"What is Truth?" Realism believes that there is an outer world outside of us, that the world is not changed for our will, and that the effort to find the truth of the world is gradually becoming physics and chemistry. These sciences are trying to build models in different ways to explain the relationship between our world and that world. But in the end the world is what, we do not have the truth ... "philosophy classes, the teacher in the podium next to the head around, staring at the floor, said the heavenly book, said the content than his pace to go around, Zhang Andi looked back at the door hanging in the top of the classroom clock, this is her fourth time to look back. Finally 5:30, as long as a quarter of the clock, the end of the class, the so-called World truth and she does not matter. Out of the window has been dark, far outside there are colorful lights flashing. So far apart, you can see the Ferris wheel, which is slowly turning with light on. When the sky will be dark, it appears to be particularly eye-catching. Zhang Andi Heart secretly sighed: Carnival again. The carnival in Europe is always like a long or magical change. The square is always a parking lot. There are a few days in a year, many large and small cars, many people are busy building all over. After one night, hundreds of cars suddenly disappear, there are countless colorful shops in the square, bumper cars, small trains open, huge haunted house, there is a terrible scream, in addition to the Ferris wheel and a rotating plane and the rapid train. Every 10 steps there will be a snack bar selling pizza or turkey patties. To the sound of such music, lively like another world. "The next time we will talk about how the world's truth is structured, how the language plays a role in it, and what the realist attitude is." "At 5.3, no matter what the professor said, all the people below began to pack things. Zhang Andi also quickly put the book in his schoolbag, ready to leave. In fact, she didn't have any hurry to go to the place next. She just wants to get out of the classroom faster. Carnival in the square, there are bursts of excitement screaming, the air is filled with the smell of silk smoke. Zhang Andi involuntarily had a light place to go--that beautiful carnival world. [Dream Catcher, catcher] the first time to come to the carnival, Zhang Andi just arrived in the city for two weeks, everything is fresh, even see the color of cotton candy is incredible. As a child, there is always an old man in the school gate, the white sugar into a mysterious container, and then have to go to the same cotton candy around a stick, a large regiment of a large regiment. The Yankees dyed the cotton birch sugar and sold it separately, it was shrewd. Two Euros A, at that time novelty, bought also bought. Several grapes were strung together to bake a layer of syrup, and a layer of chocolate was baked outside the almonds, all of which were popular at the carnival. It was a few months later, only to find that the original impulse to buy those candy is very expensive. That day brought her to the carnival of the elder sister said: "If the good calculation, one months 100 euros, enough." "At that time her reaction was: How could it be?! The two tomatoes here are 2 euros.Yuan, a kilo of beef 7 euros, do you eat bread every day? How much money can be used to buy food, except rent insurance, electricity and water? It's not easy to know where the money came before going abroad. The whole process of going abroad was given to the intermediary to be busy. Zhang Andi in the domestic university reading, her heart or outside the world has a vision, mixed to sophomore time feel don't want to read, intend to go abroad. After the plane got up again, everything was fun and fun. Think of home this matter, is a long time after the mood. Zhang Andi Remember that day when the carnival asked the elder sister: "You want to home, I do not want a bit." "The elder sister stared at her face, looked for two seconds, wanted to say what did not say, instead reveals a smile, Ha Ho smiled two voices, has avoided the question the past." She turned and pointed to a toy and asked Zhang Andi: "Do you know what this is?" "It was a small net, with beautiful feathers all over the place where the ropes were staggered." Rope colors, feathers, and some with a small bell, the wind blowing, ding ding. "Net Ah, feather net." "Zhang Andi was very imaginative to answer. Sister-in-arms gently stroking a feather, eyes intently looking at the green pattern on the feather, gently said: "This is Dream catcher, catcher." Once the Indians hang this net in the bedside, all nightmares will fall on the top, will not disturb your sleep, all good dreams can go through the net, directly to your dream. "The first time Zhang Andi heard such a beautiful explanation about the net, there was some amazement. Those feathers the more beautiful, an impulse, bought a home. That sister-in-the-way are laughing her full of fairy tales, so easy to be touched by the story. "You're like a tourist, you don't seem to be reading." "Zhang Andi not talk, because all the way down, she also carry a lavender pillow back home." The Germans soaked the wheat or other grains for long in lavender sesame oil, then dried, each seed was filled with the scent of lavender, and then the seeds were sewn into a small, rural-style pillowcase, a pillow filled with lavender aroma. 