How can I get to Peking University--He Shuting

freshman year, I really almost put myself into a piece of rust iron. Class time to sleep chat to see comics snacks, followed by those boys yelling, the young female teacher angry eyes tearful, and then smug and Yangyang. It was a terrible day, like a colorful black hole, a spectacle, a ghostly attraction that somehow pulled you to the bottomless abyss. So the decline, and then degenerate, and more sad is clearly aware of their decline in the fall but no ability to change. The force of habit is really big to let me helpless, so gave up the last struggle and effort. Now think about it, it's just cowardice, it's just laziness, it's just a seemingly sounding reason for self-abandonment, and it's all deceiving.

But there was no one to point at my tip of the nose scold me, said you are not like this broken broken falls, just want to finish your life. Maybe they've given up on me, sometimes I think. Then it is a mockery of disdain, disdain and self-righteous is free-hearted-who rare who. In fact, at that time really should have a person, as many people have experienced before, pointing at my nose, poking my spine said, you know what you are doing, not clear what you want, do not know what your tomorrow will be.

However, no matter who will have their own bottom line, as the Deep Valley will also have its trough. Everything is like a slide, the way to laugh at the bold, finally fell heavily in the following, badly beaten.

Perhaps, people only in the time of pain, will seriously reflect on their own go wrong step, always have to fall some somersault, to learn to go around the road. And this is a simple truth, but I paid a whole year of youth to really understand. One year, 365 days, can let Madame Curie found radium, a year can let Einstein proof e=mc Square, a year can let a baby learn to stumble to Mother's arms, a year can let a vigorous love began to end. But this year, I only got that one sentence. Fortunately, not a loss, nor late.

Sophomore branch, I chose the text. You can not imagine my middle school has how bad of the literature---what is the concept of three people in the undergraduate line? When I now college students quite complacent to tell me that their middle school class North Thanh Hoá A walk dozens of, I smiled lightly. I am in the liberal arts class, is a three-person undergraduate education class, more ironic is that the three people are all repeating the students. I was in the eyes of everyone or helpless or sarcastic or senseless, resolutely in

The liberal arts registration form has its own name on it. That was one of the best I've ever written in my life.

I just suddenly woke up and felt like I couldn't live my life that way. After a lot of people ask me what is the matter, maybe they want to hear a legend of the Prodigal Son story, and I can think of the explanation only this sentence, I just feel that my life should not be so slovenly to the past.

but I underestimated the impact of the past year. For the first time, I monthly exam 12th place in grade. Perhaps this is a sound unsatisfactory results, but, only the conscience and reason is enough to remind me that it is a three-person undergraduate education class. What's the difference between 12 and 120 if you can't leave all the people far behind? So far I remember the girl who had the first exam. is a idealize girl, thin and small, with a pair of thick black-edged glasses, lying on the desk of the figure often some rickets. And this impression comes because all people can only see her lying on the table figure. She has always been the first person in the class to come to the last walk. I have been to that kind of student holding a kind of inexplicable rejection and resistance, always think you have what great, not is bookworm, if I like you so hard study early city first. In fact I was still dismissive of her until the exam results came out. Then I ushered in the most important class meeting in my life. I don't know what kind of weight to use to thank the class teacher, because if it is not her words, now I am not necessarily where. The class meeting, she said: "This is a very good result." The people who should have a good test are good. Then she glanced at me, and I understood her subtext, which meant that in her opinion I belonged to the pile of people who had no reason to test well. Strangely, I didn't blush. Do not know is too long in the fall has unconsciously polished the original sensitive self-esteem, or subconsciously still on her words noncommittal, I was face-blank look at her eyes. Her eyes just calmly swept me there, and then continue: "I know some people think very talented, look down on those who seriously study hard efforts of students, always feel that people are clumsy birds have is congenital." But I want to say, you are only cowardly! You are not afraid to try, you just do not like them to work hard, because you are afraid of their hard to be compared to them, hard to test the first, the results of the anti-ridicule, you would rather not to try, just because there is a risk of failure, and you even this risk can not afford, because, in your heart, you are not sure ... "After what she said again, I could not remember, and I admitted that I was completely blindfolded, because of the words she had said," she says. "You're just a coward ..." .... At that time, the feeling is thunder like the whole person shocked, repeatedly echoed in the brain only then a sentence: "You are only weak." "She is right."

