Struggle, the programmer--the 20th chapter even if meet should not know, dust face, the temples such as frost

You still like me, right, but this kind of like too thin so that can not withstand any test or distrust, by the balance of the other side of my likes to be crushed up.
Quite philosophical thinking, from the point of view of material decision consciousness, is that your presence awakens the tenderness in my heart that has been sleeping for a long time. I am a person who disdain to express, say "I like you" such words seem to have reached the limit.
At that time, at your request, the ringtone from the Sky Dragon Eight Qiao out of the music into the "Laughter Eyes", this from the rough to the petty change once made me very shudder.
Then at each time you turn or hesitate to the fork repeatedly remind yourself, hero gas long children love me, How could Ying Ying Yanyan sobbing.
A lot of people will hear my mantra for some time, and people close to the brink of collapse smile and say, "I'm still more fit for loneliness." In the eyes of the listener, the words are like slogans, and the slogans are false.
Why do you always want to leave a mark in someone else's heart to prove your existence? I finally see clearly, I am a self-abased unrealistic not romantic self-righteous sloppy lazy person. --2007 Autumn Elber.

"Elder brother, accompany me to go shopping in the afternoon." ”
She's such a hot and cold character that's really unbearable. Bird appear in your life, when you are accustomed to disappear for a period of time, and then casually come back a face frankly as if nothing happened.

I do not feel tired to play football this afternoon, but with women shopping is particularly deadly, "small Han, we have been wandering all afternoon, eldest brother hungry and tired ah, or we find a place to eat?" ”

"No, today I cook for you to eat!" ”

"Yo, conscience found?" “

"I will start to learn to be a mother and wife, go to your there!" “

"I that the kitchen usually does not have the basic use of Ah, or another day," My dorm is basically the same as most of the electronics engineer's dorm, dirty, to let small Han go, but also not to reduce the impression points.

"No, just today!" ”

"This is not too urgent, I mean to clean up a bit, or not to say cooking, light cleaning is enough for you to busy." ”

"That ... Let's clear them up, and we'll go and buy some food first. Said, and rolled up my hand.

A few girls into my dorm to shout loudly, this is where people live, clearly is a pig nest, I hurriedly put black quilt stacked.

Computer desk is full of circuit boards and various instruments, small Han frown: "Do you have a place to move the mouse?" ”

"I call it messy and orderly, and I can get it from the table with anything I want." In the middle of an engineer's survey, it is less expensive to co-locate each time it is used. Lonely Nine swords know, do not have to adhere to the hand, the sword so casually a pendulum, wonderful in no recruit wins. ”

"I prefer clean," he added. "said, small Han helped me to pack up, I hastened to say:" I come, you go to cook. ”

The kitchen situation is better than my room, because Jia Jia sometimes come to us to cook, small Han is still satisfied.

I simply tidied up, standing outside the kitchen to watch a few little girls busy, they seem to be the first time to cook, rush, brush the pot, wash the dishes.

"Why do you stand, come and help me, your whole master," said Qingqing. ”

I laughed: "My uncle in addition to washing dishes, nothing." ”

When the doorbell rang, the door opened, and Xiao Yue stood outside.

"Xiao Yue, what are you doing here?" ”

"Why, can't come Ah," the Little moon probe into the look, "so many beautiful Wow, no wonder you have a good stay." ”

"Happy what ah, busy to solve the problem of food and clothing," The little girls in the kitchen looked at the door, I shouted: "Girls, pick-up! ”

Clean fart to run over the fart to say with smile: "Sir inside Please ~ ye, this beauty how to call?" ”

Out of thin air more than a sister, small Han know must be unhappy, I only say is former colleague. I looked at my eyes with a clear, suspicious look.

"Why don't you sit down on the couch and eat together later?" ”

I and Xiao Yue on the sofa to chat about some of the company's interesting, not to be left out of the head, I sometimes look at the kitchen, see small Han looks as usual, just put down the heart.

Xiao Yue saw Cook's small culvert, secretly to me to make a color, whispered: "Is she?" ”

I nodded and the Little Moon said: "The vision is OK." ”

"That's a must." ”

"But I feel like she has a heart machine." ”

With "scheming" such a derogatory word, I do not feel frown: "How to say so?" ”

"I came here today, she must be unhappy, but you see she didn't show it at all." ”

I turned to look at the small Han, see she is and clear-eyed joke.

