Either roll back or fight hard

 

A former roommate in Melbourne suddenly called me and was about to arrive at AM. He asked me to guess where he is now. I said it was not in Melbourne. Where else can you go. He said mysteriously, no, I am in Spain now. Then I suddenly got stuck. A long time ago, when I saw photos about Spain in a photo album for everyone, I told him that Spain is so beautiful that I must go there again in the future. What I didn't think of was that when I forgot my previous transient thoughts, his phone number came. At the end of the day, the person who stood in the place I most wanted to go was not me.

After hanging up the phone, cool music box is placed in the lose yourself of AMAM. It is still the familiar rhythm, and his section: Look, if you had, one shot, or one opportunity, to seize everything that you ever wanted-One moment. wocould you capture it or just lst it slip. I don't know why I think "when happiness knocks on the door" is the best time for a hero to spend the night in the toilet at the station. It's only 20 minutes for him, but he never gave up.

If you have a dream, you must defend it.

My father and colleague's daughter, who was a junior year later than me, had been abroad for two years when I first entered that high school. Our teachers were just the same. When I was a sophomore, our teacher sent us a letter from the UK. She said that she had a good time now. Thanks to the teacher's instruction, then Zhang Xinyu (the class teacher in high school) slowly read the last few words of the letter-from Cambridge. At that time, I suddenly got married. I only had to think about that kind of school. Later I realized that this was my father's colleague's daughter. Dad always told me with emotion that it is really not easy for a girl to be so good. Later, I had the honor to meet her. I still remember the words she said, because I want to live my own life, many things are like traveling. When you decide to start, the most difficult part has actually been completed.

I suddenly thought of myself. The first time I went abroad, I was 3 months away from my 17-year-old birthday. The strange thing is that when I was at the airport, I was not as upset as I thought. I just repeatedly told myself that this road was your choice. Whatever the case, I had to go on. However, the life of studying abroad is not as smooth as imagined, and the love affair is endless. After all, there is a long distance between them. At the moment, I went to work, but ended up resigning because I was too tired.

Later, one day I saw Leo, a local Australian guy on FB, who had a terrible performance. the most valuable thing was that he still had a good character and he was so jealous of his ability to do things. I started talking to Leo about my recent life, and later I began to complain. It took a long time for me to see the words he typed. He said, I can't afford to use the iPhone or anything that can be easily seen from you, my current tuition fees are earned by myself. Even though you are far away from home, your parents have been following you to fund you. You do this every day. Why can you say that you cannot afford it, are you qualified? Those who are tired of you have nothing to say, and those who are better than you have worked harder. What qualifications do you have to sigh here ?!

Then he said something to me that I still remember: either go home or fight. (Go home or stand up, it's your fucking choice. Do you still remember the reason why you are here ?!)

Suddenly I woke up. I only saw the shining points of people who were shining, but I didn't know what kind of price they used to exchange for such a life. I have any qualifications to complain here. Why should I go abroad and regret myself at that time. When will that person with a dream die?

I have always felt that my youth is very hard, and I am always wondering if there will be a future in this way. I have never had a sense of belonging to a city that does not belong to me from start to end. Many ideas are just a flash. Why do you know that the time is so small, the youth is so short, and you think the most about it, not how to approach your dreams, but how to get restless and confused?

At last, I felt that my hard work and staying up late will bring me an end to my life. From the moment I left home, I was doomed to fail to turn back to my youth. I remember that I didn't go to bed last night and went to the mountains to watch the sunrise with my friends. When I heard about my previous life, I realized that no matter how happy a person is, no matter how beautiful a person looks, they all have their own heart knot and a bitter past. It's like the fate of youth that is destined to be wandering and changing, the bitterness of those tears, the past day, and who has never been hard-pressed?

When a person is in his or her early twenties, There is nothing except a few young people, but the few young people you have can decide what kind of person you will become. What kind of person will you become in the future is what you want at this stage. A person can go to several places in his life, see several unforgettable scenery, read several texts that change your life, and experience many unforgettable trips. How can there be so many unpleasant things in this world? Say fuck you to them and continue to work hard to do what they should do.

I cannot grow old here, as sung in amgoe. Before getting older, I want to do something that will smile at the age of 80.

I think the best way for a person is to be calm, even if one person lives, crossing one city after another, walking one street after another, looking up at one blank sky, and witnessing another departure. Then, when others question you, you can say to yourself with a clear conscience that although every step is slow, I have never been back.

 

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