Reflections on the journey

Reflection on the journey is now in June 6, 2014. I still remember that today three years ago, it was the Dragon Boat Festival. My mother, who was in the inner room, sent a lot of dumplings and salted eggs. At that time, she had just gone through tooth extraction, tooth population, and teeth ..... When I was unable to use anesthesia, I took out four teeth and got my teeth up. I was so happy that I could finally eat sticky food .... Today, two years ago, I am still thinking about the 10 thousand essay framework that I have made in a month. I look forward to the next day's college entrance examination language ..... Today, one year ago, endless sentimental, and time will be forgotten, making people strong. I had a lot of experience in the university two years ago, and many things were too unexpected. Too naive and too simple. First: Confused. As a matter of fact, the biggest fear of college is confusion. The safest way to stay away from confusion is to follow the footsteps of the masses. Even if it fails, I thought: What are so many people with me afraid? Therefore, when a nun hits the clock every day, class is on time every day, school is on time, homework is completed independently, basically follows the tradition of high school. At that time, I had read a lot of inspirational articles, such as seven letters that Li Kaifu wrote to college students. I also consulted my mentor. The conclusion is always: The University relies on self-study to cultivate the ability to solve problems independently. Unfortunately, at that time, I still did not really understand the meaning. Now, when I see the webpage navigation bar, I think of conditional reflection: ul, Li, float, like CSS, and like jquery and JavaScript. The second point is interest. I was not interested in code technology at the beginning, and I was not patient with the introduction to liberal arts. I didn't love this major from the bottom of my heart. Therefore, even if you sit in the first row every day, you are destined to be inefficient and have done a lot of useless work... Your academic performance is not top-notch. Interest is a creature that will make you think of it. You can climb up and open your computer at A.M. without setting an alarm and remember the CSS you haven't finished yesterday; interest is the Labor Day. You have spent more than a dozen hours coding your work day gift; interest is that even if you borrow 20 books per month in the library, you will not be able to meet your desires ,,,, The third point is: panic. I remember seeing my colleagues of the same grade fly with confidence in the blue Jie robot competition. I saw civil engineering students studying Japanese and sketch pictures drawn by design institute students, seeing that a national defense student in electrical science is so proficient in software development ..... Deep envy, hot mind, no rational thinking, suddenly want to learn a lot of things, fall into undegree tangle ..... The final result .... All stranded. I think again: they have the ability to participate in the robot competition because they have spent time, energy, and money passing professional training in Java, plus the day after tomorrow exercises, of course they will be handy in this field, I did not pay anything. What do I sigh about? In fact, I have tried a lot in this regard: I have bought two Japanese books ------ I have packed up; I have registered a guitar class ----- I am full of dust; I have registered a yoga class, but it was suspended. During the winter vacation, I also attended the English language training camp. On October 28, lunar December, I got home, and then came to school on February 28, lunar January 11 ..... I don't know what I'm busy? Fourth: admit your weakness. 1: In terms of sports: I did not know that my freshman year was very professional... No way. I was really not used to this twist when I was a child who liked to watch martial arts films. But before the test, the classroom left the best girl in the class to accompany me for training; the teacher said to me: your actions are too stiff. However, the physical conditions of each person are different. Therefore, I will pay more attention to your usual efforts .... After a long sigh of relief, I was scared to death. I was worried that I would be afraid of a semester, so that I had to secretly use my cell phone to watch videos while others jumped. Since then, from the next semester: sports have chosen basketball decisively. Today, they have been studying basketball for a year and a half. O (partition _ tables) O Haha ~, A few days ago, the test completed two rounds in the middle line at 8 o'clock in 20 seconds. The dribble was placed on the basket and hit two balls... Although not as good as the 18-second scores of those tough girls, they were still very happy and worried about the previous month before the test. They said to themselves, "it's impossible to finish it in 20 seconds! ".... However, in the final test phase, I could not believe that I would hit two balls in a row. College Sports, after such twists and turns, have a perfect ending, very happy. 