My 2014-year-end thoughts

Whether willing or unwilling, time is always pushing us to go forward. Because of the existence of the Spring Festival, even if every year has arrived December 31, I also always have the illusion: not the New Year, this year has not finished it? And the fact is, until the end of the year, and the end of the festival, the New year has passed another quarter. Willing and unwilling, we have stood in the approaching, standing in the time of the new and old alternating nodes, turned to look at the past, see what the past is like?
This year, I became a little treasure her mother, with the starving of the villain, watching her from the slightest length, 邹邹 face, unaware, grew up. What kind of growth rate is that? Weight growth of 2 pounds per month, 3 months of height growth of 28 cm, two months to who will be happy to laugh, hundred days on their own like adults roll over, lying on the side to sleep ... Along with the little man a little change, let people can't help feeling: how amazing life is!
This year, I deeply feel the pressure from the life, Beijing, a daunting city, the peak of the subway day and again the hustle and bustle of the bustling, let people discouraged; soaring prices, crowded carriages, a day of unsaturated working state, let one question: Why did you come here? And why do you put yourself in such a position? Is it time to wake up and do something to change it?
2014 of June, is my fourth year of graduation, four years, more than four years ago, I grew how much? I began to reflect, before and after the two companies, the workload is not saturated, difficult work, a lot of free time, I can only self-study, recharge energy. Have a still is a progressive heart, I can't stand the gap period without project work. I began to think about how to improve myself, how to get it every day, and let time fly through the fullness. I think of my own csdn account, starting in August, I began to think about the daily, feel, organized into articles to record the dormant period traces. Sometimes looking back, those who faithfully recorded the progress of my writing, is the consolidation of knowledge, but also self-supervision.
With Java for more than four years, the two years began to focus on JDK source code and JVM bottom-up knowledge, intermittently read the two books, "Java Concurrent programming practice" and "in-depth understanding of the JVM." They affect my coding thinking and let me think about the workings behind the code, prompting me to write more readable and robust code.
Although I am not sure how far I can walk on the coded path, I am sure that I have had a lot of fun in the process of studying the underlying. An instant, suddenly epiphany of a certain grammar of the clever place, occasionally turn up the past notes, will be so seriously moved by the past, the same place in the same book, at different times were picked up, the brain flashed the same thoughts (thanks to my habit of taking notes, I can see the previous thinking) ...
Yes, I am still self-growing, though it will be a detour, albeit slowly, despite the occasional disturbance of the negative energy of life. Think of Ms. Ye Shi in the book "May you be gentle with this world," one of the words, "as long as the thought does not slide, the way is always more difficult."
In the face of life, seemingly avoid the "busy" four words. But through these four words, I will always be moved by the people in this city who are practicing this thing. Strangers, and I walk with them, always let me feel a power. Because this "life", to me, to them, are the same, that is: We carry the mission, for love, or for the dream!
But to know the good, don't ask the future! On the road, you, ME, US ...

My 2014-year-end thoughts