[Thinking] a doctor's voice or complaints

Note: In the chat in the QQ group, you may be tempted to copy it out, maybe feeling, thinking, or... I used to say a word to myself. If it is difficult to mix up, I will read blogs again,... estimated...

 

The original section is as follows::

The doctor is depressed. In fact, it is not only the process of reading, but also the hope of the doctor after graduation. I have paid so much for reading blogs. What is the benefit of investment? Not clear. This is like you have spent a lot of effort, a lot of energy, and sacrificed many ready-made opportunities to do a hopeless thing. What if it succeeds? Has promoted human progress? This is so noble. I want to fill my stomach and take good care of my family.

Last night, at, I was chatting with a senior at Bo 3 (BO 4 next semester) in the center. From him, I got two pieces of advice: 1. Don't think that after my doctor graduated, it was actually a treasure. 2. I forgot what he said.
There are dozens of doctors in our center, all of which are turtles. They are real turtles, not gold-plated ones. Seeing them all day and working hard in the office. They can say that they are from a young age than I was, opening their resume, undergraduate at Tsinghua Peking University's huake children's class, American doctor. They are still young people in their early 30 s and less than 35 people.

Development opportunities? There aren't so many of them here. If they have a chance, they may have gone early. Even if they are so cool, they don't have to make life easy. What's more, even if I graduate later, what can I do? Mixed society? Let me see if I have been out of this community for 3 or 4 years, and I don't have the courage or even the ability to do that.

The treatment of Reading blogs is very rare in most places. We have a little balance here and we are not satisfied with our food and clothing, but 100% I can certainly be inferior to the income of the nanny. I can see the thin white hair of my senior brother and the body of a long-sitting and prosperous body, the heart is cold, reading Bo is to destroy both the body and the mind. The so-called cutting-edge scientific research and innovation that we boast all day in China is what a group of people "Make Out" in infinite distress and melancholy. Why is it always better than others in Europe and America? Society is too involved .. What China needs is not to sing a red song or a black song, but to initiate an Enlightenment ideology. The country does not lack material, doctors, ideas, and thinkers. The most painful thing is not to fail, but to see through and without hope. It is not necessarily a good thing to think about. In the face of the reality, there is nothing to do. The more you think about it, the more painful it will be. It is better to read a primary school. You don't have to think too much about it and work in the factory, how much can I earn and how much can I earn when I marry my wife and give birth to a child?

In addition, for scientific research, it should be top-notch in terms of the background of teachers and the quality of papers, and the top or even world-class in China. Because the teacher has a high requirement on the paper, the quality of the doctoral degree graduated here is very high from the perspective of the paper. But what do the so-called high-quality papers do to society? Even 99% of the No. 1 papers are junk. Is it funny that a doctor's graduation qualifications and achievements lie in these junk papers? Think about it. Research is really so interesting, but if you don't, how should you do it? I don't know.

Last night, my senior friend said that academics are playing in a circle, and it is right to follow the road recognized by everyone; otherwise, it is to find something wrong. For example, why is Poisson distribution or two-item distribution required to calculate the distribution of patients with certain malignant tumors or birth defects in a specific population in a certain period of time? Probability is not accurate, and no one has ever counted a specific number. However, you simply cannot use another random distribution to calculate this situation. Because this is agreed, everyone has to do this unless you are a good guy, overthrowing previous things and building your own things is actually creating your own game rules, otherwise, let's proceed.

Since childhood, I know that the book has its own gold house. However, fame and fortune are no longer available to me. This kind of painful separation and disappointment is like the reconstruction of most of the world outlook and outlook on life established over the past two decades. Only when I feel calm and dead can I calm down and study.

From another point of view, I have complained and complained about my incompetence .. Abolished ..

In short: the world is almost the same, But no matter which path you take, there will never be a permanent path. There are no shortcuts to life except those in Generation X.

No one can save me, neither can I. I am so sad that I am complaining. Let's do it ..

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