A Little Reflection

This is a little bit of a few days to find yourself. Every day is very blind, a little sense of direction is not, there is no motivation. I don't know what I should do.

Although I have always been doing things, I feel that doing things has no effect. Always in the blind to do some things, no goals, no motivation, strength and goal gap is too big.

There are some real blows that make me feel a little less confident. How does it feel that the university is getting more depraved? This is also the case with review these days. Look at others are in the tension of the review, but I do not see the book, look for a while do not want to see.

Always want to find something else to do, always to find excuses for themselves, always can not feel at ease to seriously do one thing. Also understand that this is not good, always like this, and finally definitely nothing. But these days always press to bear their own heart.

This is why I want to reflect on myself today. Just after the test came back, the mind is still relatively clear.

Think about yourself, almost every few days I always write a diary to summarize themselves, reflect on themselves, write about the recent events in their own side of the fun, but since the university, almost never moved a diary,

I don't know how long my diary has been sleeping on my bookshelf. I don't know when I started thinking that writing a diary is a waste of time. I think it's always pointless to write a diary. This idea is really dangerous.

's laziness to find excuses. What does it make sense to do something? Have thought of Hu Shi wrote to the young man's sentence, in fact, life does not have any meaning, instead of thinking about life all day, it is better to try to do something meaningful in this life.

So, to paraphrase, there is no point in the matter itself, as long as you think he is meaningful, he is meaningful to you. The same thing, everyone's views are different, do not have to worry about what others think, you happy good.

Thou honey, the arsenic of the other.

Today in the library, went to a long time have not been to the literature reading room. Blindly looking for a book to see. At first, it was Liu Cixin's "time immigration", always wanted to see, no time to see, today just look at it. The result looked not half an hour,

The more you look, the more you don't mean, not the type I like. Simply put down to find my favorite fiction to see. As a result, I didn't see the book I liked except for a few books I had seen in the bookshelf. And took the lady of Chatelai, a lover of Lawrence,

I've heard of Lawrence's name before, but I haven't read his book, Just look at it today, and there's no other book to look at anyway. Look at it, the feeling is quite interesting. Lawrence is really a genius for describing feelings and women, his characterization of character,

The description of the psychological details of language demeanor is nuanced, but see the fourth chapter has suddenly lost interest. There's always a voice in your mind. What's the use of reading these books? At that time, the heart was particularly irritable.

Put down the book came to the laboratory, prepare for the next exam, said to be ready to review, in fact, did not read into the book.

Also do not know how, how suddenly to all things have lost interest in it? Where did I go when I was curious about everything? Once that like to read the fiction, like to run, like to pretend to force where I go?

All the reasons may be one. My utilitarian heart is too heavy now. Whatever you do, always think about what I can get, always taking into account his benefit to me. In fact, a lot of things and do not have so much benefit. Just like the words that Herman Hesse said,

No book in the world can bring you good luck, but he can make you to be yourself quietly. To be yourself, is there anything more important than that?

"In the utilitarian world, reading sustains detachment and detachment helps us to think," said French writer Chardinzig in the book "Why Read." Reading is of no use. Because of this, reading is a big thing. We are reading a book,

Because it's useless. "It feels like I've lost my ability to think.

I hate this self now. I hate people who are too utilitarian.

Wang Xiaobo said that life in the inevitable towards the vulgar. But I don't want to be so early to vulgar.

Why do you always like to compare with others? You are you, others are others. You can't be him, he can't be you. People who are usually most admired are not the richest, but those who are most able to enjoy themselves, those who can do their own, those who

The real person. Can always make people moved.

A Little Reflection