Life is best when you are young

"Welcome to the Black Parade"--my Chemical Romance.

It's still too young, isn't it? So, still have to achieve their own imagination so strong, has been distressed, negative emotions too much, or too young, so, I thought I can adjust well, missing has been depressed in the heart, no vent, a little out of breath, reading can not go in, sleep at night is not good, always can not quiet heart come and go, Critical learning is therefore delayed, yes, always a tendon of me, once again into the dead end, was a big stone suppressed by the gas, is oneself in the persecution of their own, today to say is another self, I believe everyone has seen such a story, your body has these two villain, a with practical diligence, The nature of optimistic sunshine, of course, is also a very powerful, another natural is with impatience lazy, pessimistic decadent properties, that is, negative energy; then that is your subjective consciousness, simply called A and B, when a>b you full of positive energy properties, when the b>a is, negative energy breeding.

         of course, I can now write the text in a slightly witty tone, stating that I am now normal.

         These time experience is really a little let me bear, in early May, home to buy a house, according to the truth should be a positive energy thing, fate is like a joke with me, Although run around is very tired, the heart is very happy, buy a house the same day, the morning pay the first payment when twists and do not say, the afternoon in the bank to do formalities, suddenly be called, the home "My mother brother's wife" (really difficult to say the title) and Grandpa Quarrel, the following story has been very clear, Like tens of thousands of Chinese families encounter problems, Grandpa is now 80 have three, grandmother paralyzed in bed can not take care of, mother in the heart very sad, comfort grandpa and "unreasonable relatives", mother sandwiched in the middle very embarrassed, father but no matter do not ask, look at mother my heart also sad, do I can alleviate the pressure of mother, holiday is almost over , father anxious to return to Shanghai, so parents left contradictions. Came to Shanghai, mother is still worried home, all day in tears, home make up, as eldest son, comfort mother, advised father, for the family, their hearts of emotional pressure, put them Chou coax good, see here, I just want to say: Alas, there are so couple really don't let people worry about parents. Always believe that "for the family" I have survived, the parents relationship began to improve, Grandpa's things gradually subsided. Exhausted I think of a problem, this experience and the attitude of parents, let me again full of fear of marriage, mother's sad, father's indifference, I do not know who caused this, the family happened, helpless, let me feel very depressed; the Spring festival lost my favorite grandmother, often think of her, The heart of sadness is always unable to speak, this time to see Grandpa grandmother, really found that they are old, can not bear heart to see their aging appearance, their own in no one choked, years ah, why you let people old, life hard, I can not do anything for them, helpless. Just like the grandmother who was lying on the bed, no longer hear her shout my name, I forever lost her, never see again, regret not able to accompany her, life in pay but never to who ask, after I have been blaming father and his brother, I do not understand, you no longer have their mother, I can not understand, Why you are not sad, but in the sub-grandmother only left things, I have been very silent, many things I do not know, why no one in sorrow, affection where, the grace of childbearing is forgotten where, something will hate them, hate their cold-blooded, but I can do nothing, no one will understand my cry, why will become such, I have been trying to understand, I do not know who to tell, the reality is like a knife, I, bruised and wounded.

         These are the scars of the heart, the accumulation of accumulated, pressure I finally can not go on, age more and more big, can't escape, drop out into the society blink fast four years, although also made some achievements, Should not be too low-self-esteem, but this is far from enough, there are very things did not do, in fact, I have a lot of different people, low education, no ability, these are my shortcomings, this is also my inferiority, I should be more than others to work harder than other people's life, but, after all, is too young, impetuous, wasted Today in the watercress saw a post, said, 16-year-old himself, just dropped out of school, do not know how to do, very confused. So reply he said: "Do not worry, the road of life can be long, let oneself dull a little, want to do what to do, if can not do, think of ways to go to that direction to work hard, too young you, indulge fantasy, 16 years old, do not need any reason, no matter what you do wrong, you have the right to be forgiven For the first time I feel so eager to slow down, a lot of things to do, but also do not give yourself too much pressure, because things can only one to, recognize themselves, decently, calm down, and then work hard to do, growth is your task, 22 years old or too young, so no matter when you impetuous quiet down, Just go out, read and write, occasionally indulge yourself, then abandoned a period of time, it does not matter, 22-year-old or too young, now you have to understand, no matter what time, you are worth your own redemption, it is true chase name and profit is right, but do not forget, to learn to think self-examination, positive sunshine, to learn to To believe in good, because, at the age of 22, and strive to have a good quality, this is your greatest success. Time, you slow down, the feelings are not anxious, the cause is not anxious, all can not worry, 22-year-old you, nothing, not so what to change wealth, because as long as the effort will always have, and now you give up, and then never have, much hope you can not have regrets, much hope you can be happy not hurt, however, A lot of things you can not help, so, you have to make yourself strong, life should be full of sunshine sweep haze, do not forget, you have invincible healing ability, any pain will disappear, you are the strongest, so, you will be successful, some people and things, not to the right time, then don't think, patiently wait, listen to the fate of the arrangements , let oneself become better, not to the suitable oneself, only then discovers oneself still is an inappropriate oneself.

After all, because it is too young, so the idea is so silly cute, but also commendable; young really good, so, enjoy the life you deserve, do not give yourself too much pressure can not relax, so excellent you, must understand how to do.

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This article is from the "South African Tribe" blog, declined reprint!

Life is best when you are young