Chapter 16th Pandora's Box

In the sophomore after the end of the first half of the semester, Sun Binxin suddenly don't want to go to school, want to join the army. We don't understand what is causing him to have this idea. Is it because of high school pressure, or can not adapt to the life of purgatory like it? We do not know, only know Sun Binxin in the final exam on the way home, suddenly told us that he will not go to school during the New Year.

No matter how we ask, we can't ask you a little bit of information. He loved it, and there was nothing to tell us about it. In fact, not only we, he if something is not even his parents will say. He likes a person to ponder, he says his way he wants to walk, so will not regret in the future. But he was hiding a cowardly in his bones, afraid of going wrong. So he would spill some of his own secrets from time to time on the wings of a small wing. Listen to other people's opinions when they can't guess the whole story.

During the new year, Chaoxiao suddenly invited us to Lu Yupeng home to eat, of course, we also invited Haili. She had been at home for half a year, had been cultivated like a rural girl-some black skin some bright, the past small palms have widened and many more cocoons.

We kept a seat in the middle of Huang Jiamin and Xiao Qian, and we had been waiting for her for a long time when she came. We sat there casually chatting about something. Lu Yupeng's parents constantly give us the dishes, Lu Yupeng is busy to pour wine for us-not white wine is not beer, but Lu Yupeng home of their own brewing red wine.

The most active of the whole meal was Chaoxiao and Lu Yupeng, both of whom were as happy as the betrothed bride and groom. Lu Yupeng's parents are also full of face smile, heart must also have the happiness that can not say. The woods rain, Huang Jiamin face more just because can in the holiday dinner and bring happiness. The whole meal I almost did not say a word, although the festival is a feast, but happy no more can not go to my heart hidden sadness, my poor grades are always clutching my heart. Let me not take a good breath, a good life.

Dinner began not long, Sun Binxin suddenly noisy said to drink, drink liquor, he did not want to drink soft wine, said no taste. Lu Yupeng from the kitchen took out a bottle of white wine, put two cups, accompany him to drink, save him a person drink lonely. Lu Yupeng in two cups to 2 centimeters high liquor . The woods rain to see them such a kind of, just booing to them a mouthful of stuffy. Lu Yupeng said: "This wine is very strong, all of a sudden drink out of the can't stand." Sun Binxin but said nothing, raised his glass in front of us to patrol, like the prisoners to be executed, and then a look up and drank away. Woods rain happy called up, Xiao Qian, jia-min, Yu Peng They have also taken the palm or exposed the expression of admiration. At that time only two people did not have expression, one is Bindong new, a person is Li Haili. Li Haili even did not see Bindong new drink, bored to fiddle with the peanut beans in front.

Bindong a new drink in the cup and poured himself a cup, poured a lot. Woods Rain suddenly said she also want to taste the flavor of white wine, also want a cup pour a bit. She sipped the wine carefully on her lips, then set her cough, and cried, "What the hell is this, it's killing me." Then she tried to spit out, and we all laughed when we saw her monkey's nasty look.

Laughter can't conceal the sorrow, that day I do not know why, Bindong new drink a lot of white wine, that a bottle of white wine drink has more than half. We were also drunk with wine and dizzy. It took us 5 hours from the morning to 3 in the afternoon, and we all went home except for the Sun Binxin. Bindong new because drink too much wine, walk is a hyperbola appearance. Lu Yupeng worried that he would accidentally fall to death, so he left him in his room to sleep, before we go Sun Binxin already in Lu Yupeng's bed asleep.

When I got home, I fell asleep because I was dizzy. I woke up at 6 in the afternoon . My mother is wrapping dumplings, look at me up, ask me is not very uncomfortable. I nodded, and then a severe headache hit, so people are miserable. My tears have come out of the bar. My mother said that it would be better if she helped me out of the room. If people can sleep all the time, do a taste of wine like the same dream-warm, sweet, and a little silk spicy. No need to worry about any results, no longer worry about the college entrance examination, also no longer because of fear of not understand and every class are lying on the table whining cry. Really want to just so always peacefully sleep, even when the calm is not the prince who woke himself I also want to be the poison Snow White.

After years Bindong new because he is going to join the army so he is a little earlier than us, Duanwu time to go. We had not left the day he left, so we all went to give him a ride. Sun Binxin carrying a backpack, Lu Yupeng for him to carry the other luggage. It made us feel strange and sad that his parents hadn't sent him.

The whistle of the bus pierced the cold, frozen air and stabbed it to the air. The moment of parting was hurried by a sound. Bindong new luggage in the trunk of the car, and looked at us at a glance on the car. The moment of parting is always unbearable, even the words become scarce. We are just waving goodbye, there is no other way to express a memento and regret.

