I want to get up, I want to put on clothes, I want to go home, I want to find Mom and dad.

The room was empty when I woke up, and now I am still alone, the door of the house is closed, whether he is locked or not, I will go out, I will go home, back to the place where I was born. I put my father to my jade Guanyin wore on the neck, opened the quilt, I want to get out of bed to take clothes. My clothes fell under the bed. When I opened the quilt, a sharp smell of blood came. In my lower part, the blue sheets were stained with a blood-red color, and a milky sticky liquid was piled on the red. I avoided those filthy things and drew my feet out. On the ground, I found my shoes, my bra, my underwear and my coat.

When I got dressed, I went to the door in the room, and the door was open without a lock. This joy of luck in my heart swinging a slight waves. Open the door I went back to the corridor, where my right milk was branded a black spot, and I was there almost ... But after all, still ... The silver-white door was in front of me, the door of sin, closed behind me yesterday, locked me in another world, a world that made me miserable. Now it's in front of me, pushing it away, maybe I can escape the abyss of sin.

I stepped forward, gingerly touching, afraid of waking up the abyss of hidden monsters, and once again I was entrusted to go in. I gently pushed the door, this time I must go, must make sure that I can escape from this demon grasp, I want to go home, I want to go back to find my mother. To my surprise, the door that I thought would be confined was open, unlocked, without any desire to confine me.

"Come out, that door is unlocked." "Du Bin's voice came from the counter of the E-net.

At this time, Du Bin is sitting in the E -net of the counter chair, with legs, right hand on the knees of the legs, middle finger and forefinger with the smoke in the sun out of the plume of smoke, as I saw him the first time.

I opened the door and went out, and now I'm not as sore as I woke up. Du Bin There was no expression on his face when he saw me.

"You take that Jade Guanyin is very beautiful" Du Bin with the index finger to bounce a cigarette, the small soot flies in the air.

"Does it hurt?" I thought you liked that I would be willing to do that, I didn't expect you to be so stubborn. If you cooperate with us, you will not have to eat so much hardship. And you're not supposed to be hitting my face, you're provoking me, you know? Du Bin stood up from the chair and walked slowly out of the counter.

Seeing his tall figure, I could not help but step back, though I knew it was a fatal mistake to go backwards--to get me a step closer to the room, but I still couldn't control myself.

"Don't talk to men about excitement in the future, you know?" Don't tell a man that you like him, and you can't be alone with a boy. You're going to pay the price, just like yesterday, okay? What men want is the body of your woman. Maybe you said something unintentionally, without any thought, but that might just be the reason to seduce a man. Human beings have evolved for thousands of of years, but they are all beasts in terms of sex. ”

Du Bin A big step in front of me, hands on my shoulder, and with the right hand of the index finger to a circle to pick my chin, trying to stare at my eyes with his eyes.

"Today you can go, if you want to eat, eat and drink at the counter there are, take whatever." Du Bin back to point at the counter. "But you still have to know tonight?" "Du Bin let go of the hand on my body," is not I must come to you, woman I have too, you yesterday I have played enough, is Liu let you come. He had a crush on you, or I wouldn't have taken the initiative to look for you. Indeed you are, as he thought, indeed very small and tight, and right on his appetite. He hasn't had enough, and wants to play again, so you'll have to come tonight. possible...... Maybe later, I'm not sure, it depends on the degree to which you make him cool. One more thing, when you were unconscious yesterday, we took a lot of pictures of having sex with you, and now those pictures are in his hands. So I advise you to be obedient when you are better. That's all I have to say. You go, don't be late for the evening, we have a friend. ”

21st Chapter Kite