Confession-if the water stops at three thousand

The taxi was slowly parked in the suburb. It was an unnamed path with lawns on both sides. It looked very quiet.

"Well, the air is clear. How did you find this place ?"

When su Pei got off the bus, he opened his arms and took a deep breath.

"Su Pei, I ......."

But I don't know how to open my mouth.

I remembered what I said that day and Chen Yi. When I told Chen Yi about the relationship between myself and Wang Lan that night, she asked me

"How did you confess to Wang Lan ?"
"No, I said to her," Let's get together and say nothing ."

After hearing this, Chen Yi was not able to tell me a lot of truth.

"Zhou Cheng, do you say You are stupid or why ?"
"Why ?"

"What do you mean, are you chasing girls like this ?"
"What's wrong with me ?"

"I said Zhou Cheng, do you really pretend to be stupid or something? Do you treat your girlfriend like this? As a boyfriend, you can see what you did and eat with your girlfriend, in the evening, I called her to put her to bed and go shopping with her. What are the obligations of my boyfriend? How many can you do? Let's take a look at the way you confess to your girlfriend. Have you ever seen any boy so casual? Are we together? This is your confession? I said that you have watched so many TV sets. If you don't know how to say it, I think you will remember some of the confession fragments on TV ?"

"Sometimes I really admire Wang Lan. She can be with you and be with someone you don't understand. I think she has been with you for more than a year, you have never said that I love you. Zhou Cheng, although I have never been in love, but you look at our dormitory sisters, which is not a boyfriend who is sleeping by phone in bed every night, one to Valentine's Day or birthday, which one came back with a bunch of roses? Even in front of so many people, their boyfriends can proudly say they love her, and what about you ?"

"Zhou Cheng, I think you have read this story. When a girl is about 20 years old, she is the most beautiful. At this time, she is the kind and kind of kind. She is a little mature and childish. When a boy was about 20 years old, he was the most gloomy day. At this time, he had nothing to do. He couldn't be independent and didn't want to depend on him. He struggled and looked for his position, therefore, if a boy meets a girl of the same age as him when he is about 20 years old, he must cherish her, because this girl spent the most beautiful years with you through the most gloomy days, You said Wang Lan followed you at that time, what is it?
Money? I think you should pay for your living expenses from home every month at that time?
Material life? I think that's how much it takes to take her out for dinner every month?

Have you ever wondered why a girl is with you for the most beautiful period of her life ?"

"A girl is not just a figure. when she lost her temper, there was a person making a smile at her. When she cried, there was such a shoulder for her to rely on, then she gently told her: Don't be afraid. What about me. Someone will give her a gift on their birthday, even if you buy it on the stall, she will be very happy. Do you tell me that when Wang Lan was with you, did you coax her? Did you give her a small gift on her birthday and Valentine's Day? When holding her, I told her that I love you, but I don't understand why you can't put down your traditional ideas. Why is it as simple as what girls ask? Ah, you say "I love you" to Wang Lan. I don't think you will die either? Which girl doesn't want her to spoil her with boys she likes ?"

Maybe Chen Yi is right.
I am not a competent boyfriend. Have I ever sent a bunch of roses to Wang Lan?
I'm not a competent boyfriend. I didn't say that I love you to Wang Lan.
I am not a competent boyfriend. I don't have one ......

So none. She finally left me a year later.
In fact, I think she will not be happy with me. Maybe she is more suitable for others. Fortunately, she has been with me for a year, but she hasn't become a woman,

I couldn't lie to Su Pei this time. When su Pei strode ahead of me, he gritted his lips.

"Su Pei, I... I have something to say to you ."

This may be the first time in my life to say these things to girls.

"What's the matter? I'm listening !"
"I... Su Pei, do you want to know about my family ?"

"I really want to know that you have a lot of things in your heart. If you want to say it, I will listen quietly ."

I think it's time to tell her what's hidden in my heart,

"Su Pei, my family is no better than yours. My parents divorced when I was 15 years old, and my mom left when I was 20 years old. Maybe you're right, my personality is very unsociable and I seldom talk. I want to change my personality if someone who has experienced this change. At that time, I was admitted to a specialist, in my sophomore year, my mom spent all her savings in hospital, and I didn't want to stay in that boring University, so I never went to school again after my mom's summer vacation. That's why I dropped out of school. Su Pei, do you know how I 've been in these years?"

"After dropping out of school, I was looking for a job in the city where I was studying. I have done a lot of work. The production line of the network administrator's factory may be because I have no education qualifications, I only went home once a year and could not stay for many days. Maybe it wasn't my home. My dad remarried and married a woman with children, after that, I went home every year and gave my mom a grave. At that time, it was the most difficult time in my life. I have been asking myself: why are I living? What is the hardest thing in every year is those festivals, Dragon Boat Festival, and Mid-Autumn Festival, when other people are round and round together, I can only be one person. It was the Mid-Autumn Festival last year, the first mid-autumn festival when I left home. I was so sad that I needed a meal, I bought a bottle of beer and sat alone on the street to eat. From time to time, I looked up at the moon in the night sky and still did not stop my tears. That year, I was 20 years old, when you are still beat by Mom and Dad, and I want to live for life."

"I once had a girlfriend. I'm glad she didn't follow me. After dropping out of school, I broke all my school connections, I still remember what our shift leader said to me: do not fall in love before you can support yourself. Maybe this is what he said. Maybe I have no feelings for my feelings. After arriving in Shenzhen, my life has improved, and my monthly salary is also good, but I have never had any feelings for any girl. Do you still remember the girls who called me at night? Her name is Chen Yi. The most difficult time in my life, she spent the time with me."

"Su Pei, I know what I will talk about next is very vulgar, but I will leave in a few days. No matter what, I still want to express my thoughts ."

"Su Pei, do you remember? I told you before that my house is a place with a bed, but what I want to say now is, the place where you have Su Pei is my home of Zhou Cheng. I have learned a lot about sharing with you over the past two months. I have learned my goal. My goal in my life is to make Su Pei happy, although it takes a short time to get along with you, every smile on your every word has been deeply written into my mind. In fact, I have considered finding a girlfriend after work, but I think this is the case in my family. I am afraid that girls will not be happy with me, But Su Pei, I will work hard for you and someone else can give it to you. Although I cannot give it now, but I will struggle. My goal in my life is to stay with you."

Su Pei always looked at me with that smile

"Zhou Cheng, how long have you said in your life ?"
"I don't know how long it will take, but every second I spend with you is an eternal one in my life ."

"Can you answer a question from Zhou Cheng? What if one day I forget you ?"

"If you forget me one day, I will come to your city and tell you again who my last name is and what I do.

I will take you to the wooden chair in the park to bask in the sun, two headphones, one for me, one for honey tea, and one for tea.
I will hold you and go to the street late at night in Luonan, two puddings, one for you, one for me, you win, and I lose
I will accompany you, boil brown sugar water in the kitchen, you are touched, I'm glad

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I will take everything we 've ever been to and do everything we 've ever done together.
I will remind you of every moment we are together