10 Euros was given out of the way. It was a carefree time to spend and live. In fact, Zhang Andi abroad There is no clear purpose, just feel that in the country has been corrupted by high school appetite, university in addition to play or play, there is no reading the feeling, so I think maybe change the environment will be better. She never thought, in fact, after going abroad, was the guardian of the day is over, she from a person to face everything. At that time she did not think of anything, thought in Germany and in Hangzhou, the weekend can carry a backpack home to eat a good meal, and then about friends shopping, Amoy Amoy clothes. She did not think that life would be so fast to her own color to see. There are three kinds of people in the world that can't be trusted: lawyers, dentists, and intermediaries. Lawyers are always thinking about how to charge you more, and the dentist always advises you to take care of your teeth, but listening to these two career advice has no big consequences. MediationDifferent, the intermediary at the beginning of a mouthful promised later over face not. Zhang Andi came to Germany, read language classes, through the German test, get admission notice, moved to the student dormitory, began reading. Eight months settle down, suddenly one day, found that the card has no money. How could it be?? Parents had to pay their own intermediary fees, 100,000 or more, there are two years of living expenses, in addition to the deposit freeze, each month the intermediary will be a hundreds of euros to Zhang Andi bank card. That is the so-called: "Agency management living expenses". But no money for two consecutive months, how could this be? Zhang Andi called the intermediary's German office to ask, the phone has been sold number. Hurried to the intermediary of the German office, found the door stood full and the same as himself was withheld the deposit and living expenses of students. We gather information, know the situation is grim, the original intermediary volume of money disappeared. The money that parents paid in advance was cheated away. Even complain, do not know who can sue. It is natural to ask for help from parents, but it has nothing to do but to make them heartache and hard money and worry about themselves. Zhang Andi Walking in the moat, looking at the slowly flowing river, feel some empty heart, and then made a decision. She was a little excited, because she was determined to take up her own fate, some disturbed, because do not know whether it is really can be taken up. Life suddenly becomes tense and heavy up. Read newspapers, find jobs, and interview. The neighbour introduced a job in a hamburger shop. Because German is not good enough to counter, only in the kitchen to help. Breathe in the kitchen full of fumes and fry a piece of pork chops. Work together Iran men always come up to talk, ask after work is not together to eat supper, said Asian women really beautiful, even deliberately rub her a few. Zhang Andi when the grievance, but the rent to pay, insurance to pay, find the next job or endure down. Courses densely pressed over, at night after work back, top full of Lampblack head, continue reading to four points, a short sleep, get up and take a bath, go to class immediately. The course was not difficult, but it was very frustrating to hear half-understood. No time to make friends, no time to party, life suddenly pressure came over, Zhang Andi Parry very reluctantly, suddenly courageously up the life, let her in a moment to think, but still can hold over. In case the parents call to talk about life, say that they are very good and good, all smooth, do not worry. To finally do not work weekend, she just want to lie in bed good sleep, can still tune the alarm clock, only let oneself sleep six hours, not willing to sleep too long, delayed reading. [Do you want to take the Ferris wheel?] The second time I went to the carnival, it was simply dragged away. Zhang Andi was lying in bed thinking about going to sleep or reading, the next door neighbor came knocking and said go to the carnival. Ha, where are you free to play now? See you busy in the busy months, give yourself a time to play. Go to go, not free. You'll ruin yourself if you go on like this, come on, follow me. Neighbors urged her to go out, those days, in addition to reading is fried pork chops, in addition to fried pork chops onis reading, Zhang Andi people have become somewhat dull numb. Someone urged, she would follow the move, wearing a coat, went out. In fact, the European carnival is really nothing new. Or those things, small trains, Ferris wheels, chocolate almonds, syrup grapes, colored cotton candy, haunted house, bumper cars. Zhang Andi even felt a bit noisy and had little interest in anything. The neighbour is a boy, reading at the conservatory. He will be in the academy during the day to practice piano, night and Zhang Andi work together, he collect at the counter, every night to clean up, then two people go home together. Although he is not tall nor handsome, but Zhang Andi and he together, always feel more at ease. She knew he was about to graduate, and he knew she had just started reading. "What do you know about German culture in the exam?" The boy said to Zhang Andi, pointing to the counter at a small shop in the carnival, and asked, "What do you think that little wooden box is for?" "Who knows, so small a box, not like candy." Loaded with pills? "Still a Zhang Andi-style, unimaginative answer. "It's a baby-tooth. The children here lost their deciduous teeth, can be installed in such a small box, to stay as a souvenir. Did you throw all your baby teeth away? Said the boy. Deciduous? That was a matter of many years ago. Zhang Andi think of when a child lost their baby teeth, very unscientific use of thin rope in the already loose teeth, the days of the bubble to pull their own. Sometimes I pull out, sometimes my mother help pull out. After pulling out, always cry, then mom will cook the bamboo shoots and pork ribs soup. The taste is not inferior to the taste of the dishes in the view. Zhang Andi's memory suddenly surges up like a sudden, feel oneself suddenly have a pain. The original these days tired even pain do not feel, eat bread every day does not feel bad, at all too late to want to cram in the belly is what. She was suddenly missed, with an unbearable sense of taste. She turned to the boy and said: "I want to eat sweet and sour steak." The boy nodded and said, "Well, go back and do it for you." I am the best at this dish in Shanghai cuisine. "She did not know that she had burst into tears. "Do you want to take the Ferris wheel?" "Very expensive, five euros a person!" "I have invited you." "No, that's your salary for two hours." "For your birthday gift, I may not be here for your birthday next year." "His tone is very gentle, not sad, sentimental is the luxury of emotion, there is time to be happy when how can not be happy." She was