Sorry, I'm the phoenix man.

Sorry, I am a phoenix man. My parents have worked hard for half their lives, and almost half of their time and energy have been devoted to me. I just hope that I can do better in the future, not just as they were when they were young. They told me this.
My parents are both elders in rural areas. I came to the edge of a small city to earn a living when I was about to grow up. When I was young, my grandfather did not ask about family affairs. No one urged his father to study or develop other things. Although he was not expected to study, his grandmother was weak and often ill. He always wanted his father to do some farm work. When Grandpa retired from a national organization, his father replaced his job. Besides, the mother came to the cement factory laboratory where her grandfather was working at almost the same age. When my parents first started working, Deng Gong broke the rice bowl and their work units fell together.
In my memory, my father has changed a lot of work, started a tractor in the original unit, worked as a car mechanic, sold halogen dishes, and finally started the agricultural machinery business and also worked as a repairer. My mother has been working in the cement factory for many years, later, I went to the clothing factory because I went to school. I only know that the first years of my life were quite tight. More than 98 years ago, my father had to pay 400 yuan a month when he was working as a car engineer, but his mother still could not pay for it. It was only after his father had finished his business. I haven't had a few drinks of milk before I got to grade 6. Instant noodles are the snacks that make me feel better every week. I once picked up scrap iron with a group of wild children and was bullied by big children. I was excited for several days even if I only paid two yuan. It is naive and happy, but who will think about tomorrow.
In those years, countless times of poverty has been imprinted in our hearts, and from time to time they have been engraved. The mother suffered from hepatitis B. In that year, the mother Unit gave each person a vaccination. Because she was reluctant to pay for it, the mother gave the opportunity to her father, and then the mother was unfortunately infected, after taking the medicine for so many years, the disease occasionally occurs. I only know what the poor people have to look at and swallow the saliva. My relatives' family conditions are not bad. My uncle is always helping us. I should be grateful. In fact, I learned much more from my Uncle than I learned at home. However, the support of others is always not dependent. I don't like the relationship between them. A big reason is that cheap self-esteem will always be cut off. What about man's self-esteem! When the Chinese New Year holidays are together, there is always no way to be the most restrictive. What can I do with you, my brothers and sisters?
My parents should also be well aware of the principle that reading has changed their fate. From small to large, the only thing that my parents are generous to me is to buy books. Of course, reading is also my favorite thing. At the end of my fifth grade, I switched from a primary school with less than 100 students to a second school. I still remember the 1600 transfer fee, there is also an agreement signed by my father in front of the principal to refund the money if the first monthly exam fails to reach the average score. During the entire year of the sixth grade, except for getting the first score in the last day, I didn't dare to carry my head across the crowd on the fifth floor (the sixth class in the sixth grade, in fact, my sense of inferiority was successfully shaped a long time ago, but it was exponentially aggravated that year. In the last day, I breathed a sigh of relief. The scores in the early stages of the minor rise were much more than the scores of the best junior high school in the county, and I was able to afford my parents' painstaking efforts for a year. My parents rented a house near the school that year. My mother rode an electric car on miles every day to cook for me and then rode back to work. At that time, my math was amazed when I heard about it. Now I remember her expression.
When I was in junior high school, I had to pay 9000 yuan for my score. My mother counted 90 grandfather Mao in front of me and packed them in two-layer plastic bags. Reporting that the world had been raining heavily, and my mother had been saying that this score would not be paid if I went to any foreign language Middle School. Of course, those years were also the fastest improvement in the family's conditions, and my father began to have a balance. In the third year, my grandmother died of illness, and spent more than 0.1 million medical treatment ineffective. However, the family conditions at that time had already exceeded adequate food and clothing, but what would happen to the inferiority of the poor online struggles created by so many years? At the end of the third year, the senior high school entrance exam was successfully promoted to the only four-star High School in the county. those years were also the most rebellious period of my adolescence, my parents rented a house near the school to take care of me in junior high school and junior high school. When I went to high school, my family simply lived in the rented house. one room and one living room added a kitchen, and seldom went home and lived on holidays. In the past few years, my family's conditions have gradually improved, and my father's store has been moved to the county seat, barely buying a facade on the side of the county seat. In retrospect, it has been too difficult. I moved back to my house at the end of the College Entrance Examination. Of course I didn't live for a few days. My father and I usually live in the attic of the store. When the college entrance examination scores were scored, there was not much joy or sorrow. In fact, at that time, my mentality had been balanced between inferiority and self-Pride, the score for the college entrance examination is exactly the same as my score.
Then I went to college.
When I first got into college, I was actually trying to find my own direction. Occasionally, inferiority and pride will also be entangled in each other, but the overall mentality is still very peaceful. I know the significance of hard work to change fate, however, I also know that development depends not only on individual efforts, but also on people's ideas and personalities. As a person from the rebellious age, I cannot use old ideas. The poor experience also makes me remember that people should work hard. Progress is my favorite state.
When I was in the sixth grade, my deskmate, who was the first to take the exam, often ridiculed me as "you cannot take the exam to junior high school." Later I proved that I did it. When I took the test, I often failed the model test, but I finally passed the test smoothly. Someone said to me before the College Entrance Examination, "by the way, you cannot take the test ", and those in college, but the fact is that I have done it.
People always like to comment on others. What will they do? But what can they do. When a phoenix experiences Nirvana, no one can stop him from flying.
I won't make you feel jealous, because I want to make you feel desperate.