Struggle, programmer--the 17th chapter of the year-old flowers similar, year-old people different

Waiting to become like the Sea log found on the wrecked ship, the more to the back more desperate.
Text messages that you've been reading over and over, are magnified in your mind without a few times. I finally like those messages, become bored to the existence of you.
You say you don't always return your friends ' messages.
-Not because you are my eldest brother, should contain my everything, so can not return text messages.
You're just one of my friends because I don't always return my friends ' messages.
You, have been cheating my feelings?
If waiting for you, has become the life can not bear the weight.
If you send a message to bear more and more pressure, because it is likely to not return the bitterness caused.
If the eldest brother has started to become like a small resentment woman, then can not find the former to take care of you feeling.
I say we're done with our relationship.
You said you don't care you disagree, you said I said I will always be your eldest brother.
Once upon a time you told me that whoever sent the first message first, the last text message must have come back to you.
Once upon a time you also told me that never will not return my text message.
Who mentioned forever, but first forget the oath earlier.
If small conventions are not fulfilled, how can they be expected to promise.
Your commitment to me and my commitment to you.
So I said to the back of you, "You should not bother me again." ”
You turned in the dark corridor, I said in my heart you go away.
Just like in the theater at the theatre, the crowd went away, leaving only the sad self.
Only left alone, is it possible to tear down the strong disguise, like all ears children, tears?
--I really do not want to lose you this eldest brother, in the heart I already regard you as oneself person, remember you said that the blood relationship is not broken, although I know is joking but the heart is really very happy, but you today's attitude really is the other, let me really heartache! I don't know why we destroyed our precious family so quickly. ... Can you give me an answer?
The screen of the mobile phone, after many times extinguished because pressed a key and re-lit up.
A fuss?
Am I really that important to you? --2007 Spring. Elber

Small Han's text message, obviously still put our relationship in the position of the brother and sister.

I am a programmer, to be exact, a programmer who is engaged in embedded systems. The so-called embedded system, refers to the application-oriented, computer technology, electronics as the core, software and hardware can be tailored to meet the application system power consumption, volume, cost and other stringent requirements of computer systems. Many embedded systems are based on a number of common operating systems, for specific applications, only need to do a few settings, you can crop out suitable for the application of the kernel.

So I'm still trying to think about how to set up the relationship between me and Xiao Han to cut out unnecessary emotional spending.

After the phone went off countless times, I sent a message to the past:

"is not set good promise and so on, can become a dream of the generation of heroes."

is not set up to be a brother, like a robot, in the mind of the machinery to carry out the protection you do not let you get hurt and so on instructions.
and set up a good sister, is what will be consulted with you and then consult your opinion of the girl?
Will be in all confused time to hear a space brother warm voice, then behind the Andromeda Nebula gradually clear up the strong girl? (A watch is a child poisoned by Japanese anime)
But it's all just a setup.
For example, you don't need Big brother.
Most of the time, if you remove those unpleasant bridges, you will still say "Oh, think of you" one day when you leave the city, and I will still be in the middle of your sick night trying to comfort but can't find the wording.
Then he stared at the strange boy who came to chat with hostility, and waved to say hey boy don't beat my sister's idea.
And the reality of their own, perhaps the title of the elder brother, was a lot of hostile eyes looked at, said you do not hit her idea.
This way, to the peace-loving me, but it is too unfair. ”

"Big Brother ... The small Han of course needs you. It's just that... It would be nice not to say you'd marry me sooner. “

"That ... Let's go to study at night. ”
The project team recently introduced a new colleague, heard that in IBM, Oracle has done, each meeting will interrupt the boss to speak, make some comments, jumping some of the nouns we have not heard of, looks very good appearance. The evening usually overtime to very late, always the last one to go, give us great pressure.

In recent times, I have often been unable to concentrate on my work.

I think the end of the moon Sword Fu Hong Snow must be a Scorpio, lonely, cold, revenge, strong in women, especially vulnerable, thought that she was loved by the woman cheated, had made him once sunk.

I feel that I have a lot in common with Fu Hongxue, too easy for Jiang Xiaohan around, she has become my Achilles heel, the only weakness in my knife.

Although I try to get rid of, but can not escape fate.

Just like now, small Han just to my attitude better, life in the sunshine up.

The nervous collapse, the small culvert in the finger to the side of the seat when completely loose.
I sat there with a flattering face.

I feel important is that the small culvert is still in my side, happy to say the school things, self-study will be murmured to read, I can not help knocking her head, a see a nun, every bet will lose ah.
The important thing is that life is still like a sunrise, full of hope and ideals.
Ideal, it was something I hadn't touched for a long time.
"Elder brother, you do not let my heart have the knot." “

"We're still the same as before, and the unpleasant ones let it pass." "I think this is a little bit of a small job, but to let a big master say" sorry ", it seems very inappropriate.

Small Han a little not to scratch: "But I want to know what you think." “

I looked at her one eye, helpless under had to use the killer: "I will talk to you later." “

After such a word. Infinite uncertainty. Can be very long or very short.
If it is a lifetime, long enough.
If it is the day of departure, short enough.
Because of myself, I do not know how to express. Language always reveals its pallor at some point.
Time machine slowly flow, fate wheel slowly turn, one day you will understand.
You will always be around me, one day you can explain to you.
If... Always... Words.
The root knot is that you see yourself as humble but important, but blindly hope that you can carve out a separate solution for me in your "Friends" dictionary.
Just because I have a stick in my heart, I can also calmly say that I am different from you.
Because it is not the same in your heart, you can confidently say that I am different from you.

What I want, not just ordinary friends, is so simple.
"elder brother, do not think my temper is very bad ah." ”
I turned to look at her with a puzzled smile. "Very well, you are the best temper I have ever seen, and you have never gone overboard with me." ”
"But I have often provoked you to be very angry ..." the tone of a pronounced deep down.
Blurted out the words abruptly disappeared in the air: "This is because ... We don't have a character. "Water signs and wind signs, it is really difficult to communicate to a bar."
"Ah???" "The girl was disappointed by the open mouth.
The ears are still coming from each other's ramble, "they say my temper sometimes bad, but I have been trying to be gentle girl ah." ”
"You remember, never change yourself for the sake of others." You are what you are. And you're fine, don't change. ”
To tell the truth, Jiang Xiaohan good temper, she is exactly how a person, I do not understand.

Wearing glasses look silly, smiling mouth has a beautiful radian, talk with Mom when very much, wake up in the middle of the night murmuring. Self-motivated, never lose temper and never confide. Only occasionally, ask the elder brother in the eyes of me what kind of girl is such a thorny problem. When you are tired, don't be speechless. Then robbed the elder brother in the hand of a sugar suddenly happy up.
Not a little more.
Not to understand, but sporadic details pieced together to form three-dimensional.
After all, compared to the long life, our acquaintance is so thin a period of time.

Struggle, programmer--the 17th chapter of the year-old flowers similar, year-old people different