2: It is really hard to mention the experiment. In my life, I am a road idiot. I encountered signal generators, waveforms, operational amplifiers, FPGAs, and counters in the experiment. I am also an "experimental idiot ".... Haha. After a year of lab courses, I still don't know how the experiment works. I am familiar with a teacher and often go back with the teacher at night (because other students have completed the experiment and left early, and I haven't done it yet, so I am leaving with my teacher... Amount ...... Some of them are very enthusiastic and will remind you to help you correct the wires. Some people stare at the work in their hands and don't return their heads. I told you coldly: "No, ask the teacher! "Self-Esteem tells me that I will never ask the latter again, but I am grateful for the former, but I don't know what I can do for them ...... This question was recently asked by a senior: this is a question of "whether the cost of helping you is worth it ..... I only hope that my mind can be relaxed: I should not expect too much from others. It is your luck to help you, and no one will help you. No one should do anything for you! Life is yours, and you are responsible for it! , So it's not good. The last one left the lab and blamed himself for being too weak., should not ask too much for others! (Updated on: January 1, June 21: In fact, Mr. Li xiaolai also mentioned this in "taking time as a friend". It is true that the author's point of view is very sharp: Excellent talents have effective connections, and it is better to build your own connections.  Concentrate on improving your own things, learn more and better skills, and become a person worthy of contact; Learn to stand alone, and do not create troubles for others; win respect with your independence ;)  (Updated on: January 1, June 22: Yesterday I wrote a letter to several industry leaders who looked up with curiosity and received a reply. I was flattered and put down the long-standing stone. I just felt that my knowledge was endless, there are still a lot to learn .... Case1:   Case2: Case3:  )  I just hope that I can work harder, be more powerful, and be less dependent on others.   Fifth: Cognition 1: As a matter of fact, there are still a lot of activities and organizations attending the University, but they are basically only in the sophomore year. Freshman year, almost failed to participate in the election campaign. So far, I still remember when I was a freshman, an interviewer asked me at the last minute: "Do you agree to transfer? " I said, "I don't want to, but I want to break it down, not to fill it out ". Every time I think about it, I admire my original strength and do not know what I thought at the time ,,, Because of my freshman year's failure, I went to the election again because I was curious about my work, or because I was unwilling to do so .... There were some episodes, but the interview was quite smooth this time. In fact, at that time, I really held a passion and thought about how to serve the people, but with the passage of time, everything went plain, maybe my character is doomed to be not good at this aspect. He was able to see the casual response of the speech made by the senior director on the stage and admired it with great ease. Instead, I made a summary report on my own, which is tense, busy, and busy. In fact, this is one of the reasons why I am determined to give up the non-technical PM direction. I must admit that it is a luxury dream for undergraduates to attempt to engage in PM !!! It requires understanding of R & D, design, user experience, market, and leadership and communication skills ..... Very demanding. I can't do it in the short term ,,,,, 2: One thing worth mentioning is: cup. 3.7-3.16 The ten days of failure to return the painful lessons, this is my first initiative as the initiator of an activity, is also a netizen instigating. At the end: there are ideas, teams, mentors, and funds, but the key to the problem is: lack of ability to implement technical problems. From the front-end to the back-end, from design to R & D, there will be no PS design, no HTML, No Android, no Java, to the day of 3.16, maybe other groups are performing the nth check. How can we keep improving ..... However, we reluctantly announced: "This time we wrote a business plan as an exercise. Technology is really important, and there is no technical support. Everything is empty talk. We are going back to study technology and come back next year! Come on! "... Although I said this, I was quite lost that day, and I was really tired that day. But on the evening of 3.16, I went to the Vivo club to welcome the new meeting and looked at it with curiosity .... What happened later, I learned about Kingsoft Club ....... O (∩) O Haha ~ Sometimes it feels like a dream .... 