Hate is like an endless abyss

 Note: Today I opened the "Garden", which is similar to the style of a Big Brother "Li huijun" I admire. Although I am not a computer student, I especially like this line, in addition to the special technical dishes, I have been diving for a long time.ArticleHowever, when I was a senior, I looked at the hot "90 s" in the garden. I was so ashamed that I finally opened the "Garden" and wrote something down, this is my first article. Although it is not about technology, I will study hard and compete for myself. Haha! A little logical ......

 

Living with Yi for 18 years has never been familiar with her. She is sensitive and stubborn. Even though her parents are like her, what I hear is "uncle and aunt ".

I vaguely remember what she looked like when she first came to my house. That year, she was eight years old and I was six years old. My mother told me that Yi was an orphan and that we would be a family later, I have another sister.

The days passed quietly for 18 years. I and I both have worked, and I have set her extraordinary writing ability according to her habit of writing diaries and reading hobbies, in the Journalism Department, she worked as a part-time employee in the magazine during her college period. After graduation, she entered the magazine as a matter of course, and then rose step by step, taking the seat of the editor. However, I have a special liking for music. I have learned a variety of musical instruments since I was a child. I majored in cello at the Conservatory of Music. After graduation, I learned from my strength. Of course, I still have a relationship that is essential to my father, I joined a good orchestra and often played with the group. Yi and I became famous. This made my father proud of being a college principal. He often said that he was proud of his two daughters. At this time, I always put my eyes on his father and told him that, this is the credit of his mother and him. Yi just smiled and said nothing, and I always saw a loss in my father's eyes.

Starting from Yi's work, we were not as close as we were in the student age. She went home and went to bed every day. Her family became a hotel and she knew little about her private affairs, I only know that she has a boyfriend who has been with each other for four years.

Birthday In yixiao Party I met him, Wang yufan, a senior at the University of Yishu. Now It The world's new talent is very expensive. He once spent three years as a company with outstanding performance and philosophy. CEO His appearance is almost perfect. His humor, humor, wisdom, and talent are the golden turtles that all women want. He is such a good man who chooses me, however, I can only retreat. The desperate first love once discouraged me from my love.

My love with Xuan is sweet but bitter. It was my first love. I was a girl from an early age, and I was so obedient to my mom and dad that I had to listen to their words and know what I had to do after going to college, he talked about love, that is, Xuan. The days with him are simple and happy. He loves me like a hundred, or even condonts with me, and I also love all my good to him, I simply immersed in xuanyuan and my fairy tale, weaving colorful dreams until one day, I saw a text message sent to another woman ...... I clenched my cell phone and dreamed of crushing in an instant. After waking up, I gave Xuan a handsome back and left my tears in my face. My self-esteem, pride, willfulness, and stubbornness, let him have no chance to explain, and never see him again until he has an accident. Xuan was accidentally killed in a dispute with others after being drunk.

Yan fan, he seems to know everything and never reluctantly accept anything. He just stood behind me silently to shelter me from the wind and rain and will send his coat in the cold weather, I sent a raincoat when it rained, instead of forcing me to go home. I will wait all night in the car until the rehearsal is over. Sometimes he will suddenly appear in the city where I play, and on a business trip, I know he doesn't want to put pressure on me! In the constant waiting, I love him. With Him, He will always have endless jokes to make me happy, and I will always be touched by unexpected surprises. He is a romantic and considerate man. He always knows what I want and what I want. Once again, I feel happy ......

Just as I felt happy, the bad luck followed me. My father had an accident, and newspapers and magazines all published the same "Scandal". The father had to abandon a woman, the women in the photo seem to have known each other, and all kinds of negative effects have been infinitely expanded by public opinions. My father was unable to withstand the pressure and finally fell ill. When I got into the hospital, my mother told me, "Yi Tong, believe me, Dad!"

At this time, the indifference shown by Yi made me unbelievable. She just went to the hospital symbolically and gave me an excuse to leave in a hurry!

The nightmare has not ended. On our way to the hospital to see my father, we encountered an accident. I lost my chance to play because I was not hurt, although the injury in my hands is not enough to affect my daily life, I can no longer play the piano. This is undoubtedly a devastating blow to me. After several crashes, I am deeply self-blaming and regretful, at the same time, it also gave me endless comfort and courage. Mom and Dad in the bed also gave me selfless love and support. I often see that although I have no regrets, but she couldn't hide the excitement in her eyes. I try my best to be strong and cheer up, but I will never be able to get rid of the sadness in my heart!

Time diluted everything. After my father and I were discharged from the hospital one after another, at a weekend's family reunion, Ma fan proposed to me and looked at my parents with relief. I nodded happily. At that moment, I clearly see the anger in the eyes.

In the future, I have been busy preparing for the wedding, but I also paid attention to all kinds of anxiety.

