In this environment, I sleep as usual, just more uneasy than before, I seem to have been a long time not slept well, I do not know how, not cold is hot, not others noisy is mosquitoes, always let me feel a long time did not sleep a stable sleep, perhaps big, the face of the soul needs long-term to strong up bar.
I admit that there is something in you that I can not give up, but from your body I also see your attitude, your compromise on reality, but you and I do not want to admit it, for I choose what you do not care, but you do not open, otherwise you will appear irresponsible, these days I have been feeling between you and me, You may have begun to get impatient with these topics, but I have to tell you that something has changed between us, and I always feel that there is a certain distance between you and me, from your body I can not see where we belong, even if it is only language. I can't think of you like you don't want to get along one day is a day, I can't do it. I do not want to self-deception to prove a my wishful answer, recently family did not talk to me about you and me, but through these things I saw something, we can only with Gan, there is no way to work together, in your I am in this environment you have no courage to go down, never care about my mood and change, You seem to be comfortable with all the problems I have endured, and you have nothing to do with yourself. Since this may be the end of another kind of eternal beauty, right? Seriously, maybe I'll go back when I'm gone, but I'm not happy with my work now. Don't say I'm heartless. I don't regret meeting you. Thank you for giving me a life of unforgettable experience and feelings. Slowly learn to be self-reliant in life. Wash face milk did not have to buy their own, want to eat melon seeds on their own to the supermarket to buy, always learn a person to take care of themselves, so as to let the people love you more assured, more peace of mind.
Always out of a bunch of feelings,< but always after a night or you a naughty action, give me the feeling suddenly disappeared, but you and I can not always live in a dream or in front of you, right? To say the truth, the thought of those I am very reluctant to you and worry about your life will be a mess, but we also have to take into account the reality, a 87-year-old woman's parents are anxious for her future marriage, you can do something for her? I know you will say I am forcing you, if you blindly in the "forced" cul-de-sac, I can only say nothing ... If you still have nostalgia, do it. Otherwise, ignore this text message.
July 2009 10 O'Clock 7:21
2009-07-15
This article from "Five Pieces of Edge" blog, declined reprint!
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