It is not easy to manage a love affair

My height is 170 cm, my sports and studies are still average, and my interpersonal relationships are also average. I live my college life in this way, quiet, but boring.

I often think of my first love in high school. At that time, we were still ignorant young people. They were full of faith and hope for life, future, and love. I didn't have a romantic relationship with her at first sight. Maybe we fell in love with each other in the rain. We didn't know each other at first, but from that occasional action, I thought it was enough, at the beginning, I decided that she was the other half of my life. I also believed that although my shoulder was not wide, she could shelter her from the wind and rain, and she believed in herself, I believe that I am a gentle bird and can stay forever under my big tree, although not very flourishing. We believe in each other and ourselves, but after so many years, I realized that the person she loved was me, and now she still loves me.

However, I am an inner elephant boy. She is a girl who is more inner than me. Because we are not in a class, we spend less time together, maybe it's silly of me. I won't take good care of every opportunity we have together. Maybe it's a girl who wants to like her, give her half of everything she wants. Although I want to give her everything she wants, even if I get what she wants, I don't give her the courage to take the last time she caught a cold, when I knew that she had caught a cold, she ran to buy medicine. After I bought the medicine, I asked her if she had taken the medicine. She replied: I hid the medicine I just bought. In fact, I was stupid enough. Why didn't I give it to her? She thought so too, she thought she was ill and I didn't buy her medicine. It must be because I didn't like her. This is also one of the reasons why we didn't tell each other how to love each other. Her cold has never recovered, I thought of a very old way. I had a bowl of ginger soup to drive her cold. Although I had made Ginger soup, I didn't have the courage to give it to her, so she thinks that I don't like her very much. As a girl, I certainly don't have the courage to show up like a boy. In this way, we think that the other party does not like themselves to spend the sad High School, and we will be so different.

After a few years, I realized that she loved me and had a good love. Why didn't she continue! Who can blame? Is it my fault? Is it heaven's fault? Is it her fault? These are no longer the most important ones. Since they are past events, why bother mentioning them.

Now I have gained some experience. If I want to manage my love well, I don't know how to do it. It requires the support and cooperation of girls, love is always a very accurate balance, it does not need one side to love too much, the balance side is pressed very low and very low, also do not agree with the other side of the vote is not enough, when the other side is lifted up, the balance will be lost. These are not what people love each other to see ,.

If you want to make good use of your love, you must be bold in expressing your love to the person you love. Do not be afraid to invest too much or return very little. If you do not invest, you will never get anything. It is very difficult to love someone.

It is really not easy to love a person. It is not easy to grasp and manage a love. Life may make you fall, and love may make you lose your life, but as long as you manage and grasp it well, you will feel that life is meaningful.

It is not easy to manage a love affair