How long can we fall in love without money [turn]

If there is no money, how long can we fall in loveMy girlfriend is very good, very good, until now I still can not think of her passionately devoted reason, her excellent let me to all the temptation of feelings disdain, we deeply portrait of each other, in the campus that section of beautiful and romantic days, we are surrounded by envy of the eye. Once there was a girl who likes me to say that our love will not be forever, the girlfriend made a face to her, said we are the happiest couple.
In the school time has been happy and chic, almost every time we are in the arm to go to the evening study, no matter how cold and hot weather we will change the time in the other dormitory downstairs waiting. When it snowed, she learned to weave gloves for me, the results of my hands are broken, for these I am happy to show off a lot of days. We went to the cafeteria to play dinner, to watch movies together, to go shopping together, all the time together we have not missed. I love it when I go to play basketball. She was holding her hand to cheer for me, I miss her sitting in the back of my old bike gently rely on the feeling, I stole the garden roses for her and other people race climb, the result I fell down the head is broken ... Those days, is the happiest of my life.
After graduation, we have to be together and their families have fallen out, they say we will not be happy, but it doesn't help, no one can stop us.
However, from the first day we moved into the rented house, we sat silent for a long time, for we first knew nothing of the taste, her parents are cadres, she is their only daughter, my family business, and I am the only son, clothing, mouth treatment is gone, but we are in love, We are sincere, so look at each other smiled, clap hands, began a new life.
The society has given us a lively lesson. We really know that there is a degree to find a job is not so in line with the wish, from the beginning of the underachievement ashamed ashamed become able to earn money are dry, experienced the hardships of life, experience the cruelty of reality, but we are very happy, because we can together.
The first month of salary I bought her a scarf, bought a roast duck and dumplings, she cried, like a wronged child in my arms sobbing, my sad, that moment, I am very sad.
In the cold winter night, we are surrounded by electricity warm crying warm, she made to think of sweet-like leaning on my shoulder, her beautiful eyes of the kind of eyes let me feel very sad, I said to her ear must let her live a good life, we will be like the past to be envied. She said it was a happy thing to be in love. As long as you can stay in my side, as long as we can always be like this together with each other to warm, as long as you pay the wages can also remember to buy me roast duck and dumplings, I am the happiest woman in the world, and then those rich people may not like us to love each other, remember, we are the happiest couple, no matter what happens I
Her words make my heart hot, tightly hold her, I dare not let her see my tears, because she likes strong boys. I in the heart again and again told myself to work hard, that night we pledge again, that night we fantasize about the future, that night we meet for a lifetime not to abandon.
I think our love is vigorous, I think we are enough to let heaven and Earth moved, but in that night, the landlord urged us to pay the rent, our happiness is so touched by her, but her eyes are more sympathy and suspicion.
Every time we are very poor, we can not help talking about the romantic time in school, when we are not happy when we just pull hands on the campus charming path to walk a paragraph on it is OK, that year's Christmas Eve I traveled all the city's boutique house to find her long-octave box, when she loved to tell me the Prince and Princess story, At that time, even if my skin rubbed a piece of skin, she will be distressed to tears.
But now, I can give her happiness is only in the pay to buy a roast duck and dumplings. Although life is slowly getting better, this so-called progress is only relative to the previous shabby. We ashamed ashamed have a stable job, but also saved some money, but from then on we talked about the most has become how to buy a house, we dream of one day to have their own beautiful private car, she said she gave me a fancy a set of Pierre. Cardan suit, she said to make me a perfect man. But I know, every time passing the beauty shop when she is very sad, when I see her beautiful face because of lack of maintenance and some sadly, I suddenly feel that their own in this society of small, ashamed Ah, but only a wry smile. So that day I spent 600 dollars to buy her something for beauty, she was happy like a child jumped and jump, this scene, the only thing I can do is perhaps only a sigh of breath.
I went to the advertising agency where she worked, and the women who were not beautiful were carrying an Italian leather purse and a thousand-dollar suit. I have also been to her colleague's home, those beautiful house has the big screen of the back projection television, has can bury the entire person in the comfortable sofa, has the romantic light, has the red wine, even raises the precious dog. The hostess is showing off her designer socks, her expensive jewelry, all because they find a rich husband, facing the House of fashion, I secretly blush.
They are happy to talk about a newly introduced blockbuster, but I think of the girlfriend in the market for a hair two cents and people bargain, others say such a beautiful girl is so stingy when her shame; remember one day she secretly in the mirror tears, because her delicate and delicate hand because of washing and become pale, because ... ..., I don't know how much to enumerate because, but I know, it's all because we haven't been able to live as we do at home, because we don't have the money, the embarrassment of crowding the bus, remembering her grievances and not wanting to be exposed.
I saw the girlfriend one eye, her cheeks flushed red, after a while she proposed something to leave first, I know she is for my sake, I also remember clearly, that one night, we all insomnia. From then on she became happy but not happy girl, she like me desperately work, fight in this reality of the society, every day classes are already a heart exhausted, looking at her once naïve simple now write full of tired face, looking at her in order not to let me sad and strong self smile expression, my heart-broken. So I tried desperately to earn money, like cattle to plow, pulling our feelings forward. Our career is hopeful, because we have talent, because we work hard, but success is a long process. Life is better, but we all know that in our work in that circle, we are still peasants, I secretly learned to drink, smoking.
In 2 years seven months and 13 days of that night, she left, leaving a broken heart and helpless letter, she said: "Baby, I love you, you know, I love you." For you, I can ignore everything, for you, I can not hesitate to sacrifice themselves, you are my everything, is my happiness, but it is because of this love let me decide to leave you, I will all the tears in this room, I will all the friendship engraved in the heart, But I can't bear to see you again. In order to let me have a better but not the fatal job, I can not bear to see you under pressure day ashamed wasting, you know. Every time you secretly drink back, my heart is in pain ah.
I am helpless, we are very helpless, because I do not know, no money, how long we can love. Originally, for you I stayed down, now, for you I want to leave, my backpack filled with people enchanted memories, maybe one day I will come back, because I love you, without You, my life is no color, but now let me go, so you will relax a little, we will relax a bit, OK.
Take care of yourself ...

"Yes," he was. No money, how long we can love. "After she left, I repeated the chant of this sad line, tears again silently slipped ...