My love.

Last night on the,

He said, "Let me introduce you to a boyfriend."

I said, "I see what you mean, I'm not going to dwell on you."

He said, "Are you angry?" ”

I said, "No, I'm serious."

He said, "We've been thinking about whether we're fit, and we feel like we're in a lot of wrong thoughts."

He said, "I don't want to make it, I want to find a girlfriend I like." Life is an irreversible process, I do not want to regret, this is my Life creed "

We talked for a while, so we broke up.

He and I met on the Internet. I sent a marriage sticker on the BBS of the school, he added me. He is all the people who add me, the most in line with my requirements, and not only full marks, even the additional questions have done the feeling. But he studied in Beijing, and more than half a year to return to Changchun, and I just finished three years of North drift life, returned to Changchun three months. I especially like to chat with him, as if drinking a cup of erguotou, plain, real, warm. Two days before 11, I decided to buy a ticket to Beijing for him. I think: instead of thinking all day, look at him, even if only for a day. I told him what I thought on the internet and he seemed to welcome me in the past. Clearly remember, that night, he said, feels like we can have a relationship and try. I am particularly happy.

On the afternoon of October 1, I arrived in Beijing, he came to the railway station to meet me, the first time I saw him, and I imagined as gentle, approachable. Then we went to the hotel he helped me book. He sat at the table and continued to write his project application, and I leaned on the bed to see my Kindle. 11 points more, he will go back, leaving when I am sorry not to play with me. I said, you sit next to me, looking at your back, I am very happy. This is my heart, I like to have the ambition, has the ideal, the hard work man.

The next morning, he came to the hotel to see me. He said, "Today we can do a day of lovers," I thought, "Why not a lifetime." We went to have breakfast, then took the bus to the Science and Technology Museum. I want to go here, I want to hear him tell me the science and technology knowledge. He has become a saint in my mind and knows everything. On the bus, I felt his arms around my waist. He took my hand when the bus went over the bar. The heart is full of happiness, think oneself to Beijing to find him is worth.

Other things on that day are not recalled. Although we are all 30-year-old people, we have nothing to do with what happened. I'm more conservative and he's a gentleman.

The third day at noon, he sent me to the railway station, I went home. Those days, all the memories are good and happy.

From then on, we occasionally have video, phone, QQ, chat. Usually I look for him first, I miss him, want to hear his voice, want to know what he is doing. I will send him "Good night, Love you" before I sleep at night, he replied with a "hug" expression. He is always busy, I call him he sometimes can not hear, send QQ He long time not back. When I miss him, I take a look at his photos and see our chat history. Then I bought a sketch book and drew him according to his picture. I want to send it to him as a Christmas gift when I finish drawing all his pictures. The night of Singles Day, I wrote him a love letter for the first time and sent it to him by phone. I said: I thought, if there is a person, can live for him, die for him, for his children. It sounds very sentimental, but I really want to do this for you. , I love you, love very much.

I do not know since when, I send "good night, Love you" when he no longer send "hug" expression, instead of just a "good night." I felt his hesitation.

And then there was the conversation.

My love.