Miss seeing each other

Author: ceting

 

Question:

The love we encounter in our life will not be the only one, but most of the unforgettable ones will be gradually erased in the past. In memories, we often want to meet again, but in fact, the true re-encounter is not as fond of memories as it is, rather than memories.

To have, but not to hold!

This is not my story, but the story of each person has similarities in a specific occasion and is read for truth.

Miss seeing each otherTrace memory can be a pleasure. Maybe when we are all elderly, trace memory is our only pleasure in life. So what will you see when we face these memories? I think most of them should be some people, who were important in the journey of life-our loved ones and our loved ones.

I remember talking to my friends more than once, "what we love most in our life is not the person who ends with you ". People are emotional manipulation animals. It is hard to say that they only have one emotional experience in their life journey. Although many people have refuted such ideas, I still stick to them. Because, I believe that love can be a long process, or an impulse for a moment. We cannot deny to our own hearts that we once loved.

Although people always look forward to the eternal love for the next life, it is difficult for the world to be perfect for everyone, just as if she walked her children through the weekend evening and met the old man who planted flowers. "This is Lily. It looks nice, you know? It represents a better combination for centuries and is my favorite flower ." The old man loves flowers. In fact, what he loves is the length of his love. For example, in the neat and humble house, the yellow companion sketch on the question of the small poem reaches: the length of Juan Wu picked up the spring and autumn, and you are far away from the rest of the world. The days of the past will never go back, and you will join hands in the future. This kind of scenery is also a different kind of happiness for her, but most women are eager to have such happiness. What about men? What do men think?

They started to know each other at the same table in primary school.

Although they did not come together, as the ceremonies of her wedding and the family of the woman, every word she said on the day of the wedding made the memories unforgettable: "in the future, both of you will agree to do whatever you do ...... Love him, love yourself, always ...... Happy ...... Happiness ." However, the old memories gradually receded after marriage for many years, but after they graduated from high school for fifteen years, they made another renovation on their way to visit the class teacher in high school.

"I often remember you," he said ."

She said, "yes? Isn't it special ?"

She has loved him for fifteen years, but he does not know. She also didn't want to let him know, So she hid well. No one knows how deep she missed him for so many years, and no one knows how bitter she had been in love with him for so many years.

I first met him because he became her deskmate later, but at that time I only knew him. I still didn't know him until junior high school became her deskmate.

When they become the same table again, they smile. When they were in class, they secretly played chess under the desk, learned the strong dialect of the teacher, and drew a ugly portrait of their dislike of the teacher. At that time, the time was careless, but it is also fleeting. In high school, they are still in the same class, but they are no longer waiting for the same table. Intense learning and their circle of friends seem to make them less fun. On the eve of graduation, the students were keen to leave messages to each other. He also gave her a message: "Long live the 11 years of mutual ownership !" What did she write? She does not remember it now. It seems that it is not a special gift. Because she felt that she had to have special feelings before she could have special gifts. However, she remembers that when he wrote her the No. 1 student after going to college, he added the word "Classmate" to her name, and she replied, "old classmate, good." The word "Classmate" becomes a joke in the future, but it also becomes an opportunity for love. However, her childhood illness makes her unable to look forward to any future with him. This is their distance and makes her feel that she should have a better future and a warmer home.

If it's just a big-school relationship, maybe she won't have any expectations for him, just like most of us, with the end of her study experience, it also gradually ends the friendship in the old age of intimate students. Everyone will continue to belong to their own lives, re-establish their circle of friends, or live a dull life, or make brilliant changes. She just went to the Police School in the city where she had an internship before graduation. She was invited to his school. He saw a photo of his favorite album, but he refused to let her take it. Yan's mood has always been with her, just like the name of the bar he asked her to go to in the evening-"coming in the rainy season". This is the name of San Mao's novel, which is clear everywhere.

"I can't drink it. You can drink it for me ." He looked at her eyes.

