You don't work hard, no one can give you the life you want.

Once the classmate, perhaps not as we, but, after the middle school, High school, university, in this three years and three years gap, four years and five years of time, others began and we did not move! This is tragedy! Dream in some people's mind is only the past, but in some people's hearts, but firm as a rock. This is the most fundamental reason for the gap.

Now:038, I just hung up on the phone with my good sister.

She dialed the phone and excitedly asked: "You guess where I am?" "I slept in a daze and said," Hong Kong! "She chuckled," said No! I'm in America! ”

I stopped and asked: "International calls?" She complained: "You always care about the money!" I say I am in the United States, where we say that the world's cattle are gathering-Wall Street! ”

She went to Wall Street, it was a long time ago to watch travel magazines together, we together about the 23 birthday before the place to go, but now, I still in Guiyang.

She listened to my side for a long while no movement, angry asked if I was asleep, I said, I envy her. She dumped the word "you deserved it" and hung up on the phone. I know, she's angry!

When we met in the Guiyang Library in 2003, she recommended that I read a foreign book called "Gone With the Wind" when we were 13 years old. I said I could not understand, she said, you can look up the dictionary.

From then on, I began to read her recommended books. Know my friends say I read a lot of books, every time I listen to the heart is empty, I am much worse than her, only I know.

2009 College Entrance Examination is over, she went to Beijing, I went to Xi ' an. The trajectory of our life began to become different, I was attracted by the fresh life, forget that she said we together to test the big agreement.

November 2009, she said, we practice one hours of Mandarin every night 10 o'clock. Someone laughed at me. N, l do not divide. I said, OK! Six months later, she excitedly asked me, your Putonghua test how much? I took a B! I said I forgot to practice, did not test!

In 2009 of December, she called to ask me if I wanted to learn computer, I said that the school did not ask, first see what other people do. In the summer of 2010, I said that my computer soft textual examination came down, she said she was a computer level two C language.

2010 March, I fell in love with a Korean drama, I said I want to learn Korean. She said, we taught ourselves, like a self-taught psychology! I said, OK! At the end of 2011, we were shopping in the Grand Cross of Guiyang, the boss of the boutique was a Korean elder sister, and I listened with wide eyes to her in Korean and the boss exchange. The boss thought that she was a student of Korean, and gave us five dollars cheaper. And I will only say "I love You", "sorry", "Thank You".

In April 2011, she said she wanted to cross-study French-speaking graduate students and asked me if I wanted to learn French as well. I said I want to teach journalism, do not want to learn the other, she said, good! At the end of 2011, she read me Alexandre Dumas's "Three Musketeers" in French, asked me about journalism knowledge, I can not say a word.

At the beginning of 2012, my novel began to get better, and I asked her to eat a Western meal. She bought me a set of Ji Xianlin books with the remuneration of the translation of American drama lines. She said, we agreed to take the postgraduate examination, do not forget. She also said, you said that the Chinese University of Hong Kong is your dream, you do not give up it. I said, OK!

At the end of 2012, I said I was four, and I didn't want to graduate. She said, good!

In early July 2013, she said she was admitted to the Chinese University of Hong Kong, I said, good!

June 2013, I said I want to resign, I think this day has been very hard. She angrily said: "You are very bitter?" Beijing was flooded, water flooded to my knees, I had to wear slippers rolled trousers to the library to read, at that time, I did not say my days bitter force! ”

I went into her bedroom, all kinds of books piled up everywhere, every book has her dense notes, such a moment, how do I forget? I call to share with her I because of xxx change twist and sad mood, she whispered, she in the library study, back to the dorm contact you. At that time, obviously already 11 o'clock in the evening! I was at home and parents noisy, she volunteered to go to siliceous cathodoluminescence as a volunteer quota, she said, to turn over two mountains can have a shuttle back to Guiyang ...

At this moment, I have what qualifications to complain here. Why should I envy her, what she has got now is not the past hard to change back? I was also pulled away by her, but I gave up the forward! I strangled myself with my own dreams, didn't I?

Nevertheless, I still feel that my youth is very bitter force, always thinking about the future is really far away, there is no one of my sky. I am too easy because of small things and sad, to waste time, forget I do not run, no one will give me an umbrella!

The thing I regret most now is, why do I know that the university time so little, youth so hurry, but I always fantasy the future, but refused to force themselves, to realize the dream? Doesn't it deserve my restless doubts day in and day out?

Finally understand, I want to be steadfast, I want to work hard, in order to become the person that I want to do and persist, all my hard work will someday give back to me, "time does not deceive people", this is she taught me the truth!

A person more than 20 years old, you make choices and accept the way of life will determine what you become a person! We should always need a desperate effort, and then go to the heart of your dream around the Holy Land, look at the scenery there, experience a time because of efforts to achieve a perfect moment.

The uncertain factors in this world too much, we can do is to be alone, referring to the day scold the vent a pass, or continue to do what, because you do not work hard, who can not give you want to life!

I think, I will calm down, and strive to do a good job every day, for the dream of my heart unremitting efforts. I envy her, but who says I can't be her later? Can't be the one who gets feedback for his ideal! Although I walked slowly, at least I started to take a step, didn't I?

You don't work hard, no one can give you the life you want