We went back from the station on the way to the only time left me, Lu Yupeng and Xiao Qian. Lu Yupeng suddenly asked if we were aware of the difference between Sun Binxin and Li Haili. I shook my head with Xiao Qian.

"I didn't see anything strange about them either. "Lu Yupeng said.

"Then why did you ask us two such questions?" asked the man. "I'm curious to ask Lu Yupeng.

"Because something happened between the two of them, I thought Li Haili was not going to send bindong again today, but he did." I thought Bindong Xinhui had any reaction and expression, but nothing, as usual. I can't see the difference between them and what they used to be. That's why I asked you. ”

"What's the matter?" A good thing or a bad thing? "Little Qian asked."

"I don't know, it's probably bad," he said. That day the dinner you go after not long, Haili came back, there seems to be something to say with Sun Binxin, Haili shook awake to sleep Bindong new, I did not well-intentioned western intervention. Sun Binxin woke up and saw Shihaili sitting at the bedside, but he had been staggered and unsteady. Haili told Bindong New she had something to say to him, let Sun Binxin go out with her. I wanted to send them, Haili said no, she would take care of him. Then Haili helped Sun Binxin away. Later, after a while, I went to them with a worried look. I was more worried when I went to Bindong's new home when he hadn't come back. So to find Haili, Haili also didn't come back. Then I thought for a long time, wondering if they would have gone to the bridge where I and Xiao Qian saw them that night. So I ran past. When I arrived, they were there. Sun Binxin is the Haili on the wall, the left hand across the chest of Haili, blocking the hands of the Haili, the right hand in the constant tearing Haili's clothes. Bindong New at that time the whole face was buried in Haili's neck and chest this room. And Haili is also struggling to resist, but haili just action on resistance, mouth a little voice. If she shout, there will be a lot of people around to help her, but she even whispered hum are not, the mouth closed tightly. I stand there hesitate to do, I heard the "rip" a sound, Sun Binxin has ripped the Haili's bra, and then is Haili more struggling to resist, but Haili or a little voice is not issued, like a silent film, although the situation is very fierce but there is no sound. I was wondering if my ears were sick. Then heard the "Pa" a sound, Haili did not know how to pull out the hand heavily hit the Bindong new slap. And then they just don't move. I do not know whether to go to the past or to run away, Haili turned to see me, Sun Binxin also saw me. Haili tidied up the clothes, then silent away. Sun Binxin a foot fell down, four stretched lying on the ground panting.

I approached, Sun Binxin also didn't get up, he told me that he likes Haili for a long time, from childhood like her, also confessed many times but every time was Haili refused. He knew that when the Haili did not go to school, had already had the idea of dropping out, and later told his parents many times want to drop out of things, his parents did not agree. This time, he didn't talk to his parents about his own decision, which is probably why his parents didn't come to send him today. He told me he didn't know what he was going to do, and he didn't want to work for someone else, but he said he just didn't want to go to school. At that time, one of his distant relatives in Jiangsu soldiers knew that he had dropped out of school and persuaded him to go to Jiangsu where the army, he did not want to agree. Sun Binxin said he often fantasy can one day marry to Haili, and then through the light of day, but is so small wish unexpectedly can not achieve. Speaking of this time Sun Binxin suddenly laughed, I was very frightened, I would not let him say, and then sent him back. Well, I never thought things would turn out this way. We turned out to be a good family, but now it's like this.

Lu Yupeng said, I and Xiao Qian did not speak. I think back in my mind just sent Sun Binxin when the scene, memories of Haili see him when the look and appearance, recalled at that time her every move, also in the effort to find bindong new differences. But it's true that I didn't find anything unusual between the two of them. I did not think of the two -year-old children, the capacity and depth of the heart so deep, so that an important thing hidden so watertight.

Why, this is why, I do not understand, the original warm 7 small family , but now fragmented. Is it the reason we grew up? Or is life forcing us to do this? Sun Binxin in my eyes has always been a strict rules of the people, have done so sorry friends things. Still is a strong self-esteem to let you, but for Bindong new do these, Haili seems not to mind. What governs their behavior, is it love? Not clear, but certainly not a simple friendship, because no friendship is so deep. But if it is love, that haili why not accept Bindong new, this may be the magic of love, love a person often do not need reason, refuse a person also do not need any excuse.

In the evening, the winter sun shows a rare golden afterglow, the whole street is red with the weak sunset. This year is not destined to be a happy year.

Chapter 16th Pandora's Box