Do what I think is right

Sometimes, I doubt whether my decision is correct. I gave up some things and walked on an unconventional Road, under great pressure, but the progress was very slow. I felt a wall blocking me. I tried my best to turn it over, but I don't know what is behind the wall. Is it a success or a bigger challenge? Everything is unknown.

 

I cannot predict what will happen to me in the future. I can only review the past.

 

My childhood is longer than the average person. I spent my time in elementary school and I was still at home in middle school. When I first went to college, I also wanted to go home, but I found that no one was playing with me. The heavy blow gave me a year's rest. In the past year, I grew up rapidly, skipping the ordinary person's childhood and stepping into the youth style. Once again, I went back to college and looked forward to learning my skills from school and having my own career in the future. So I studied hard and scored well. Specifically, I was an excellent student in the eyes of others. I think, if I had been in this status for a few years, I would not be in Tsinghua Peking University but also be in a good key university.

 

But I suddenly thought it was meaningless.

 

From small to large, we are passively taught by people, whether right or wrong, whether true or false, and do not know what they can do. The teacher said, "Let's listen. If the teacher doesn't say it, we won't listen. The teacher said this is important. If you want to take an exam, we will remember it. If the teacher says it is too difficult and the exam is not passed, we will not remember it. The university is no exception. Some education in China is very interesting. It is like a group of sheep coming to a forest. The masters of the forest are wolves. The wolf told the sheep, "Come with me, and take you to the palace of success. As a reward, give me some wool each year ." Yang was obedient and agreed. So the sheep stayed in the forest every day and followed the wolf. One day, the goat suddenly found himself spinning. Some sheep are not convinced and want to go somewhere else, but there are high walls around them, and everything seems to be blocking the sheep. Finally one day, the wolf was tired and said to the goat, "you have graduated ." So the goat left the forest and looked at his body. When the wool was lost, he suddenly found that he was an individual, but he did not know how to survive.

 

Is this my future?

 

I don't want this. I need to change it.

 

Back in my childhood, I remember a report saying that Chinese people only copy software and pirated it. They only make money using other people's things and do not respect intellectual property rights, innovation is hard to understand. As a result, I dream of improving this image in the future and taking it as my goal in my life.

 

I have also chosen software for my major in college. Even if I add materials to it, I don't like the latter, but the former is my dream. But now I feel that if I continue to compromise the surrounding environment according to the so-called Plan of the school, even if I graduate from the first place in the future, I am doomed to be mediocre and I will not be happy, because I did not pursue my dream.

 

I don't know what my classmates and friends think about. Some people follow the steps, some pursue bureaucracy, and some sleep in the virtual world all day. I am sad to look at them, but I don't know what to say. I just regret that they may lose their last chance to choose their own interests and ideals.

 

So it's time for me to follow my choice.

 

Now, there is a wall in front of me. I have to go over it to continue. I had to abandon some honors to put myself in the light of suit, even if I don't know whether it will succeed.

 

I believe that the only reason for the existence of a wall is to block those who are not eager for it. I crossed it, probably more than thousands of other people blocked by the wall.

 

This process is very difficult.

 

Sometimes, I am impatient and always want to quickly make some achievements to reward my efforts. At this time, I think of Professor Randy Pausch's story about his childhood in his last speech:

 

Randy joined a nearby rugby league at the age of nine, but his coach did not carry rugby during training.

So a child asked, "Coach, why don't you bring the ball ?"

The coach said, "Okay, let me first ask you, how many people are there on the court ?"

The child replied, "22 ."

The coach said, "How many people can hit the ball at a time ?"

The child replied, "one .",

The coach said, "That's good. We will do other things today ."

This is a good story. It reflects the importance of the Foundation. First, I must lay a solid foundation to show my talents when I really get the ball. If you do not call it, it will be amazing.

 

Sometimes, I am very hesitant to face a task and always want to challenge when everything is ready. But the reality is not waiting for me, and time is still relentless.

 

More often, I have to jump down from the building first, and then continue to fill my wings while falling. As a matter of fact, we don't have to wait until we are fully ready to do it, because when you are ready, more people have started.

 

I want to develop a habit of taking immediate action and improving it gradually.

 

Sometimes, I am very lonely, because in the eyes of others, I am a different type. Every day, a person carries his notebook in his left hand, his right hand carries a kettle and food, and it is a whole day to stay in the classroom.

 

At this time, I will cherish a few rare like-minded friends, do not want to follow the stream, choose with me, and strive for the dream. Thank you for staying with me, for your encouragement and help, and for pointing out my mistakes. Without you, I really don't know how to stick to it.

 

Therefore, when I am alone, the left hand is warm and the right hand; when I am with friends, both hands are holding.

 

The year is in spring, and the day is in the morning.

 

Don't wait until you get old.

My classmates and friends, if you have a dream, follow suit.

 

No matter what it is, I firmly believe in my motto:

Do what I think is right, even if everyone thinks it is ridiculous.