How to be a happy man?

I don't know when it was. It seems like I started to understand something. I think it's very late, from middle school, I like to play every day, never think about anything, take a college entrance exam, and become a kind of person. Mom and dad who love me always hope that I can learn to become a college student, but it seems that I didn't know anything at that time (Dad, I won't listen to you in the future ,,,).

At the end of the test, I got 3 points less than my father's ideal school,, I know that there is not much money in the house, but I don't know why I asked my father to pay a high price for the school, and I went to the school.

However, after three years in high school, I did not gain anything. The only thing was that I became indifferent to my inferiority and heartache, with a lot of regret and pain, I will leave the school to graduate.

When I got home, I cried and said I was going to Beijing to learn software (I don't know what software engineers are doing ).

Mom and Dad

Maybe my parents are sad. Sorry, I am so sorry for you and my parents.

,,,,

I thought that when I came to a distant place, I would forget everything ,,

I started to study hard, but it seems that I am a very stupid person. I don't seem to understand anything about C in the first phase. Every day, I am entangled in the teacher to ask why, why, but in the end, it is still the penultimate. But I never want to give up, and I always believe that if I don't give up, it will succeed!

------- It's just time to shed tears and it's so painful to love someone and forget someone.

Later, I began to understand and answer some questions from the teacher. Maybe I have made some progress.

I know that I still cannot control myself. If I forget everything and concentrate on learning ,,

Don't give up on fighting, suddenly found that I don't seem to love talking to people, even the brain is also deep, as if more happiness in it

But to be happy is like the most impossible thing. Where is happiness?

I suddenly had my thoughts about how to make myself happy. I wanted to make my face smile, smile happily, and find a way to make myself feel happy, it may be my persistence, which gives me some strength to fight against the pain,

At this time, I felt happy,

------ Only by coming out of the pain of unforgettable love will you know the belief that you want to laugh

So I am happy, just like a sentence I wrote: What I lack, I will pursue it with my own strength.

At the same time, we know that love is not only great in the world, but also sacred to our parents!

How happy is love with Mom and Dad, no matter what you are! How happy it is, smile -- Go go!

Mom and Dad, I will work hard! I believe that it will succeed if you don't give up! Please be good, God or Bodhisattva. May you protect them well. I love your mom and dad.

The lost love only allows me to learn and understand what love is, and learn to smile with sincere love.

Haha O (∩ _ ∩) O... (* ^__ ^ *) Hee ...... Performance_^ smile is power of my life.

 

Finally, I hope people with similar feelings can leave the pain and weakness behind, cherish the time to do what they should do, stick to and keep trying, and embark on the pedal to start a new life.