silent for a few seconds, raised her head, and tried to reveal a smile, and said well. He first stepped into the small basket of the Ferris wheel and stretched out his hand to pull the Zhang Andi. Zhang Andi clasped his hand and suddenly found his hand bandaged. "What's wrong with your hand?" "Ah, nothing, yesterday morning when cutting potatoes, not careful to cut off a small piece of meat." "Oh, my God," Zhang Andi, "Why are you still washing the dishes in the kitchen?" "Wear gloves, there is no problem." Unfortunately this Sunday can not practice piano, practicing piano can't wear gloves. "You tell me, I'll do your job." "Fool, you are tired of yourself." I'm fine, not anyway.is the first time. "He smiled generously and even felt that his injury made the girl in front of him worried about something more serious than the injury." "Look at the scenery, this Ferris wheel only a circle, very few opportunities to stand so thought highly this city." "[" All this will pass "] This is the third time to come to the carnival. Zhang Andi A person walks in the colorful lamp, just the philosophy lesson about the world truth has already ended, she listens without difficulty, since when has been able to attend the lecture without hindrance, she herself also cannot say up. Even though I don't understand all the time in frustration every day, I always get more and more understood. Every weekend to spend a day in the flower shop, then go to the youth hostel to work one day, tidy up the bed, arrange accommodation. The working environment is already much better than the burger shop. Since the neighbors moved out, she felt that it was too late to go home at night, not because it was unsafe, but because she was lonely, so she changed her job. Not long ago, parents still know the intermediary volume to escape things, anxious to ask how this year is how to live. Zhang Andi Short Description of a few words, or that everything is well, do not worry. Speaking of work, mother in the telephone that the head of the cry up. Zhang Andi nose Some acid, but did not shed tears, also comfort home said foreign children are also working, should feed themselves. Have always been their own cry, mother came to comfort, now incredibly poured over. So quickly matured that she did not expect it herself. How can not cry, that day in the Ferris wheel, the Wind so big, night as blue, Ferris wheel slowly turn, oneself gradually rise, the lively and beautiful color of the world on the soles of the feet, in the fundus. The wind blew over, Zhang Andi face on the cold chill, she found that she has been crying a mess. The neighbor boy looked at the distance without looking at her. She was thankful that he gave her the space to weep. His voice came over: "Miss home?" "I don't know either." "She is telling the truth." Just want to cry, if this time he came to hug, she will hold him tight. When you are weak, you want someone to take advantage of, so that they do not fail. The boy motionless, continued to look at the whole city, said: "Everything will pass." "What?" "Everything's going to be over." He turned his head and said to the Zhang Andi, "Tell me a story." "A long time ago, the pharaoh of Egypt had a dream, the Almighty God in the dream, whispered a word in his ear, this sentence contains the world's greatest truth." Pharaoh woke up but could not remember, so he called all the ministers and wise Men together to meet, to get that sentence back. The minister and the Wise man, classics, hotly debated for 10 days and 10 nights, finally reached a consensus. They carved the word they recognized as the greatest truth engraved on a ring: all this would pass. "Believe me, everything you don't want now will pass." This is what I have always believed, otherwise I will not go to today. The boy stood up, lying on the railing, looking back at her, the wind blowing his hair, neon flashes in the distance, the whole city is at the foot. Zhang Andi can not say anything, just quietly to seeWith him, the Ferris wheel down a little, down, lively city a little closer to their own, and back to the color of the colorful full of smoke and garbage in the world. Now Zhang Andi parked in front of the Ferris wheel, holding a freshly baked pizza in hand, smiling quietly watching the Ferris wheel rotation. Yes, everything will be over. Sad, disappointed, frustrated, dazed, will pass, endless smoke, now a look on the pan-disgusting roast pork chops, will pass. The deep-eyed, grateful care, will pass, so you become the past. She silently thought, the original passage is that we are not time. Zhang Andi's fingertips have begun to be a bit cold. Eat pizza faster, or you'll get cold. She felt chill on her face, as if she were weeping. The boy graduated six months ago and found a job in the orchestra in Macau. Farewell to the time, Zhang Andi plan to give him the lavender pillow, he knew she liked the pillow, so he will give him, so he resolutely not accept. He took the dreamer, the feathered net, hanging on the bed. "I like this thing. Everyone is a dream catcher in life, but some people have hit a nightmare, some people have found a good dream. "Then, wish you a good dream every day." "Zhang Andi don't know what to say, even the farewell word is not imaginative." "Don't worry, I don't dream of fried pork chops and cashier's." "He said with a smile. She knew he was teasing her. But Zhang Andi will dream of the Ferris wheel. I wonder if the city is turning, or the Ferris wheel is turning. The night was blue, his hair was raised, the wind blew, and the lavender burst. In the dream, she said to him: "I like you." He said to her, "everything is going to be over." "Then wake up." She had no idea what she had said, just remembered that it had been gone for years, only lavender incense still. "What is Truth?" Realism believes that there is an outer world outside of us, that the world does not change for our will. But what is the last of the world, we have no truth. "There is no truth in the memory, she just wants to go to the place where there is light, it doesn't matter if it is the real world." Now that it's all over, the past.
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