Johnny is not a true man!

Over the past few days, I have been thinking about why I became such a person. I am selfish, dare not face the reality, have doubts, and have no male spirit.

I thought I could face her calmly again and again, but I still couldn't. I was just deceiving myself. Why force her? In my meditation, I once again asked myself whether I really love her. Although the answer is still clear, why do I still need so much suspicion? Since I love someone, why do she have to be happy with her own strong demands? I also shamelessly say how I care, how I work, and how I can make her happy. In the final analysis, this is selfish and irresponsible, in my heart, I am not conscious and scold myself for a meal. can I afford this person I really like? I think I'm really Cheap. Think about it. If she barely joins herself, can I really make her happy? Don't I feel heartache and self-blame when I see her unhappy? I hope to get along with her again and again, but I have lost my confidence and my mind is full of impurities. How can I get along with her naturally? Not to mention that there will be good development that will make her happy.

Johnny, you are a bag of goods. You are really not a man. You are selfish, suspicious, mother-in-law, are you still like a man? You dare to say that you really love it with your heart and reflect on it!

Recalling the past heartache for her, I found that I still really love her, think of this, I will feel very calm, in order to truly bless her with a pure and non-impurity heart.

However, I have never tried to be calm before, but my own heart cannot stand the test. This time, I really should have a quiet time and have a profound reflection, don't turn yourself into another Cheap.

Love a person is in the heart, not in the mouth.

Now, I cannot manage my emotions very well. I don't know how to deal with my feelings. I am not suitable to talk about my feelings, either in my mind or in my thoughts. I want to concentrate on my work...