Ideal is full and realistic

I am in an unstable environment. I know the love and life I want, but I don't know where they are, or whether I can get them. The ideal is always full, and the reality is always skinny. I admit the gap between reality and ideal. If the ideal is highly consistent with the reality, no one will find it rare.

When it comes to stability, I want to go out and try again. The result of long-term stability is that I don't have the courage and passion to go out. I do not like my status, work status, life status, and love status, but they are not oxidized like rare gases and remain stable. I want to change, change my mind, change my way of thinking, change my attitude towards life, and change my way of life. It is not what I want, but I have not changed. Why? Because I have no courage or determination.

My indecisive words are out of the name. If my cousin didn't encourage me to find a mentor that year, maybe I am in another mess. After that, I realized that active people have nothing to do. This means that you will get a chance, whether or not you will succeed. The chances of dropping Lin's sister in the sky in your arms are very small, but on the other hand, you pray that God will give you a girl's wish, even if it can be satisfied, you should be ready to catch her, it's not good to let her hit the cement ground. It's like a broken sister lin, apparently not what you want. That is to say, the opportunity is for the prepared person, so every time you take the initiative to prepare yourself, even if you live in a dog's nest and go out, you need to be a human. Run the question.

There is a conflict here. One is to change, the other is not to change. This contradiction is a balance between ideal and reality. What is the pivot? Is the pivot more ideal or more realistic. I think it is not easy to break the balance of my character. Unless it forces me to break down, it may be a work of art. I very much hope that the real sense of bones will create an impact for me, breaking the balance, changing myself, changing my life, changing my work, and changing the love I want. At that time, I could be a hero of heaven and earth, Yi xiaoyuntian, Zhuang Zhi, and Ling yunzhi. in the world, he said, "Come on, let the horse go!

A few days ago, I finally couldn't help but confess to a girl. The result is that there are two results. I admit that I do not have the initiative, I don't want to fight for love, and I still hesitate to meet people I like, but I always feel that I am doing something guaranteed, let things develop in the direction I expected. I know that I am wrong. Except that people's thoughts can be controlled by the Party, few things are controllable. Even in the expected range, there are also die another day concerns, with too many variables. So I am very worried about the uncaptured love and those people, you know, some people will not miss it again. Fortunately, after so many years of experience, I finally met a girl I liked in my own world. Unfortunately, almost the same character will undoubtedly make me far from my wife and confession. In this case, even the way the wine is done will become the way the wine is done, because it is really impossible.

Looking back at the past logs, although they are all sequential accounts and vague, they still feel quite informative. The result of not writing logs is that there is no reference to history in my long life. In retrospect, there is a blank space.

However, empty spaces are better than empty ones.