My 2014 summary--infinite chagrin and shame (imitation "ordinary Way--my 2014 summary")

Want to drag the habit is human nature, there is a word is not said "people at the beginning, sex-lazy" Well, this lazy has been following me, in my absence of a clear goal, he completely swallowed me, and let him at the mercy of (stubborn choice to do nothing). Just graduated from a serious thought, also read some of the work of the books, the first into the workplace, I should be a willing to endure hardship, willing to do, active and generous lad, no matter what kind of difficulties I can overcome, I can persist down to the end. Came out, only to find that I do not have a very direct view of the opponent, no very direct difficulties, the face is their own infinite human weaknesses of the various challenges, no clear is the goal, lost the direction of life has always been a compulsory course. Sometimes I even think, can not be good to be a bad person is also good, I want to be a vigorous thing, even infamy, back to think about is not a simple definition for good or bad, but you dare not to think, dare not to do, good or bad is just the opinion of others.

    from the beginning of the work, is the infinite contentment and discontent spent. I look forward to the work should be arranged (the leadership assigned good), the difficulty is too big (mat feet can be done), not mechanical repetition, but the things that are interested in themselves, and tired to get enough rest, to create a little bit of progress in human life, wages can not be lower than others; The company's wages are not generally low, things leadership is not arranged (the project is about to knot), all the things themselves arranged, off-hours on time to leave, the meeting of the monthly summary of the time leaders always do not forget the public pointing out: "Just graduated into the old fritters, you this positive initiative where ah, last year we recruit a fresh students, He came to me for one months I do not care about him, he will make things to show me, and the weekend are active to the company to work overtime! "Nothing is reasonable, positive initiative is right, but I hope from the heart is someone led me, has been waiting for a guide to come to me (maybe that person is my own, and I have been in the dark), knowing that he has come to the society, the tide of the environment," People ah, you save yourself! ”。 Although so far has not eaten any loss, encountered any desperate situation, the days of the muddle is also a leisurely, in the absence of excessive external pressure, I seem to be satisfied with the present. When the dead of night and began to think of those things, wages so low, together with the graduation of the students have a salary of two or three times times; interpersonal relationships generally like no initiative to make friends of the habit, so far single person, do not feel so lonely and lonely, thinking about some of the changes to make their life more fulfilling, It means a bit! My heart is contradictory, when there are two of their own in the brain to pinch each other, the last person's nature to overcome another self, so I have been stuck in situ, did not take a step, although the other himself made countless attempts. Often there is an idea, from one day onwards I will make a change, I hope from that day I can become the way I want to be, to forget all the bad habits of the past (such as smoking, playing games ...) ）。 Often think of a sentence in the Three Kingdoms Xunyu evaluation of Caocao words "know wrong change wrong, not admit!" ", can be said to be a dead save face people, the world says that the syndicate, but not Daogaoyizhang. I seem to be able to use a similar word to say, "Know the wrong mistake, should not be wrong!" ”。 The most utilized, the most!

Want to be in the new calendar No.1 to summarize this year ago to write, and repeatedly arrears, then go home before the Spring Festival to summarize it, to come to the parents have an account of themselves and the family, the first day of the year to work no things, nor the desire to go to work, has been no hands to write. Today is the next day, the direct leadership did not come, is still lightly, as far as today this delay is my arrears of the summary to do it! Hope is an account of their own, but also a new understanding of the past, from the way through the text, find ideas, start a new year, but also hope to live a year better than a year.

2015 is already March, received a call from the brother, said he was writing papers, need to refer to my paper, only to find that the time is really fast, has graduated almost a year! Regardless of the past year is good or bad, although it really makes me very dissatisfied, but it is a part of my life, I even did not make any choice, as the saying goes, "Do not choose, in fact, you are the choice of passive." Escape or face, I can not do direct election one, often still depending on the situation and choose.

Technology

Birth is to do technology, also want to rely on this to eat, even wealthy on him. itself to the technology is not very strong that genius level of sensitivity, just dull look at the video, flipping the book, looking at the document, staring at the API over and over again, unintelligible on it again, repeating some not so technical content code; I have always imagined that I was a rare genius, I was defeated by myself, I must confess that I am a mortal. I need to work hard to make up for this congenital deficiency, which is an indisputable fact. Go to school when the most used to count the Java language, and related to the web framework, is also simple to explore and no project experience, read a lot of relevant recommendations of the engine of the paper, but also for the field of small understanding, said so many are not to take the shot of things. The job requirement is to do Android app development, prior to understand that it should be around 2011, then the Android has been very hot, but also did not say really go to research and make something. Contact with this technology can be said to be very interested, but I just put it in a state of indulgence, the mind is not so thinking about what to do, so I did not think of the level of technical growth quickly. Start to contact the project is a fast-knot "building visual intercom" system, unlimited bug fixes, during the period also by writing some small demo to familiarize yourself with the development of Android, slowly for Android is also considered an entry-level player, for some basic function implementation, Patchwork still can find the corresponding code on the net, oneself tidy up, also can make its smarty pants. You want me to carry the book now, do not check any information, very system say a 123 words, probably is:

1. Android has four components: activity, Service, Shareperference, broadcast

2, the layout of the XML file display and activity in the separation of business logic

3, the app UI is single-threaded and is the main thread, can not block, time-consuming operation must not put into the inside, often through the asynchronous threading network connection to download pictures and other time-consuming operations.

