Who made an answer in my heart? (11)

"Tian Xin, don't leave me. Let's stay together like this. I need this hold, which allows me to touch your temperature, smell your smell, and hear your heartbeat. Only in this way can I know that you are always beside me. Don't leave me, OK? Let us always embrace each other in this way, always this way, never let go ", I clasped around the heart of the field, clasped down tightly on her shoulder, kissing her flowing hair, gently paste it to Tian Xin's ears.

I seem very hard to hold such a hug, and Tian Xin has never wanted to break away. When I whispered to her by the ear of Tian Xin, she stood quietly and kept holding me tight. Her body was cuddling in my arms like a bird, without making any sound.

"Okay? That's enough! We should go home for dinner .", I don't know how long it took for us to stick to our hug. Tian Xin finally began to want to break away.

"Don't you do it, just keep holding you like this. If I can always do this, I will never eat, and I will not feel any hunger. Don't leave me alone. Will you stay with me ?", I became as stubborn as a child and held her tightly with both hands.

"Okay! It's all done! I should have gone back to dinner. I have been giving you a face for so long. Isn't it enough? Don't be bored like a child all day. Let it go! Hurry up! The old lady's waist was almost broken by you. "For my playability, Tian Xin didn't give Ding some gentle comfort, but yelled at me very rudely, her body is struggling and resisting.

"Let me go! Otherwise, I have to shout! Let it go! Let it go! Enough! Let me go, Tian Yu! You did not hear it !", Tian was so angry that he tore up my hug. She can no longer endure it, get rid of her neighborhood, hold my neck with her idle hands, shake her left and right, and yell at me.

In the face of such resistance, at first I wanted to resist more powerful actions. But slowly, I found this idea too simple and too weak. Tian was torn up angrily all the time and hated my persistence. Suddenly, she grayed out at my hand and immediately, I felt that the meat in my hand had been cut. It was very painful.

I woke up. Just now I was just a dream. The one I hugged was not Tian Xin, nor was Tian Xin biting my hand. It's a new day.

"Oh! What are you doing? It hurts! Pain !, Stop it. "I saw the guy still biting my hand.

"What are you doing! Early in the morning, do you want to put people to death? Are you ill !", Huang Lin shouted.

"Why are you here? Where is this? Why is it bright? What about Yang Guangren ?", I asked strangely.

"Get rid of you, old man! Let's take away your ferocious claws first, and the old lady is getting disconnected .", Huang Lin glared at me. When I heard her cry, I quickly opened my hands.

"You're crazy! Isn't it easy? You can see that you have made my waist so much that you were beaten and killed last night. It was like this again in the early morning. Look, there are red everywhere, and there are so many green spots. I hate it! I have a headache with you !", Huang Lin said that she naturally pulled up her clothes and pointed to all the scars on her body.

She acted very naturally and quickly. I didn't dare to face the past, nor shyly twist the beginning, but calmly looked at it and quickly pulled her clothes.

"This is all about me. Sorry. I drank too much last night and didn't think I would be so brutal. Sorry, I didn't mean this. "I tried my best to justify myself.

"Knowing that you are not caring, if you have a heart, the old lady can spare you." Huang Lin calmed down, but the voice was still loud.

"Why are you supposed to be with Yang Guang in my room ?", After a while, I asked again.

"Well, I don't want to stay here until now. What can I do? Some people, like animals, can't hold them down. There is a left shout in the mouth, and a right scream ".

"Do I have it? What did I shout, last night ?",

"Do you have any dogs to eat steamed buns. You did not shout, did not call. However, I only remember that some people shouted for one night in a sound like a pig. They were full of Tian Xin and Tian Xin .", Huang Lin was lying in bed and said, smiling.

"Who is Tian Xin! Brother Tian Yu, Tell me ?", Huang Lin turned around and deliberately asked.

"This ..., tian Xin is my little sister, because I miss her too much, so I may have shouted out last night. "I told Huang Lin calmly, and then the whole body slowly moved to the bedside. In fact, I really want to sit up from the bed, but my head is still spinning around, obviously it cannot be upright, so I have to lie down like this.

"Yes, why do I hear Yang Guang say that Tian Xin is a girl in your company. She is not very old and looks pretty long. It's not you that guy is in crush on someone else. Haha, "said Huang Lin, holding up his head with her hand and smiling at me.

"You don't listen to Yang Guang's nonsense. If he could believe it, the sows could climb the tree. "I still lie down and look at the ceiling with my eyes.

"Yes, rare, rare ". Huang Lin did not ask again, but kept smiling at me.