3: There is another thing that has been around for the past six months, but I still haven't put it down completely. This is a big boost to me: Too naive and too simple. Naive defeat to reality; fair loss to rules .... But you can't do anything about it. The other seven groups all vote for each other. Only you dumb to vote for others ...... However: Believe in beauty and the future. No matter where our lives go, we are all hopeful. In fact, for eight years, I have never forgotten: Tan Tongtong, admired his integrity, admired his loyal achievements, and admired his profound significance. He also has a very good wife, finally for his martyrdom, write such a deep Poem: Dust past events can not be pursued, a layer of lovesickness layer of gray, the afterlife into the forest man, and the king meets the hengtang water .... Maybe this is really a dream ,,, 4: I had a profound experience in qnxg in early March and finally quit. When I first entered this organization, I was stunned .... My colleagues here are divided into three or six thirds because of their "positions". Although Sparrow is very small, it is a bit like a micro-Internet company. Everyone has a position, and of course I am at the lowest level, at first, I thought it was quite fun .... During the trial period, I went to the studio every day to get familiar with the environment as soon as possible, but I was carrying my computer (my computer had become a habit ). Finally, "XX director" sent me a text message: "I don't think you are suitable for our team, because when we all chat together, you are watching the computer by yourself, we think you are a group. " When (too many rows) then .... That's why... However, What is amazing is that my group has been recognized by the teachers and senior students in my group ,,,,,, When (too many rows) then .... This contrast... I think of one sentence in this book: the so-called maverick means that you are calm and confident in your heart. Thank you, long zhuhuai (), zy_liuxuan) Another classmate ),,,, Finally: These data structure quizzes are used to a person sitting in the front row. Naturally, no student is sitting next to them (except for the 3rd quiz: A few students sat down when they were late, I finally got my deskmate for the exam .) Actually, I know that when I take the test, it is very lonely to sit in the first row ,,,, In fact, we all know that if you take the same test in the same class, the invigilation is lax. before the test, you will contact the students, master students, and sit together purposefully ,,,, In the face of the exam, I began to panic. I know what this change will mean over the term? I also know what I lost. Just like a classmate joked, "why do you still care about the National Award !" This makes me feel uncomfortable for a long time, but it is the truth. I admit that I can't afford it before, and I will miss it even more in the future ,,,, However, there is no reason to be sad: I have decided to cut off the road and go straight! All the expected results have been pre-reported ..... In fact, over the past two years, we have found that many incidents have been replayed: For example, from a freshman campaign failure to a sophomore campaign success; From the worst sports in freshman year to the full score in sophomore year's sports; From the first year's dislike of code to the courage to make up my mind to go straight through my dream; From having no way to joining a team, enjoying blogs, and reading books; From one organization to another, you think that your group is positive and encouraging; .... Of course: I have put down all the things I have seen for more than a decade-my academic performance. Don't regret it, don't look back! Life is always fair. Work hard and reap the harvest. I have not worked hard on my score. I shouldn't have luxury ,,,,, People are always limited in their energy. Although such a choice is a bit risky and tangled, it is time for them to go forward and give up completely, it also gives you a piece of pressure, a relief. Pressure makes power. In fact, everyone has their own strengths and weaknesses, as well as their own values and meanings. It's not because someone else's words have hurt yourself! Not to be arrogant. Zhou Qian said in "none of you": I am still a handsome knight, throwing away my armor! I hope that one day I will have the courage and confidence to say such a word, and O ~ It's almost two years since I joined the university. I have to take the college entrance examination tomorrow... Next year, I will be a senior. The time is really fast. The University Road is not long-term ,,,, The song of youth, the deeper the memories! In fact, I 'd like to thank you most: the owner of longzhuhuai. Sometimes you are always thinking: You must be the embodiment of the power of Tan's nether ..... A stranger has never met each other. He has drawn people from the confusion and chaos of university anxiety to reality, and has returned to reality to be steadfast. This allows people to see the future and see Hope ,,, I fantasized about the day I left college: My resume is recorded with heavy footprints, my mind keeps accumulating, and my smile keeps falling. I also want to go to the Xiangjiang River with my friends to take beautiful graduation photos, and turn myself into a stream. Singing songs to the sea happily .... Enough ...... Graduation season May Yan qingqing flye ----------------- 2014.6.6