According to their customs, only love talents can represent each other. She remembered, so she did not dare to look at his burning eyes. She bowed her head and said, "Do I have this qualification ?" He was speechless, and then the two were holding their cups, and they kept turning and no one spoke.

She knew why she could not show her love calmly. Although she could feel his breath so close as she walked along the street with her, she still felt a little desperate, this distance even makes her feel invisible pressure and inferiority. He is so clear, so vague, so close, and so far away. Someone said that the farthest distance may not be the ends of the earth, not the separation of yin and yang, But you face him, but he does not know that you are in love with him; the most bitter feelings, he does not love you, or he rejects you, But you love him, but cannot tell him. When leaving, he said, "You are still the same as when you were young !" She remembered the song of Tong ange from the previous bar: she was afraid that she could not afford your affection for you, so she did not dare to rely on you too close ......

After graduation, they went to different places. Although there were also exchanges, she tried her best to hide her emotions and pretend to be indifferent, so that she could not see any clues. Because she understands that there are some things she can't say. If we say so, maybe it's impossible to even look at him like this. Until they had their own home, she thought, this may be the best outcome. As long as he was happy, what kind of outcome did she accept? When she got married, he made the ceremonies. When she sent her to the new house, he gently hugged her as a relatient of the woman, and then said in her ear, "Love him well, and love yourself forever ...... Happy ...... Happiness ." In the past, all kinds of moments flash, her tears are also gentle and happy, although short time has been satisfied, because she has no luxury.

You have no choice but to miss many things.

Over the years, she has hidden him from the bottom of her heart. With her own life, she only thought about it, but she didn't want to encounter it again and stirred up this deep memory, the trend is like a wild fire, but it is so wronged. Over the past 15 years, they have been operating like ordinary friends.

Fifteen years ago, how many fifteen years ago did a person have? When we get old, let's look at the previous 15 years ago, which one is the real 15 years ago. 15 years ago, she fell in love with him, and she thought that he should also be like this; 15 years ago, she dreamed of holding hands with him again and again, as long as he wanted, she can accompany him through every section of his life. Fifteen years ago, they may think that love is not a smoke sphere, not a soap bubble, and they cannot easily vomit; fifteen years ago, they calculated the distance between each other and drew a circle from a point, but the arc grew straight and formed two parallel trajectories.

So in the past 15 years, his appearance has appeared again and again in her dream. In the past 15 years, they have been in the same way as ordinary friends.

Encounter, memory, sad, sweet. Fifteen years later, the Meeting shaped the day. He sent her a text message and she returned a message. However, later there was no message, so she began to send text messages to him. Of course, she only forwarded some humorous text messages, and she did not dare to say anything to him, she still does not want to let him know how much she thinks about him, even though she is always thinking about him. Finally, she was about to go to his city to handle the work. She wanted her to accompany her, so she called him. Maybe he could not imagine how brave she needed to call him, how is the battle going on. However, he just replied, "I am at home this week. If you don't want to go out, come and talk about it ." When she got on the bus, she sent a text message saying she got on the bus and asked her if she was free. However, he said he would be back later in another city. She believed his words, so she waited for him.

When the wind started out of the window and the cold struck, she wondered if he would have an accident when going out to handle the case. So she tried to call him, but she had to worry about it. Later, she sent him a text message to attract his attention and told him that she was thinking about him. However, at 1 minute 1 second, she lived alone in the hotel, and her hands were getting cooler and cooler. Disappointment and sadness grew at 1 minute 1 second, so she could not stay asleep. The next day, she had to go out to work, borrow a hotel umbrella, and a person walked in a strange street. The cold began to attack her, and her tears slipped down quietly. Maybe she shouldn't come, he shouldn't look for him. She thought a lot, maybe ...... Maybe she is passionate about herself. Maybe she doesn't feel anything about her feelings for so many years. Maybe the words he said to her were just casual jokes, and she believed them.

