March Mission--target

2014 passed, and in another 4 weeks or so, it was a year in Wacai.

After this year, I think my growth is some, especially after the "Bill of charges" this project, but a mixed worry, perhaps as they say, it is not easy for me to meet it.

All say contentment, I do not seem to have such a good mentality. In the low, disappointment, the most classic of a consolation is: "You a girl family, but also how, there is this degree, very good ah!" ”

I am very ashamed, always want to strong themselves, has been feeling very powerless, do not know how to do. Feel the work is also dedicated, do should also let colleagues satisfied (at least no leader to talk, criticism), but always feel my road has been bumps, disappointments (should be my meaning).

After work, did not ask parents to spend money, self-support themselves, there is a small amount of savings, there is a stable income, the overall parents of the angle, they do not seem to me have other requirements, to my current state of work is satisfied (after all, I am a girl house), my request from my own, I always want to be able to catch up with their own idea of excellent people, but the results always feel as if how hard, the strength is playing on the cotton, strange only blame my competitive heart too strong bar (this bad, slowly change later, estimated not to lose ^^).

These days are relatively free, do not allow themselves to work overtime, in meditation reading. Yesterday at home reading, before always consider me so work, return value is not worth? (It feels like all the center of gravity has been on the job last year, and I'm not satisfied with the results.) Suddenly want to understand a problem, is not my ability is not enough, so the return is not enough. Last year I sacrificed a lot of my own time, new to work, but mostly for the project to do some physical work, and did not let their skills to improve a lot. This year should change an angle, work as soon as possible quality and quantity to complete, spend more time in oneself, no matter learn new skills, or life, think more about yourself.

Well, I'm right when my ability is poor, and then the tuition fees to learn.

Self-reflection, in the operation of the system configuration on the existence of a large short board.

Adjust mindset to start again (set Target task):

Reading rhythm:

1. Design mode

2. Effective Java

3. JVM, Java memory model (multithreaded this block)

4. maven, Linux commands

5. Regular expressions (it's best to get a book and then get some exercises)

Try to read the first two books in March.

March Mission--target