"You don't want to ask if we had any other stories except Tian Xin last night ?". After a while, Huang Lin took the initiative to ask me what she said was strange.

When I heard this from Huang Lin, I was shocked and immediately picked up the quilt and subconsciously looked at my belt. It is still tightly buckled and should have never been loose. I took a deep breath and easily lie back to bed.

"Haha, you are so funny and cute. Is it the first time ?", Huang Lin said she was exploring.

"Of course not. How is it possible. Don't use "cute" to describe me. I don't like this word. "I feel a little nervous, and my face is slightly shy and red.

"Look, my face is red. Sorry, I'm shy. Haha." Huang Lin smiled a lot, as if he was laughing at me. In the face of such embarrassment, I did not dare to continue talking, just a little scared to lie in bed.

"I couldn't believe it that day when xiaoya went back and told me that. Now it seems that what she said is true. You are such a big man ". Huang Lin's laughter grew bigger.

"What a smile! Funny? It's a real thing, it's a fake thing. "I turned around and looked at Huang Lin very unhappy and used my eyes to stop her ridicule.

"What do you think of me? Beautiful? If you spend a good night with me, isn't there any other idea ?", When she saw my shame, she deliberately teased me.

"That's... to tell the truth, you're pretty and pretty. And people have their own instinct. If I say I have never thought about it, it would be false. But I think I should be able to restrain myself well and try not to let my instinct surpass my mind. I want to tell you that now, I will not be impulsive. As a result, I have a good foundation to be rational and I will not do anything that is not human .", I looked at Huang Lin and insisted on it.

"But really ?", Huang Lin apparently was a little unconvinced of my determination, and said, she slowly moved her entire body, closely following my skin. I have clearly noticed her contact, and the entire nerves are tight. Crisp skin, elastic body, a hair stroked on my face, and mixed with a thick rose fragrance, intoxicating. In the face of the fierce attack like Huang Lin, I tried my best to be calm. Although my mind was getting messy, I was still lying quietly and was not prepared to do anything.

"If I say I want to challenge you, can I ?", Her words become female like her body-gentle, attractive, provocative, and hot.

I didn't answer, but I was a little nervous, but I was still lying down. When Huang Lin saw that I was always so inactive and somewhat unwilling, she began to get warm up and whispered in my ear with her mouth, as though she was blowing a little light in her ears, one hand slide slowly onto my body, approaching my most sensitive part a little bit, and staying there, gently moving .....

"Are you a man? You still have physical defects. How can you keep it safe? It's like a piece of wood?" after about five or six minutes, Huang Lin's test gradually retreated, she recalled her normal position and looked at me with admiration.

"Are you a man? Is there a physiological defect? I don't want to explain. You have been very real. In fact, my instinct has been excited, but eventually I was controlled within the scope of my mind and did not break away. Moreover, I can tell you clearly that, if the scenario was just put six months ago, I don't think I could have such a strong insistence, and more may trigger my own instinct; but now I don't, because I already have enough support to let my own mind fully defeat these instincts, surpass it, control it, and extinguish it. I can also tell you clearly that all of my support comes from my love for Tian Xin, unless from the day when I can give up on her, otherwise, my persistence will continue to exist ".

"People have the most basic physiological instinct. This is inherent and will never change, and it cannot be changed. At the same time, people are more emotional, more thoughtful, and guided by the two, to conduct a rational and calm analysis of self-consciousness, and finally to get the correct behavior of self-restraint. In the eyes of your women, men are always good colors, flowers, and love to get more women. In fact, you are wrong, because you don't understand men at all. The reason why a man is fond of lust, lust, and possession is that men are always obsessed with the desire to possess and gain a sense of good things, this is actually equivalent to the enthusiasm and satisfaction of many men in the face of success. Let me tell you a little story. This is what I saw in a book. Two children, a male and a female, watched a pot of flat balls at the same time. Out of curiosity, they gently stroked the sting on the flat ball. As a result, they were stabbed coldly and bleeding in their hands. The little girl cried to find her mother and asked her mother to blow herself to relieve some pain. At the same time, she was also telling herself that she would never touch the hateful thing, the damn thorns, it looks really ugly. The little boy did not cry, nor did he go to ask for help. Instead, he stood there, holding the stabbed finger tightly and squeezing it very hard until he saw more bright red blood flowing out. The little boy put his injured finger into his mouth and sucked his own blood very hard. His eyes kept looking at the sharp thorn in front of him, which made him hurt, and he was telling himself, the next time you treat this guy, you need to be more careful. Otherwise, the thorns on him will not be easy to provoke. Despite this, the little boy was still fond of the sledgex and the thorns on his body, and hoped that he could one day defeat those things that made him feel quite painful .", Huang Lin listened to me very seriously and looked at me awkwardly. I thought such a word should be the first time for her to hear it, so she could not help but hear it.

