Happiness won't knock on the door

Happiness never knocks on the door.

 

For a person whose happiness is always out of the door but unfortunately is always one after another, the fear of struggle often replaces the desire for happiness, the purpose of life is not so much to achieve positive meaning or pursue happiness, but to escape misfortune.

 

This is a classic movie review of "when happiness knocks on the door" from Douban's perspective. Every screen played by the movie does not bring me the joy or joy of the upcoming knock on the door, it is not the perseverance and tenacity of the dream that will be achieved after all, but the clear explanation of why the ordinary life is so heavy, why are we so afraid of the fate of ordinary people.

 

I was tossing and turning around in bed at night. I kept repeating the ups and downs of these days in my mind and how to go in the future. I thought too much and lost my sleep. So I got up from the bed and wrote this article to record my recent feelings. I also shared with my friends.

 

It has been several months since I started to work. from the beginning to the passion, to the impact of ideals and reality, I am gradually confused. During this period, the ideological struggle has never stopped, and confusion, struggle, and wandering flood into me. I feel like a small reef, and I am constantly washed away by the roaring sea water, attempting to drag me to the bottomless abyss. I began to doubt whether I was suitable for technology or not. I also go to the garden every day and see the programs and articles written by the Titans. I once thought that I was proud of my interest in programming. Now it seems that I have been grinding out, so I have been wandering and struggling, just like a mushroom growing in a dark environment. I know that I am not a person who can be easily beaten. Although inertia is inherent, the hard-working villain in my mind is not defeated. This reminds me of the inspirational video we have watched and the old Luo (Luo Yonghao, those who are highly idealistic have given me great encouragement. So he re-opened the video to watch his speech at Jilin University, and he had to say a shocking scene here.

"In order to achieve a career, he rented a house and kept himself in the room. The room was filled with red dust, and there was a broken bed. Because everyone is hot for three minutes, laziness is easy to give up. So he bought over one hundred of inspirational books and piled them up at the door. He is called spiritual opium (sometimes people need some spiritual opium to support it, but they just need to discard it later, so they cannot rest assured, because in fact, all the successes are just one sentence, and as long as they work hard, they can succeed, ). Then I began to memorize words in a crazy way. I couldn't help it for three days, so I wanted to go out to the dust. Go to the door, see the spirit of opium, and then open a book to look at it, suddenly saw a sentence, "not afraid of suffering for half a lifetime, afraid of hardship for a lifetime ', then I suddenly felt like a thunder and lightning struck me, ashamed of myself, crying, hitting the wall, rolling again, tears and SOPs all flowing out, and then rushed to the bathroom to take a shower, when I came back, I gave myself more than a dozen bits, and returned to the computer to endorse my back. I was so disgusted with my questions and how I was doing it. Then I repeat it once every three days until I finally went to the New Oriental trial three times. After two failed lectures, I finally got the approval of Yu Minhong and became the most popular teacher in New Oriental. Finally, I opened 'old Luo and his friends education Co., Ltd. 'with my friends to become the second famous English training company after New Oriental ."

 

To be honest, I have watched this video several times, but I have never experienced any different feelings and have a good taste, which can shake me. Here, I suddenly think of a friend who once said, "You don't force yourself, you never know how good you are ." Although my technical skills are limited, I can't give up. I have to go on my own journey. As long as I have worked hard, I will continue to work hard, keep learning to enrich yourself...

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