2016.4.5, sitting in 25 teaching 8 floor of the laboratory, looking out of the window of the scenery, thinking about the gap between people and why so big?!
In the afternoon to see a girl in the West big chat with friends, 4 articles sci,2 ei, I was shocked, and then fear, panic, others so cattle, I?! What am I supposed to do, West, 211, big, 985, then? The result? Perhaps the beginning of the starting line has no meaning, in this 2.5, what has been done, just decided the current level and results.
I came back early, "beat Procrastination", yes, very serious procrastination, lazy cancer, what happened to me.
1.21 days, and Tao brother Mail get contact, get controllability paper, and then the middle of the new year, back home not how to see Y.y Liu's groundbreaking paper.
2.26 days, contact Tao Brother, 28th to the lab and Tao brother talk about some specific cooperation things. Go back and get code.
3.7 days, UESTC attend Shei Zhigang Teacher's lectures, listen to academic report, and another Tao brother brief chat, with Rong teacher dinner specific chat, elegant scholar style.
3.12 days, discuss the problem of code (whole code) again. Talk about going to Tianjin for a meeting.
3.16 days, attend Wang Pu Teacher's academic report
3.25 days, QQ again detailed code (concise version), the code, the Max matching code problems
3.29 days, see CAs A research training program, and Tao Brother Exchange, decided not to participate.
3.30 days, with big Brother Bao night chat specific follow-up questions, get advice and I think the same
3.31 days, afternoon to Southwest University, night overnight in the laboratory
4.1 Days, Rent a house, live outside at night
4.2 Morning, with much DJ brother talk about specific problems, with big Bao Brother's proposal. Write email to Xue Less, hope to get the understanding of Xue less.
4.3~4.5 no progress, procrastination, great procrastination. Think about time, has been the paper and code for one months, why not a bit of movement, I tried? Keep saying, seize the opportunity, I grasp it? Do I deserve what I have?
4.6 Days, Beijing Normal University Wu Jin flash Teacher's lecture.
began to see the book "Overcoming Procrastination". Compared to several people in the laboratory, I do not have any advantage, GPA low, English No, paper no, I have what?! The slightest experience? No, I've wasted a lot of time in the past year.
The book says: One of the most conservative secrets of successful and efficient people is their ability to abandon goals that are unlikely to be achieved or begin to achieve in the near future.
So, I want to be successful, I want to have a paper, but I try to do it now? Didn't! Just a fantasy, what's the use? Wasted a lot of time, did seemingly very old things, but there is no advantage, it will only let me see the success of others, more appear impatient, lost, self-attack.
So the wisdom of choice is very important, I waste time and energy in the tangle, if these can be put on important things, can do a lot of things.
Remember the last semester of the study state, the feeling of oppression, to push themselves, rather than let other things and external physical to push themselves, I was so excellent, because they do not think of other things, do others do not do things, so than others go faster, go good, But now I think of it, but I didn't do it.
Tao brother in the car to say to me, should remember: "You can think, this is very good, but do not say, say to others will think you are unrestrained, no landing."
Remember, don't talk too much, express your point of view. When you say it, you have to keep it.
Energy is limited, do not distract your energy and time, put the best things on the blade.
Reading "Overcoming procrastination", "complex", there should be time management awareness and action.
C + +, look at the code.
At the meeting in Tianjin, every night to do a good record.
Come on
2016.4.5
Conquer procrastination and conquer fear.