We only need a layer of virgin film distance.

We only need a layer of virgin film distance.

The night is deep, and it is difficult to fall asleep ...... Today, I finally broke up with Xiaolei, as if it was originally doomed ...... Once upon a time, a scene was always flashing in my mind, making me unable to calm down, sleeping all night ...... Finally, I decided to write down the past, even though every word made me sad. This story actually happened to me. First of all, I must admit that I played a selfish and mean role. If we say that human nature is inferior, I believe it now.



Over the past year, a famous Internet company in this city has struggled for a year. It has been well-developed and competent, so it is quite a bit of a taste.



A handsome man is always easy to attract the girl's sight, which includes Xiao Lei, a female employee in the company.



Xiaolei is a pretty, generous, and tall girl. Compared with other girls in the company, Xiaolei is also excellent.



I noticed her enthusiastic eyes and guided some opportunities.



Therefore, the prelude to the pursuit was omitted. In the eyes of everyone, Xiao Lei quickly became my girlfriend.



Perhaps, it is precisely because it is too easy to get it, and it has also laid the groundwork for the various mistakes I have made in the future.



When the flame of love is burning up, it will always make the eyes dazzle and forget everything.



On the day of holding hands, she put on my favorite sling outfit. It was beautiful and cute, and she was so charming that she and I were deeply passionate. Sitting with each other. At that time, I just started playing the imported movie Pearl Harbor and learned how the couple bought food and cook together. She said she would keep me fat. Every evening, we carried our bags together, go to Star City's famous Apollo club for fitness. When we come back, the stars are full of heaven, and we have a bottle of super-large-sized Nongfu Spring to play and laugh. She often liked to secretly kiss her on the street, and I was always happy to pretend to be holding the house. If I went shopping together and didn't hold her hand, I would be angry, I like her to scatter on me, I like her softness, I like her more, and lie in my arms. She said, "Even if you are on the street in the future, I will always stay with you! ", I was deeply touched, and she was willing to follow me, And I seemed to be gradually moved, destined to be unique.



However, all happiness ends with my little tricks and selfishness, and even the words "mean" or "other" cannot be described too much. That night, I had her, but I found that she was no longer a virgin. The belief collapsed instantly and did not speak for half a day. She seemed to have noticed something, and said in a sad tone: I have never concealed you. You know, I once had a very loving boyfriend. I didn't say anything, but I thought it was impossible between us. I cannot abandon my virgins. I want to have a girl who belongs to me. I cannot imagine that she and other men were as close as we are now, I seem to be afraid that there will be secular eyes around me. Although I am also a man with higher education, the male nature of men is also fully embodied in me, which is doomed, I will be punished eventually. Xiaolei still loves and cares about me as often as she does. Looking at my favorite "Mario" snacks she stays on the table, my heart is full of contradictions.



Lei's persistence and kindness to me, vague loneliness and emptiness all make me want to stop.



When the dark corner of the mind is uncovered, it will surely bring huge harm to people.



I made a selfish decision: Let's do it first, and change it if you have a good experience.



As a result, although we are still together, I have begun to care about her feelings and leave her alone.



Gradually, our quarrel began to increase. If we were a little dissatisfied, I would give up without saying anything.



No matter how long it takes, I will not take the initiative to contact her. Instead, no matter how many calls she makes, as long as I'm angry, I will not care until she stands in my face with tears, I could not bear it for a moment. If nothing left me to hug her, I suddenly said, "okay, it's okay!" Her support and patience made me more arrogant.



It was a long time later that I realized that the grievance and sadness of her tears was enough to make me feel helpless!



At this time, however, I seem to have completely become a cold-blooded animal.



When we were together, I only wanted to pass the time with physiological needs. No matter whether she was willing or not, she had sex or had sex and chatted with a few dispensable words, at last, I made an excuse to go home alone.



How many times did she look for opportunities to take me to her house to see her parents, but she was rejected for every reason I was looking, I started to talk about other topics.



My mother came to see me, and I never mentioned bringing her home to see me. If I met a mother's acquaintance, I would dare to explain that she was a colleague.



We were nervous because we had a child when we were not careful. But on the day she went to the hospital for a flow of people inspection, I fell asleep and didn't accompany her. I just wanted to wake up and solve the problem myself. Afterwards, when I saw her, she burst into tears.



Now I know that the tears are really "sad", and they are so painful.



But Xiaolei is getting better and better for me.



As a result, I couldn't help myself and wanted to be nice to her.



11. Taking a long vacation, I decided to take Xiao Lei to Zhangjiajie Forest Park for a tour. This time, she was so happy as a child that she kept talking about it all the way and said that she could not hide the excitement on her face. She dressed herself very sunny because I like it, although I do not like mountains, mountains, water, and water very much, I am also infected with her emotions, and the whole journey is happy and comfortable.



We joined hands in the picturesque Zhangjiajie Stone Forest, quietly calling for a distant place, holding her in the clear water between the Stone Beach to jump, rushed to the water, walking in the old slate streets of Zhangjiajie, looking for the ancient characteristics of the West, everything is happy and natural. She is like a gentle wife, accompanied me in the world of Taoyuan to enjoy the joy.



Without knowing it, the happy time of a week soon passed.



However, we may not have thought that this time is the last happy time we spent together.



She is still in conflict. She wants to be nice to her, and even wants to get rid of her thoughts for many times. She is always with her. However, the shadow in my heart can never get rid of it.



Actions cannot be controlled.



At the end of the year, the network economy bubble began to burst, and my company was forced to retreat. I am also in a lot of trouble, and I am not happy with my work. My personal funds are also stuck due to the stock market and I owe a lot of bad debts to the company. The company decided to withdraw the city in the West, and finally announced that most employees, including Xiao Lei, were laid off while I was transferred to the headquarters. In this situation, although she was not doing anything, she felt that she could go there to find more opportunities and did not think too much about Xiao Lei. She was alone and was just unemployed. I am still wondering what I thought at the time! Xiaolei borrowed money from her relatives to pay off her account and bought me a wool vest and health care products with a small amount of compensation for dismissal. She helped me clean up her luggage silently, and I hugged her with emotion. She buried her head in my chest, and when she looked up, it was a tear.



However, I decided to leave and did not promise to her. Before I boarded the plane with a little excitement, I just said to her, "stay good." What is the result of this sentence, I did not think too much at all.



When I leave, everything on the ground gets blurred. The itinerary is short, and Xiao Lei's text messages are continuously connected,



"Are you there ?"



"Are you there ?"



"Are you there ?"



"Are you there ?"



"Is everything going well? Let me go back. I miss you !"



"I miss you very much! Fast reply"



I got off the plane, because my boss and friends were waiting for me to take over, I packed my luggage and hurried back two words: "Here !", Then go to the bus. When I arrived at the destination, I found that many friends also received a text message from Xiao Lei, "a, Is he safe ?" "B, is he there? Ask him to call me back." "C. Please take care of him later." "D. Are you going to dinner together tonight? His skin is not good, don't let him drink!"