The sudden awakening of the shock is the language can not be described, but also I do not want to use words to express. You can only imagine through the results, and only through the results. I wrote it in my diary that night, try it. I'm not going to ask for anything, I just want to try and try my hard work like that to learn one months will be effective. At that time I did not dare to promise what results, and I do not promise. I was just holding on to a thought and trying. And then ushered in the most dramatic one months of his life. It is said that it is dramatic, because it is as difficult to imagine the Tang priest no longer wordy, the Sun Wukong no longer aggressive, the eight commandments are no longer greedy like, I can not believe that from six o'clock in the morning early self-study classes to the night of 10 o'clock night Class A move or sit in the position peacefully the person can be my own. In fact, it's not that simple, it's really not that simple. When I went to 1.1, I had discovered that it was too difficult to change the habit of 365 days in a few days, and it was too difficult to create a tongue miracle in one months. Habit Ah, as the saying goes, "the heart is like a plain horse, easy to put away", the wild accustomed to the heart, want to recover suddenly, easy? Often sat sitting on the unbearable, the heart began impetuous, the eyes also began to drift away, several times almost to give up. Just, on the most dangerous edge of the sloshing when I always pressure, tell myself, can not help, and then endure a bit. In fact, it is just a sentence: Can not help, and then endure a bit. I admit that I am a very arrogant person, I just do not believe that I will not be as hard as the person, I just do not believe that I really do one thing will not be able to do, I just do not believe that there is really something impossible in the world. I believe that was impossible.

Then, I ushered in the long-awaited midterm exam. So far I still remember the feeling after the exam. Holding the book Walk on the way home, blankly looking at the traffic, trance thinking really test finished? Why is empty in my heart not landed? That was really the most special exam of my life, because it was related to my future direction and the choice of the road, the risk is too great, how can I have a heart? In fact, the results of the examination must have been guessed by everyone. I did make sure that all the people really bore the tongue. Yes, I took the first, the city first.

You can never imagine how important that result is to me. I was unusually calm when I got to the score. At that time I realized that the impulse of the original and the cry to the apex will only be calm. When the long-lost name appeared on the first line of the transcript, I silently said to myself: "Remember, there is nothing in this world is impossible." Nothing is impossble.

Then I never changed that attitude and method. In fact, all the methods are no way to plainly. There is only one word: hard work.

I stick to my method of not methods, but also adhere to my name on the report card position, until the entrance examination before the final exam, I am always the first place. But the real challenge has not yet begun. Even if I can hold the position of the first place, even if I can leave the second place dozens of points every time, I know, Peking University is too far away from me, even in the dream can not see real. All the teachers believe that I will be the best student in the school ever, and in their concept, the best students in the arts, means that you can go up the mountain, the luck of a better words may be able to reach the entrance of Fudan University or even the threshold of the NPC. And I just want Peking University. I never told anyone about my volunteering-if I could call it a volunteer. I just want to save up all the power.

In the second semester of senior year, we moved into the newly completed teaching building. The day of the move, the corridor was noisy, dragged the table to pull the bench sound in the corridor. I jumped over the window by myself and Buyanbuyu the big platform outside the window frame on the second floor. Opposite is the playground, the Virgin snow is not melted, the air is clammy, the bare branches are straight to the sky. Snow-cold sunshine through the eyelashes sprinkled in the eyes, eyes quietly looking at the far sky, I said a word, only said a word. To the distant sky, I silently in the heart said: "Wait, I want you to witness a miracle." "I know there's really nothing impossible in this world.

I never knew that the pressure was so great that I could inspire people's potential to that extent. I am a very restless person, but that period of time I behaved extremely patient calm, steadfast as the head old Ox. In fact, countless times I have been facing the brink of collapse, high school five history books I have to toss and back a full six times. When you recite a book six times, you know what it feels like. The side of the side of tears, really I was almost on the back of the book will be thrown away. Just, can not help the time, endure a bit. Persistence is indeed one of the greatest qualities in the world. During that time my only way of resting was to stand in the hallway and look at the distant sky. Later found in the opposite of the building wall has a line of large red words, is the school used to motivate students, I am not sure. But that sentence accompany me through the last days of the third-the power of the will, is to determine the strength of success or failure. I use all my experience and experience to practice and prove this: the power of Will, is the power to determine success or failure.