"We can't see that Tian yuge has a level of preaching. It's a bit interesting. Although I can barely hear a few correct words without having to shout out a few words, "she paused and said with a smile to me.

"It's no wonder that after listening to your lecture, xiaoya went back to his hometown with regret. Now it seems that your kid's level is really not simple, admire and admire ". Huang Lin said, while giving me a thumbs up, a "amazing" gesture.

"Where, let alone this evil thing. If I have this skill, I will mix it all day, just like today.ProgramIt's not better to be an awesome king. It's better to cheat and cheat everywhere. However, what I said is stiff. This is true. Unlike Yang Guang, what they said will soon make you laugh. In fact, I rarely talk about this with others, because many people do not like to listen to me, they always feel like I don't have to go around all day and get things done. They always come up with some truth and behave very deeply ", I try my best to be a bit mean, sneer.

"Don't be humble, Niu Ren, Xiaomei, I admire you very much today, Gao Ren! Eldest Brother. Yang Guang, what they say is nice, because those words can bring happiness to people. However, it is also a pleasure to listen to you quietly. Although they cannot laugh, but what you get is far more than happiness. Let's say that Yang Guang's words are sweet in his mouth, and what you say is sweet in his heart. Haha, "said, and she came together again.

"Hey, you can't see it. You have fully realized that you are not a pure girl? Sweet in my heart. In fact, I shouldn't say this to you. How can we know you children? What's more, if you are a girl so indulgent, you cannot understand it ", I regret to say this to Huang Lin, because in this case, she cannot understand her age. She is 19 years old, not to mention her present. What's more, I am not talking about my own feelings. It is more about the books I have read and the things I know.

"Indulgence? How can I indulge myself? You can tell me whether you want to talk about it just now or yesterday. "She began to stick it to me again, and her eyes were full of admiration and naughty.

"Do you have it? At least I cannot understand the happiness you like now. Why do you like such a girl so well ?", I asked Huang Lin, but she had no idea what she was working on.

"Is such a life? To be clear, don't be confused with miss Ben. "Huang Lin pushed me and wanted to hear my most direct answer. Although she began to look very angry, I never saw or noticed it, because I just kept looking at the ceiling.

"What is it? As you said earlier, miss Ben's ..", I casually said it, with a tone of contempt and a low base.

"Guilty! !", Huang Lin slapped me, and then got up and opened the door angrily.

Feeling the sting on my face, I didn't immediately get up and chase it out. In fact, I really want to get up and catch up with Huang Lin, and tell her what she just said is unintentional, I hope she can understand her abrupt. But I am more afraid. Once I catch up and confess to her, she will fan me.

I woke up with a slap in the face of Huang Lin. I remembered what I said and regretted it. That tone, that casual, too scornful. Regardless of whether or not Huang Lin's work is as good as I thought, I am not qualified to insult her and look down on her. Compared with her, I have something to do with high capital. I am not just like her. I come here to live in a strange city that is not my own, and all day long to seek a better place and go east and west. Thirsty, ran to the tap water or screwed up the bottle in his hand to fill a mouth; hungry, eat a bowl of fried rice with eggs in the roadside stalls; the body is exhausted, it is reduced to four walls rented from others. This is my life. I have been floating in this beautiful city, bustling city, noisy streets, and have always been unfamiliar with me. living here, I am just a passthrough, and hurried to leave. Maybe Huang Lin's life is better than mine. At least she can face everyone at any time and keep her smile.

"It's time to go, Tian Yu. Hurry up, go back to Kunming, I am waiting for you outside. "Yang Guang knocked on the door and shouted. I shouted, and I came right away. Then I quickly climbed up from the bed, ran to the bathroom and simply sorted it out, and rushed out.

"Get on the bus. Liu Yuan has other things. Let's go first. Are you alone? Huang Lin, "Yang said to me in the car.

"Huang Lin has been away for a while. She said she was going to contact Shi Cheng's friend. We didn't want to go back together and let me say hello to you." I lied, did not say that Huang Lin gave herself a slap, and then left angrily.