"Not unhappy, maybe she doesn't care about you," I thought, a little frustrated, "or, she doesn't care about me." ”

Unlike the last time to see Allison's enthusiasm, small culvert basically did not how to talk about Xiao Yue, Xiao Yue sat for a while consciously uninteresting, went first.

Small Han coldly said to me: "No wonder with me to cancel the affection number Ah, is not add her ah?" ”

"I have the right to remain silent. "My heart says this one reason, I should know in my heart."

She suddenly said: "Elder brother, I kind of want to fly back." ”

Heart a dim, it seems clear intelligence is no problem, but the mouth is playing a haha way: "Hey, what fly not fly, you are not migratory birds." ”

"Hum, I am the migratory bird to put a bird's nest on your head." ”

"I can do it in my heart." In fact, in my heart, you have lived for a long time. ”

"You are so disgusting. Big Brother, tomorrow night some friends invite me to sing, go together? ”

"If your friend invites you, I won't go." ”

"Oh, they said they wanted to meet my boyfriend ... The little culvert cleverly dragged the tone.

"Stop, you don't say, that only the old man personally." ”

"It's OK, I'll find someone else." ”

"That's no, it's a matter of sovereignty, not the flag on your head. Others don't know you are mine." ”

"Who says I am yours ah!" ”

。。。。。。

In the box is a group of young boys and two girls plus an old man.

Small Han introduced me to them, still introduce me as eldest brother, and then sit away from me, let me rather uncomfortable.
A boy on the side stretched out his big hand and shook me and said, "I am also an athlete." Oh, next time I play football. ”

I smiled and looked up and down. It's not so ugly.

He handed a cigarette, and I was about to pick it up, and was grabbed by a small culvert, "you don't seem to smoke." "I shrugged at the boy.

Xiao Han sits next to me, and for a moment I feel the sovereignty is back again.

After a while, the boy ordered a David Tao "Love Me or him", the whole song has been to the small Han affectionate singing, sitting next to her I was extremely embarrassed.

Look at this situation, I estimate the Qing Qing mentioned my rival, is him.

This time, look at the position of small Han, now the situation is much more advantageous to me.

Next, please invite my dear eldest brother to bring a Zhang Jacky's ' Along the journey has you ', everybody welcome. ”

Jacky Cheung's song is my favorite repertoire, small Han give me this song seems to want me to recover a city.

" you know, it's not easy to love you, but it takes a lot of courage." A lot of words don't go out is afraid you can not afford to you believe it? It's the last life I owe you. Let me fall in love with you and let you away from me maybe reincarnation is already destined for this life should I also give you a heart in the wind and rain drifting away is for you There's a little bit of you going on along the journey, even if it's for the sake of separation. You have a pain in your mind, even if this life is doomed to be separated from you .

The lyrics sang into my heart, singing, and the eyes were a little damp. I do not like a little boy so unrestrained, singing when not to see small Han, just feel, she tightly held my arm.

--There's no one in those dudes like you today.
-No, all friends, just play with them more relaxed, very happy, ah

Hum, I'm sure it's not true.
This is not to say, those who have let you away from the people or things you even more will not mention it.
--Now I will miss you every time I meet you.
--then you come to see me every day, so you don't miss me.
Recently, Big Brother is busy, a while ago unit came to a cow, chat about technology to talk about what will, hands and feet is very fast, our work is robbed. Unexpectedly is a Shan, he wrote the code everywhere is bug, now be expelled, his code to I maintain, 55555~

The so-called bad code, I learned that this guy wrote a function of thousands of lines of code, dozens of global variables, without any comments, it is really difficult to imagine how he came through the interview. But this thing let me realize that, the good company, all have the black sheep, the good team, all have the impostors person.

Because this buddy wrote the code using open source software (GPL agreement, Sony in this respect repeated injunctions, must not use the GPL protocol open source software, you use the future code also must open source, or infringement, there will be property disputes), the group of the PL Big B brother, Because Big B elder brother for release to customer code, have audit supervision of responsibility, Big B elder brother because this thing, forced to resign. More than a year of friendship, we all feel unworthy for him.

Less a general, now more busy than before, but busy to busy, because of the return of small Han, the work is also active.

When I was a child learning living and alive two words, the relationship between living and living was unclear.
The difference is that you are there or you're not around.

Struggle, the programmer--the 20th chapter even if meet should not know, dust face, the temples such as frost