Have you ever, suddenly life seems to be aimless?

Even if I have never fallen, I have always been optimistic, and I have never been filled with chicken blood, but suddenly my life has become boring. Have you ever?

I even began to examine some of my so-called ideals and dreams. I found that my passion for many things is gradually lost due to some blows in my life, slowly, the whole person became lazy and did not continue reading the book in the past two months. Sorry!

Yes, I used to have many popular ideals. For example, I had to go around many places, but I suddenly found that I only had this idea in my mind, I haven't done any other homework except to talk about it with others. Maybe I didn't take it as one thing in my heart! Otherwise, I should list all the cities I want to go to, and then I should know each city, where should I go and take notes, instead of seeing many people say, I want to go to many places, but you are speechless when it comes to specific places.

I did not do any homework for this popular ideal. I found that some other so-called "ideals" remain in a very empty slogan, for example, "I want to make a lot of money", for example, "I want to be a very good person", and I find myself always pushed by the situation, I have always felt that I am a person with an "ideal" but not a "Fallen" person, but I find that I have an ideal and don't fall, it seems to be an excuse for comforting yourself to spend a lot of boring time and some days without thinking ahead.

For another example, I said that I want to lose weight, and I want to exercise. Now I have been shouting for almost two years, except for occasional sports, it seems that there is no whole set of plans, let alone implementation.

All these slashes will make my beautiful youth lost in a slogan that does not fall and has an ideal pursuit.

Chino