Howling wind rolled the sky of yellow sand, in that northern Spring, one of our hair is unkempt, rough skin. The Silence and the noise alternate as the ruling party of the United States, the law makes people suspect that there can be a strange and magical infinite hands. Disquietude and vacant We in awe and expectations ushered in and sent away a mold, two and even n-mode, each nerve is hardened by the reality of the ruthless, whether it is used to the Willow Shore Xiaofeng Moon poetic poetry, or accustomed to graffiti painting meaning. In this rush season, all sensitive and slender are extravagant like the heavy clothes of Julius Caesar, who left countless hopes in countless times before the disappointment crashed into pieces, countless times in the frustration of countless times fell to the beaten. Everyone knows better than yesterday that the insurmountable chasm between ideal and reality, but also more desperately struggling than yesterday, trying to squeeze through the narrow and narrow bridge, even if the knowledge is futile.

-Will it be in vain?

When this cone heart question mark in stillness time and again violently buckle up the heart door, everyone is difficult to withstand the flood and panic and confusion, so forcing themselves buried in, buried in books, buried into the test paper, buried in the black cocoon airtight-only one day of the broken cocoon into a butterfly. Dark circles, puffy eyes, dry fingers, the mouth of the blisters can be worried. That spring I do not know the popular is pink blue Guolu or purple silver. The small mirror was quietly put away, because I could not bear to see their gaunt face and dim eyes, because of fear of what will be in the long-lasting face of the sea in the sea-god, I am a girl ah.

God has no words. Smile without a word. Smile tell me, you, willingly. Yes. I am willing I do not regret the original intention I chose this path flat or rugged I have to go. I'm going to go down. I will go down.

So all the cries were swallowed, so all the pride was put away. I like a February ox, silently step, silent forward. When hard work was replaced by desperately, Shangri-La has been transformed into the heart of the eternal and hazy dream, and all efforts are just to let this dream no longer "beauty such as flowers across the end", even if green sky long, despite the water waves.

I was calm after stepping into the examination room. "As far as I can and cannot be, no regrets." "In fact, I never thought I would go to a school outside Peking University. It is not so much confidence that it is a premonition. I just want to, even if Peking University only recruit a quota, why can't it Be me? There is nothing in this world that really cannot happen.

After the exam on the way home, watching the crowd still hurried, the heart is still empty. The eyes are blurred by tears and the things in sight are clearer. This is scientifically explained, but I would rather believe that it is because all true perceptions are the price of tears and pain. Yes, we always have to learn to give up something to get something else. If you are worthy of what you pay for it all, then all the abandonment is just before the labor pains. Always have a choice, butterfly life is so short, because its wings are too delicate. Sometimes, giving up is just for real, the key to seeing what you want, and how much you are willing to pay for what you want. God is equal to every man.

In fact I miss that time and always appreciate it. Not only because during that time I completed my transition and sharp change, but also because all the time I was in the plastic period of the character, to become the eternal wealth of this life. It is really a wealth that can not be bought by much money. There will never be any time in life like that at that time. Exclusively, simply, resolutely, almost stubborn and full of faith and hope, the heart without side loans and even isolation, in order to a determined goal and struggle. When you in a few years after some leisurely afternoon, recalled that their efforts and give up, once the perseverance and endurance, once the dedication and dedication, once the sweat and tears, it will be how a kind of moving and glad, how a kind of comfort and respect--respect yourself. Yes, in this process, please allow me to repeat, do what is important to you. I thank my parents for thanking my classmates for thanking my friends for all the people who care about my help, but I am most thankful for myself. Nothing is impossible. This is what I get in a bit of effort and try. And I also believe that it will be something that would benefit me all my life. Here, I put my most religious words to everyone: nothing is impossible.

How can I get to Peking University--He Shuting