To commemorate my beloved webmaster brother

My heart is so cold, tomorrow I will go, leaving this city for 18 years, leaving me in love with him, although we from the acquaintance to love only a short period of three months, but this will be the happiest in my life three months. Now let us know that BBS now no longer exist, we have those sweet words also with the BBS disappeared.

Because on the forum to find a job, and know him, he is the founder of the forum, he is very serious back to my post, trying to help me find the right job information for me, I thank him, although eventually did not find the right job, but now feel that he better than any good job is more valuable. He is very busy, in addition to managing the forum, but also to manage several other sites, because too many things he often have to work all night, I am a very playful, very naughty, very letter girl, often in his work an all-night, I also want him to accompany me to play games, and he no matter how tired, never let me down, that time, I like to play the dance troupe, but he is not how to play, and then one day, he to me to learn to play the dance group for the cause to meet me, then we first met in the Internet café, he foolishly, said not much, from his expression can be seen, he is a very shy boy, in fact, according to his age to calculate, he is not a boy, 25-Year-old He, very calm, and very young, from the outside can not see that he is 7 years older than me.

He has his own computer, but he has been working in the Internet café, from the first meeting, we almost every day together, online together, eat together, occasionally go out shopping together, slowly, we have a feeling, he said, he likes to hear me call him "brother", I have been so called him, Although he did not have too many sweet words to me, but he is very concerned about, very considerate of me, let me very touched, feel very happy. His work is on the internet, managing a lot of websites, when he works, I was on the side of the game, and occasionally he would ask me whether I am hungry, or to drink water, I often let him run to a very distant KFC to give me ice cream, and so he ran back when the ice cream has been half, I like to eat with him an ice cream, I often put the delicious to his mouth, when he came up to eat, I suddenly stop hand, every time he is shy afraid to look at me, I like this and he joked, so and he jokes feel good sweet, good happiness. Once, I three Poyang five times to joke with him, he incredibly angry, and very loudly scold me, he scolded me the sound of the whole internet café heard, I am very uncomfortable, I ran out, a person in the quiet river blowing the wind, I am so angry, gas he why so loudly speak to me, why in so many people's place scold me, Why don't you come up and beg me to forgive him?

That night I was angry one night did not fall asleep, the next day early to go to the Internet café to surf the net, QQ one boarded, see his message, he said a lot of let me forgive the words, and let me open he sent me a Web site, I opened a look, stunned, so beautiful Ah, the Sky stars Flash a flash, under the stars have a couple hug He said a lot of let me forgive, from his words I know, he is not for no reason to me angry, originally yesterday his website let people hit, so the mood is very bad. Will be angry at me, I forgave him, since then, our feelings have become more profound, he is more concerned about me. Brother is a very hard-working person, the time of the Internet every day will not be less than 15 hours, has been working on the computer non-stop, I know in fact, his brother is very tired, but he never said tired, I like to sit beside him watching him work, look at his brother that serious expression; tired, I would fall on my brother's leg to rest for a while, He didn't move even if he didn't wake me up for a rest.

But I am a disobedient girl, I like beautiful, like dress up, like to do beautiful nails, like to buy a beautiful bag, I like non-mainstream, like au personality clothes ... brother no matter how busy, how tired, he is willing to accompany me, accompany me to go shopping, accompany me to eat KFC, with my hair to do beauty, I tried every piece of clothing he would be very serious to say beautiful, I do nails when he was waiting patiently on the side of the expression, now think of, I really good happiness, I think, all this is not every man can give, nor every woman can have, but, all this is no longer exist, brother gone, only to that day, I know, The original brother has been doing a pornographic website. 5 years of prison life, how cruel ah, brother just leave me a person to go, what should I do? Do I have to wait for him? If I were to marry him now, I would not hesitate, but will I still love him in 5 years? What am I going to do? Brother before leaving to me to forget him, let me find a better boyfriend, he is older than I 7 years old, and now in prison, he is unwilling to destroy my life.

Everything that my brother has done is not wrong, he is not for himself. From brother and family call I know, Brother's home is very poor, there are 6 sisters, brother is the biggest child, brother and sister some still in school, dad because of an accidental electric shock, has ... Brother has been very hard to make money, in order to let the younger brother and sister Good school, in order to let the mother can live a little easier, brother risked violating the law to make money, brother is helpless ...

All this is too hurtful, considering for a long time, I chose to leave, to leave the upbringing of my hometown, to leave the deep love of him, leaving let us come together BBS ... Before leaving, I went to see my brother, he lost weight, thin I have a bit do not recognize, he said nothing can give me, let me buy the domain name, that domain name can sell a good price, as a little of his mind.

All this ended, no matter how big changes in the future, my heart will never forget my brother, I did not sell that domain name, that domain name, I will protect my life, because that is my brother, the only memory of the first love.