My graduation season

I remember that year, I was just out of college. If a person does not know anything, he rushed to the capital Beijing. As a result, Beijing began a long job search process. When I was about to graduate, I thought that I could find a comfortable job after graduation, sitting in a bright office and writing programs. I thought that I could write code, program, and Web happily and carefree in such a comfortable environment. I once thought that writing a program is a simple, happy, and easy job. I dreamed of writing programs all my life. However, when I arrived in Beijing, I started to submit my resume, find a job, and interview. After N interviews, I hit the wall after N times. I realized it was so difficult to find a job. I thought I felt good at school, but after many interviews, I realized that I was nothing.

I arrived in Guangzhou, but I still cannot find one. net programmer's work, but I really have worked very hard, every time the test has not passed, I will find answers to those questions that I don't know as soon as I go back.

I remember there was an interview at the end of May to test the concept of object-oriented programming, delegation, events, inheritance, and constructor, because I was actually vague about the concept, once I go back, I will look at delegation, events, constructors, inheritance, abstract classes, encapsulation classes, and how to embody the encapsulation and Polymorphism of object-oriented languages in csdn, I had an interview twice in the next few days but failed to pass the interview. Basically, I still failed the test. I had a good interview with a company. I said whether the company would recruit people and give me a call. But then I knew that I still didn't pass the test, in retrospect, I thought I felt good. Then I interviewed several other companies in March and still failed. First, no technical skills, and second, no work experience. After that, I began to get confused and couldn't find a direction. After interviewing a company around June 10, I decided to go home and learn the basics! After that, I went home to read books until I didn't know why I wanted to watch the Commission and events. At that time, I didn't want to pass the next written test, so I decided to submit my resume with my basic learning point. So I didn't submit my resume for half a month in August, learn the basic knowledge of reading books. When I continued to submit my resume in March, there was basically no phone notification, so I began to wonder why I had to look at the basics and why I had to continue on this road. Now, I really don't know how to work hard. I don't know whether to stick to it or not. The price for persistence seems too high. I still have my parents. I don't want this to burden my parents. Because I hope that I can support my home as soon as possible, so that my parents do not have to be tired. They can eat well, have a good rest, and have a good life every day. But now it seems to be far away, and now my heart is quite cool. It's really cool !!!!! It's so cold that I don't see hope or the future. I don't know why I want to do everything well. What else can I do?

I swear to God, hate is deep in my heart .....

Maybe many people look down on me, but at least I have a clear conscience. Nothing to fear.

 

Postscript:

Tell the truth after reading the messages from so many predecessors in the garden. I am very pleased, just like finding a zhialready, who can hear my complaints. I am so happy to hear my complaints. Looking at your messages, I suddenly felt very pleased. This shows that my hard work does not mean nothing to do. Thank you !!

At the beginning, I wrote this article to prevent my efforts from being seen, rather than leaving the programming world with regret.

I also wrote this article because I hope that anyone who doesn't know anything in college, just like me, can see this article to give him lessons. After all, I am also a good negative textbook.

After reading the comments, my current idea is to write code, write code, and constantly write code. Work harder.