After hearing that, Yang Guang did not ask much. He just called Huang Lin and asked her if she slept well last night. Do she want to go back to Kunming together. Huang Lin also calmly said no. He wanted to play with Shi Cheng's friend for a few days and then go back. I really want Yang Guang to hand over the phone and say sorry to Huang Lin. I shouldn't say that to her just now. But when Yang Guang was in a panic, I did not speak. I just sat quietly in the car and looked out the window, remembering the wrong sentence. Maybe I should seriously ask Yang Guang how long she has known Huang Lin and whether she is engaged in some unsuitable jobs as I said.

"What's the matter, yesterday? No results, total budget?" I asked.

"Well, what do you think?" Yang Guang became very proud to hear my inquiry.

"Everything is under control. When did we miss the job? Not only did we get a full budget, but there were other gains, haha ".

"Oh? Yes? What is the total budget? I'm glad to ask him.

"Go back and say! "Yang said to me in a very small voice. He looked at the driver in the front row with his eyes and motioned me to make a small speech. He went back to discuss the matter.

"How was it last night. "Yang Guang smiled awkwardly.

"No, I have been asleep until this morning. If you don't believe it, you can call and ask Huang Lin." I told him very seriously.

"Yes? It's rare that the story hasn't happened even when she was with her sister lin. It's not worth it. "Yang Guang obviously didn't believe what I said, nor did she call Huang Lin directly, just smiled at me strangely. I smiled at him with no sound.

"It seems like you like Tian Xin of the company, isn't it? Last night, the ghost shouted for one night, and his mouth was full of Tian Xin, Tian Xin. Don't leave me. You can't see it. You have a very eye ".

"Yes? I can't remember what I say or shout, but it should be so exaggerated. "I tried my best to justify myself.

"Isn't that exaggerated? Do you want to call everyone together to testify ?", Yang Guang paused.

"In fact, there is nothing. Tian Xin is very popular in our company, and many people have pursued it, including me, but no one has ever been able to succeed. Not afraid of your smile. I told him at least three times. But she always said she didn't like it very much. She liked teachers, lawyers, culture, and conservation. I also heard that she now has a boyfriend who is a graduate student of cloud University in law. So, I advise you, old man, to get back and think about it. Don't be so serious. There is only one flower in the grass. The key is to see if you have the ability to pick it up. Dude, let's be realistic. I'm just a mentor to you. "Yang said as he slapped me on the shoulder and asked me to stop.

It turns out that more than one person can see beautiful things, and others will always catch the beautiful things that people like in the first place. Yang Guang is right. Tian Xin is in the company, and even all the girls I have ever seen. It is a good one. It is youthful, sunny, and beautiful. In addition to being conscientious and competent, how can we prevent others from being moved by her. Now it seems that my dream can only be regarded as an infatuated idea. I can't compare it with Yang Guang, or I can't compare it with a graduate student, although my college is much better than that of the cloud, I am only an ordinary undergraduate student. I feel that I should give up. At least now it seems that this is a wise choice. Because I am too bad, if I can be the same as Yang Guang, it will only fail to leave after three brave confession, moreover, I Don't Know If I dared to appear three times as he did. Maybe after the first time, I would be cruelly eliminated and afraid to stand up again.

My mind began to become blank, and I remembered what Tian Xin said to me last night. "You are drunk. Go home and have a rest. Let's talk about it tomorrow." Tian Xin told me in a very direct way, don't think about it. I can't. She has no feelings for me, and will not look at me, like me. Dream, everything is a dream.

"How long have you known Huang Lin? What does she do? "I gave up my delusion about Tian xinxin and began to want to learn about Huang linlai.

"Huang Lin? How do you think of her? It's not the story Of last night. "Yang Guang was curious.

"No, there is nothing. I guarantee my personality. What's more, I know that she is your friend and person, so I don't have any other ideas. "Yang believes that I am so resolute.

"Well, I am just a friend of mine. There is no need to go deeper. I remember it was two years ago. Oh, yes, it was two years ago. One night when I resigned from guangkai and went back to Kunming, I met her in Kundu alone. She was selling wine in a bar. Later, I often went to the bar and naturally became familiar with her. But yesterday, I heard her say that she was no longer there. The job she just changed a few days ago seemed to go to a supermarket to sell clothes or something .", Yang Guang recalled.

"Yes? Is that simple? It's just a friend! Why are you still living together from time to time? It was so embarrassing last night. "Now it's my turn to doubt what Yang Guang said.

"Boss, what age is it now? Is it a modern man? Is it necessary to sleep together? And I told you that although Huang Lin is very cheerful, she is not the kind of casual person you think about. I can assure you that I know her ", yang Guang cannot understand what I said, and he is trying to show that he is familiar with Huang Lin.

