Before looking for a job this year

A week, one month, one month, and one year.

Finally, I thought that I was about to get out of school and start a different life. I felt very uneasy. I was afraid that the reality would destroy my expectations for life. In the face of reality, the ideal was fragile. My dream is not to be a doctor. It is an occasional dream in the library during my undergraduate course. After the R & D, my current path gradually became clearer. Gradually, I saw the vitality of the Internet and how the world built by BITs slowly changed everything around me, seeing this seemingly irreversible trend, there are infinite possibilities. Therefore, being an engineer who can change the world and improve people's lives can also be considered an ideal. It includes not only the technical aspects, but also the vision of my lifestyle. In life, programmers should also have a poet-like life. They can have time to go out and take a walk in their spare time. They can walk in a place where they can't see a computer and can't hear the sound of a keyboard.

The programmer's life is difficult. For the passage I mentioned above, I think that I am too naive to think about my graduation life. However, I always think that we should look for a balance. There are too many bugs in our lives and we cannot put all the information on the Code. After all, healthy life is the ultimate goal.

People are greedy, students are so, programmers are so, sometimes such greed is actually just a pursuit. When I was just a graduate student, I heard that my senior brother went to Cisco and earned an annual salary of 0.15 million. I heard that someone went to Baidu and I heard that ...... Over time, I saw more and more people. People around me, including myself, became increasingly impetuous. I always thought about whether I would get a satisfactory offer when I was looking for a job. A few days ago I went to the experience exchange meeting of my previous Senior brother and sister. Shift total, beidian, Nong Zong, CICC, Baidu, youdao, Xinhua News Agency, central bank branch, four major ...... Some senior engineers took 30 offers. They generally gave up the Internet and chose state-owned enterprises. I don't know if someone else would sign Google's offer if they didn't have an account, now, some people know that Baidu is the best. Now we may not only consider industries, positions, salaries, accounts, future development, and family factors. The closer we are, the more practical we will consider.

When it comes to reality, I gradually forget my ideal, and I began to become impetuous. I began to worry that I could not find a satisfactory job in the future, worried that I would not have a registered account, and began to fear that my strength could not keep up with my expectations. A few days ago, a member of Google camp in the coffee shop told us about the experiences of the summer of programming. What kind of tasks have been completed in a month, I also received Google's five thousand dollar prize, and now I am applying to go abroad. It seems that everything went well for him, but what we didn't see was the efforts behind them. Going abroad has been far away from me. The most asked by my classmates is that you are so good at English, why not go abroad. I don't want to hear such a question now, because I was naive enough to think so. Before Bao Yan, I held a TOEFL course in New Oriental. When I look at my plan for my undergraduate course, I am still on the road I planned, but the longer I grow, the narrower the roadside, the less I can imagine and the more I think.

When you think about a company that is more dynamic and innovative, you will feel that I can actually contribute a lot to the society, and you can take advantage of your own abilities, but when you really want to make a choice, you will think, who will give my account, who will ensure my next generation's schooling problems, who will ensure my long-term development in the imperial capital ...... Don't always think that some internet companies are the best places to go, and stable State-owned enterprises are the king. Gradually, these good intentions and practical advice gave us a better idea. Instead, we felt that we were more rational and sober, but at this time we no longer complained about the society, instead, I began to learn to accept the reality. Therefore, we recommend ourselves to encourage ourselves and make more efforts.

Pressure and pressure are like a pair of invisible eyes, watching you all the time.

My friend comforted me and said, no matter what I do, I will get a good job. There are many people who do not have a registered account and do not have a high salary. They also live the same life, so don't put too much pressure on them. However, this is often the case for people. If the real expectation is so high, it is very difficult to reduce it. It is not afraid of losing to others, but to disappoint yourself.

Occasionally watching movies and seeing university-related topics outside China, I thought about how nice it would be to go to college in that way. Occasionally, on a sunny afternoon, I read a book under the tree at the door of my house, a 20-century romantic literature. Introduction to algorithms and C ++ primer are taken back during the winter vacation. These books are heavier than ordinary literature books and seem slower. But this is only two of them.

The undergraduate course has not struggled well for one thing since its end in junior year. I watched my roommate join the Postgraduate Entrance Exam and finally did a good job. Although people talk about opportunities, in general, opportunities and successes are for those who are prepared. I also want to work hard for my own ideal in the next year.Take a good rest, study hard, prepare for a job, take the ideal, and work hard. One side is career and one side is life, and happiness lies in the balance between the two. Finding the latter is a learning.

In the vast stream of BITs, It is a programmer's knowledge to make yourself happy and beautiful.