Is it a kind of status or a kind of personality?

This period of time is always unhappy. When I get home, I feel depressed. There will be some happy things during the day. In the office and between my colleagues, I still use my funny skills to entertain others. But it won't work at night. If there is no accident, it will come on time. A job change is like a dark cloud on the top of the head, which makes people feel bad and cannot do anything. A year ago, when mm changed her job, she had a long headache and often sent her temper to me. However, as a boy, I cannot learn the same thing. Can I vent my troubles and temper to even mm? Think deeply, these depressing things may not be "changing", even if they don't change, "No Future", "Die in comfort" and other ideas also make me uncomfortable from time to time. Of course, the change must be changed, so the culprit is also set to this long life. I need an explanation that I can accept and is not easy to deny to relieve stress.

However, I also thought that if I change to a new job, will I be able to get rid of this status? I don't know. There are too many factors that can lead to a depressing mood. If one disappears, there will be other factors. Just like the new job in mind, the intensity of mental work will be far greater than the current one. I will become tired and tired every workday. Then, I just want to go to bed on a day off, even without the spirit of my companion mm ...... This is the result of a new depressing situation.

I have to doubt whether this is part of my own character? Maybe I was just a person ......