She finally couldn't help but call him. His wife answered the call. She told her name truthfully because she didn't attempt to do anything, and she was very calm. In the past 15 years, this was the first time she had called him. He finally called her back and asked, "don't you come out ?" "Yes, I don't have time," he said ." She said, "You are too much ." At that moment, she suddenly saw his humble, cowardly, and hypocritical.

In the cold streets, the rain is getting bigger and colder. Her hair is wet and her sight is blurred. There was a car beside her and suddenly stopped. The driver turned out and shouted, "look for death ."

Is it like a movie? However, for women who have been 30 years old, romance and beauty have gradually become legs-colored. They are both movies, but how many injuries are there? As a result, the rain was dropping in her melancholy heart, until the only audience left, then they were drunk in the memory.

Wen Jing: "among my classmates, I often remember you ."

Liu Yang: "Yes? Isn't it special ?"

Wen Jing: "Yes, I am a very good student and a very good friend ."

Liu Yang: "I am always a good friend and always a good friend ."

Wen Jing smiled and watched her get off the bus. She smiled and waved goodbye to him. She thought the world was so beautiful. everything around her was smiling, and her heart was flying. In the past, some people refused to leave on the day of occurrence. Although time was cruel, they were reluctant to forget it.

She said that she loved him for over 15 years, but he didn't know it. Now, it doesn't matter ......

Open to the edge of the city, shake the windows down, and use the speed to get better.
It's the sorrow you leave me alone when I get out of the busy night.
Love makes me invisible
Love makes me find myself hurt

You get me drunk, you make me cry, all my sins, and I try my best to save them.
You get me drunk, you break my heart and love me

Guess the best, the worst, and guess why you left. Unfortunately, there is always no answer.
I love you too late and walk too fast, you don't understand
Love makes me invisible
Love makes me find myself hurt

How can you forget it?
Does your mysterious smile mean I deserve it if I can't put it down?

-- You get me drunk

Postscript:

The occurrence of love is everywhere, but when two people get together, they do not only give that sincere emotion, but also share that responsibility.

Sometimes, our love may seem exceptionally clear and clear as memories refresh, but it often hurts everything. As a matter of fact, those who do not agree with the idea are more sympathetic. Because I always think that in such a plot, women are often hurt, no matter which side. As a man, love, marriage, and family should all have a sense of responsibility with love. Of course, if love does not exist, I do not think it is a good thing to be forced together.

However, I agree that love can happen at any time. From the human nature, it is difficult for everyone to avoid this because it is a natural physiological reaction, but when it happens, everyone's choice is particularly important. I think that all the love you really love is worth it, but when you love too much, who will believe that you are truly treating every love!

At the beginning of the year, I returned to Sina sentiment gallery. I was searching for old friends, but now I can see that many emotional galleries are filled with triangle love complaints. At first, I still reply to them for comfort, but I am increasingly aware that this is not something I can do. In fact, many people come to talk about it because they love it and find it difficult. However, in this situation, only each party can help themselves.

I remember a line in Magic Kitchen: Love is a person's business. Although I disagree, it seems that there is a reason for the development of modern emotions. Although I still think that love is actually two people, because only in this way can it be regarded as complete, this is why we love each other. However, people are changing, and time can also change many things that we once thought could not be changed. Even if you didn't believe it at the beginning, turning back ten years later will make you feel a sigh of relief. Because we are growing all our lives, including our love.

Therefore, I believe that for love, everyone has their own touching stories. No matter what their roles are, they have paid for love in their whole life, there will always be a sculpture carved for love. True love is invincible, isn't it?

In fact, we are not wrong, but love is wrong.

PS:
The story and most of the text in this article are integrated with my sister's previous text description. I was told by my sister, but I was ashamed of it because of the delay in trivial matters.
My sister wanted to end this article so that she could really forget the time and the story, but I dragged it on because of me. I wish my sister the memories of yesterday, live happily.
My sister, in fact, happiness has always been around, but sometimes we always look at it for other reasons. Are we really unfortunate? We can be happy.