Fine technical details will remember that branch 0 broken, want to also need to write a technical summary (this year must write some blog, or even the way to make a lot of books to promote their own "reading to enrich people, discussion to make people smart, writing to make people precise") to upgrade their own a technical level, When you encounter a method that is not used or want to implement what kind of function to look everywhere, really do not have to look at the pure English API documentation. Always I am looking for a way to make learning easy (the understanding of the material provided to you, the strength of your ability to comprehend, is nothing more than two mouth, an input, an output, whether it can be perfect docking); in fact, sometimes I think, those who write blog, how to do this method conceptual design pattern understand so in place , where he saw it, completely self-penetrating is too difficult (that is, it is also necessary to explore the way, the way, is the pure API document research, or in the actual project summary of the results of the experiment, it is unclear, anyway, I have been accepted the second-hand information, others filtered after the remaining). For the technology I do not seem to do too much summary, but in one-sided description of the difficulties I have encountered, for these difficulties I will how to overcome I still need to calm down to think.

Reading

Most of my leisure time has been taken away by the game, which is also difficult to give up the pain. A dozen games will be a small smoke two cigarettes, such a time to make my spare time to live quickly, waste I am aware of, including now I am still thinking about home after work the game is a kind of what a pleasant thing, think of all make people happy, maybe when I find a new hobby, you can replace it. Speaking of reading, but also specialized to run a loan card, I am the kind of people who love books, the content is very interested in, but I hate the text, it is like a big mountain let me climb over him to be able to access the knowledge and ideas that people aspire to. Although now I also in the pile of text, I think this is also let me more to close the text, let me climb the road better go some! Convenient and efficient has always been the pursuit of modern life goals, I also try to find opportunities in it, but began to have such an idea. Tell me about some of the books I've read, and I can think of three books to read:

1, "High-efficiency people's 7 Habits" Stephen Covey, are because there is no written review, summed up the habit, now vaguely can remember the content is "people should have principles, principles like you refer to the lighthouse, and other references are unreliable, such as other people's ships, he can not bring you the right direction." This is a classic book worth reading, and I would like to borrow it to read it later. He speaks of these principles of life you may already know, but he is in another way to interpret, is really hoping to read this book can be done, not in vain!

2, "The top of the tide" Wu, probably speaking of the arrival of the information age, some big companies rise and fall, from Bell Labs to Google, Facebook and so on some modern technology-based companies. What does this book say, I see a comment that this book has a lot of errors, not credible, and bad books in terms and presentation of the data, of course, the well-reasoned discourse of course is to tell the people is convinced, but I still believe that the phrase "do not believe the book is better than the book," the statement, itself this book is not a professional history books, through this book you can understand the information age of this history, of course, it will be mixed with the author of the company's success and failure of the comments, you will certainly have their own thinking. For the future there will be different expectations and visions!

3, "Crazy Android Handout" is written by Li Gang, compared to the system introduced the basic knowledge of Android, personal feel general-like, but I did not find a better, the long use of the book for the sake of the reader's tone is very smooth, the series of books I also have to dabble, for entry-level requirements are still good. But I am a little bit disgusted with this too much length of books, perhaps I said before the "text mountains" barrier bar, if you can concise some better.

The main look at the above three books, the other is to pick up and put down, look at a directory, turned a few pages do not read, is that reading too little, usually also look at the public number, usually friends circle also share some good articles, but also to the practical, their own environment of good understanding. "I tasted all day and thought, as a moment of learning is also" this sentence is very reasonable. Be sure to read a few more books this year, such as the recent introduction of the book "Glory and Dream" of the American history recommended by Luo fat.

Life

Speaking of the word cock silk, I do not like, some people call themselves dick Silk, some people say that others are Dick Silk, think of it is not a good thing. But looking back at this word attribute, I found myself really a "cock silk". Like home (if technical house also forget), no girlfriend, not good at communication, on the basis of which I also occasionally do not think enterprising. Life, why the TV is so glamorous, but the reality is so much disgraced. Last March want to think about a year, the family introduced a woman, talk about three months of long-distance love, over people said I am immature, no career, I just want to say "hehe!" ”。 In fact, I always feel that I am capable of a career out, is the kind of narcissistic crazy without reason, but really to the matter before, my infinite weakness gave me to the weak explosion, almost no combat, I began the road of suspicion. Growing trouble, The troubles of life, I think of a song "Trouble is a friend" this song, trouble there are there, you handle the way and mentality! But what kind of mentality just applaud, find a point to think deeply, and then improve.

Ideas and the future

Some people say that I have been in the self-denial of the struggle, I am accustomed to reflection, now only need to do the reflection of the contents of the written down, organized into words, organized into a workable solution, organized into the driving force, rather than think about the past, I think every thought is a dialogue with the gods, I am exploring the unknown I do not know

Writing so much, thinking so much, was nothing more than a written statement of his own. The past is like that, the future of what to do, can expand the infinite imagination.

Actually, I've found a solution, must Zhang so big also has certain experience to read the book also many: "The qin people glance self-sorrow, then the person is sad, later generations sorrow but not to be judged, also causes the posterity and the later generations also to mourn posterity"; "let a piece of grass no longer grass in the way is planted on the ground vegetables" for the moment, there is a "I taste all the day and think about it, it is better to learn in a moment." Can be said to be the way and method, change is nothing but a way to replace him, learn from others to see and to do. It's actually two steps: Find the target, set a plan, and ACT! This goal and plan, I looked back carefully according to own situation to do.

My 2014 summary--infinite annoyance and shame (imitation "ordinary Way-my 2014 summary")