In the end, the wedding was not held as scheduled. Upon the eve of our wedding, all the blood fell under the knife of Yi, soaked in my white wedding dress, after dialing my phone, I only heard his last words: "Yi Tong, sorry, I love you ". When my parents and I felt that his apartment was getting cooler, she looked at us coldly, and looked at us with blood and sharp knives.

"Why ?" I cried out loud!

"Yitong, today, I am not afraid of you knowing that he is my boyfriend who has been with me for a long time. A year ago, I provided information for him to chase you, the purpose is to make you feel happy, and then you don't want to be born. A year later, he told me that if I want to marry you, I won't get you, let alone I hate me.

"Why do we treat me like this? Are we sisters? We are a family !" I cannot believe this is true!

"Because I hate you, hate all of you, and destroy my family, but the cat is crying, and the mouse is so compassionate," Yi said angrily. "I want to destroy all your happiness, I sent a text message to xuanyuan, which gave you a misunderstanding. I finally told him that you have actually finished the new joy. I just wanted an excuse to leave and quit him, so he would be drunk, will die. The scandal related to Yan Wenshan is a message I sent to newspapers and magazines, and a message that I have caused an accident and hurt you. Do you know that this is a retribution, the Revenge of your pseudo-Gentleman's father! I want you to have a hard time, forever, "yi pointed to his father and looked at him fiercely!

I can't help but tremble. What kind of woman is this!

"My favorite Fan, how can I make you succeed if I betray me for you now ." Yicai shouted wildly.

"Why did you become like this? How did I teach such a daughter !", Dad is heartbroken.

"Who is your daughter, Ma Wenshan, You pseudo-gentleman, who killed my father for the sake of my mother's beauty, and made my mother depressed and killed me as an orphan, I am not actually guilty because I still believe that I have been adopted by others ......"

"Snap", before Yi was done, her mother slapped her heavily, and her father fell to the ground.

"In the past 18 years, we have regarded you as ourselves and treated you like Yi Tong. Can't we resolve your hate? The fact is not what you know. You have never experienced the painstaking efforts of your mother until now. When you die, she handed you over to your Uncle Shu and named you yi, yi fei, you are the daughter of JI Wenshan. You recall Tong's sister, Yi Tong, my daughter, and name are memories of Xin Tong, miss your mother, how can you treat us so cruelly ......" My mom is already disconnected.

I finally understood the hate of Yi and the secret I and she never knew.

Thirty years ago, my father and mother fell in love with each other from childhood to childhood, and finally vowed, but because of the retreat of the academic wedding period, Yi's mother, Xin Tong, appeared in his father's world at this time, she is extraordinary, distinctive, beautiful, and intelligent, and deeply attracts her father. Finally, they crossed the leichi. However, his father's commitment to his mother and the love that he could not give up made him deeply self-blame and embarrassed. Xin Tong, the ice-and-snow smart woman, saw her father's thoughts and married her in a hurry. Xin Tong married her father, who had no worries. She married her mother and had me. After several years, her father went on a business trip and went back to his hometown. When Xin Tong again, she found her husband dead, dad proposed to take care of their mother and daughter, Xin Tong resolutely refused and never left. In the past few years, Xin Tong was ill and found his father. He asked his parents to take care of Yi and told him that Yi was his father's daughter ......

For many years, my parents have tried their best to love yixiao, but I don't know how to listen to rumors, hate the abyss, rooted in the bottom of my heart, she cares, waiting for revenge!

"No, it's impossible ......" After hearing the story from her mother, she rushed out of the door with a crazy scream!

Sitting under the Wutong tree in the hospital, she looked at the side of the dull Yi, she went crazy, and she rushed out of the door that day, she went crazy, maybe she could not accept this fact, the person who has been retaliating for a long time is her most important relative.

A breeze swept over and disrupted my thoughts. My face smiled for a long time: Yes, everything is in my plan. If it weren't for the same love as me, setting the password of the electronic diary as his birthday is even worse, I think. In fact, I saw her diary on a computer shortly after I met Xiaofan, yi, she has no friends and no one can tell her that she has written all her hate and plans in her diary! Unfortunately, I saw it, so I knew the truth about everything, broke up with Xuan, Xuan's death, Dad's scandal, and Fan ...... I think we have all inherited the calmness, the intelligence of our mothers, and the confidence in our growth, I know that Yifan attaches the most importance to Yifan. I have made Yifan really fall in love with me. I have no car accident with him, But Yifan does not want to hurt Yifan. I want to give her a reason to abandon her, for Fan, when I knew that he was an ex-boyfriend, I decided to use him to fight against yi, and eventually he became the victim of this revenge.

As my life remains, I fall into the abyss where no one can escape, no one can redeem, And I am swallowed up by the darkness. Waking up at midnight, there is always a sound in my heart, "Fan ".