"Oh, I am not as fashionable as you are. But to be honest, you have the heart to play with others. Such a good girl has been ruined by your evil Black Hand. I don't think you should do this. At least you should be nice to others. If you can, just marry her. "I spoke very seriously and honestly.

"I am dizzy! I am not a man of the past, and I don't know anything. Get married! Get married! You think it's so easy to get married. I don't even have a minimum house. How can I fix it? What can I do. Besides, if you want to marry a girl, the girl may not be happy with you. You think that after one night, girls will keep you up with you for the rest of their lives. What do you think? Naive !", I cannot believe that Yang Guang would say this. Do I have a superficial understanding of the affairs between men and women. I think I am really wrong. Huang Lin is not what I think, but a cheerful girl. Her job is just selling wine, and there is nothing else. I am a bit embarrassed. If I didn't feel pity for Huang Lin last night, she wouldn't keep me holding it tight, nor would she listen to me in a burst of pain to explain the messy truth, in fact, she understands what I said, but she never told me. She was really angry. I shouldn't have insulted her so maliciously because she was beautiful and kind.

I thought, "We can live together, but we don't have to be together." It's true that when I first saw it online, it was just a joke and I couldn't believe it. Now it seems that it is right. The reality is like this. For example, most men and women think so too. They only care about what they once had, rather than what they have been doing for a long time.

At about half past ten, we went back to the company and walked into the boss's office. When Yang Guang was happy to tell Mr. Wang that he was still confident about the company's bidding price for the total project budget, he was almost happy to jump up. He came over and praised me and Yang Guang with great excitement, he told us to continue our efforts. The good days for winning the new edge project are coming soon.

After lunch, I did not climb to bed in the office. I just stood quietly in the hallway window and looked at the outside. It may be that yesterday's alcohol has not been completely dispersed, and my mind is always spinning and waking up from time to time, and then become confused.

"What are you waiting for? A person is here." Tian came over with a smile and said to me.

"Nothing, maybe I had a hard time playing last night. I came out with a blow and woke up." I smiled coldly at Tian, who was afraid to talk to her and wanted to escape from opening her.

"That's it! Why did you still play outside so late yesterday? You can't see it. You're quite greedy. "Tian Xin stood beside me and leaned against the fence, just like me, looking out the window, I said. I don't know what to say to her.

"I did not expect that the wind energy here is so refreshing. This ghost weather will make the room hot to death. It is much better than the office, and it is very comfortable." Tian closed his eyes and raised his head slightly, let a breeze look at your face, hair gently swinging, dancing, accompanied by the refreshing face blowing.

"What was your question yesterday? You didn't hear much about it at the time. Now let's talk about it and see if I can answer it for you." Tian gently moved his hair, turning around and looking at me, I asked very kindly that there was a slight smile on the corners of my mouth.

"No, I don't need to ask now, because I think I already know the answer." I looked straight at her and answered her clearly.

"Yes? So surely, before I say it myself, are you sure you know the answer ?", Tian looked at me in a naughty manner and raised his eyebrows a little.

"I think this is not important anymore, because I believe in my judgment ability.

"Well, that is not necessarily because you are asking me the correct answer, therefore, you can only give a reference to the answers you have obtained. "Tian Xin became serious and looked at me calmly. I think she is right. Since I want to ask Tian Xin, only she can give me the most correct answer. I have no reason to keep believing what Yang Guang said. Even if Yang Guang says the same as her, it should be placed on Tian Xin's answer, because only Tian Xin knows the final answer, only her answers can be considered true.

"I wanted to ask you yesterday, do you have a boyfriend? That's the problem. There's nothing else." I once again took the courage to say it, although I already know that her answer is the same as the answer I got, I still want her to tell me and say it to me. Furthermore, there are still some beautiful hopes in my heart, even though Yang Guang's words have crushed this beautiful, however, I still see a small waiting in the scattered space, where the light is shining.

"No! No. I am a single girl, so happy. I hope this happiness will always exist, "said Tian calmly, staring out the window with his eyes.

"Is this true? I have heard it wrong! How can I hear people say that you have a boyfriend ...", I couldn't believe the answer from Tian Xin.

"Whether you believe it or not, I am single now, and I am a happy single." Without waiting for me to continue, Tian quickly interrupted my question.

Tian Xin and I stood by the window and didn't talk about it any more. I just stood quietly and enjoyed the wind blowing on the face. It was refreshing and warm, warm, and comfortable ....

 

[Statement: the plot in the story is purely fabricated. If there are similarities, it is a coincidence]

(Note: myselfArticleAll are original, please indicate the source for reprinting! Dao guangjianying 201000814 is written in Shenzhen .)