Do not think about how to explain to others clearly

After returning from Japan, the idea changed a lot, mostly unrelated to Japan. Perhaps it is "reading thousands of books as far as the road."

Or just because a little idle, is so-called loneliness makes a man excellent.

The most touching is title, I spend too much time thinking how to let others understand you, and people are always different, will consume a lot of effort on this, if so many years I have been self-contained, hiding in their real interest in the world, I must have emerged.

And as for why I want to make all people understand, I think for a long time, this is related to my faith, primary school to the university, with the theory of ideological education is mostly metaphysics, regardless of the comprehensive impact, blindly emphasize the subjective consciousness of people, said is materialistic, in fact, the taste of idealism more. Because of good grades, I often have to talk to others about the topic, the teacher said this is Ban Gan should do the duty, and I was determined to be a positive hero of the youth. In the process of speaking the topic, some people you say he understood, but some people are particularly difficult to understand what you are saying.

Idealism tells us not to find someone else's fault, first to find their own fault. So I tried hard to find, finally found, is my ability to express. The expression of the positive hero must reach the realm of Bai Juyi, to write the illiterate old can read the poem. Gradually became the words of the TB, the use of the most idiotic interpretation of all people, and develop bad habits, others do not understand when I am particularly enthusiastic, I must say that he understands-this is almost the source of my sense of accomplishment.

In this way, the whole study of life I have been training their ability to talk with the idiot, until yesterday I understand that I should do is to upgrade themselves, rather than explain themselves.

Since yesterday I have shut up and focused on improving myself, no longer explaining to others what a closure is, what a virtual machine is, a Linux file system ... Suppress yourself in the excitement of listening to people talking about things they don't know but I know, suppressing the rush to go to the thunderbolt and the impulse to let others understand, then carefully recalled afterwards, how to say it is more understandable ... This is all crap, why am I so stupid? I have countless curiosity about the world, why also believe the spirit of idealism sharing, I this is not to share, I this is loaded force ah, this is ...

Text thinking a flash past, do not explain again, good to explore the world is not very good?

Do not think about how to explain to others clearly