Halfway decent learn to build a station, get covered with injury

I was studying the economy.

Because often the Internet, will not play games, no software, no hardware, understand the simple movie, with the mailbox, nothing in the QQ above playing bucket landlords.

Slowly not accustomed to such a little life, finally ruthless down to also learn to build a station, I do not know why I do not choose other, see the computer, although not to the extent of that obsession, but I would rather every day in the online turn, so I uppity also to do a website, bought a domain name, bought space, Finished the page thought it was over, did not expect, I do is only the tip of the iceberg, others say what PHP, ASP, Cms,seo, and so on, I do not know, even the Web page is spent a good long time to do, the flattered think that they have how powerful time, on the Internet to see people that is beautiful, just call the Web page, That is the master made out, their own logo are out of order.

My friends thought I should calm down when I got a hot head. No matter what the database, what management and so can I blow is covered with injury, but I was a head in front of the computer, night and night to see the code of others, see how people do so good-looking, although I now still learn not, But I did not be intimidated by them, I do not know why I do so, anyway, there is nothing to do, the whole when it is playing Bai.

Originally thought to do a website is how easy thing, is not the domain name adds the space to add the webpage, need to be used in the Internet to shout so much, hard? When I don't understand, I really don't understand their behavior, you say propaganda, they also said that there is a nose has eyes, said it is not true, I feel like there is no need for it, now I experienced, just know that everyone is so come, day and night upside down, and nights, even the diet is not normal, people have eaten a few meal, I remember not to eat, casually gnawing a loaf of bread and continue, so one months down seems to be missing several laps, to mirror a photo, Ouch, who is this ah? Even oneself also recognized extremely, fortunately the heart is better, otherwise I am afraid already how.

I didn't have the kung fu to do some boring stuff. But sometimes I want to quiet down to think about their own situation, what is the reason, that is no technology and no friend resources (is no friend to learn this) nothing, since want to do a website, choose and Night Company, how I also think impassability, But think Impassability also have to think or don't want, because the website need me, can't say now give up? I am not such a person I dare not say, in short I want to do it well, I also want to do big and strong, now say this is a bit too much, but since I was not in the economy after I always think of themselves to do something, no matter what must stick to.

See people all go shopping, oneself still have to tidy up the data here, see people a bunch of friends together to talk and laugh, they also want to past mixed and a few words ah, but the database does not understand, or first learn to say it, see others invited to play, they think for several days did not go out, also want to go out, but not ah, There is always a little such a thing to pester oneself, cannot divide a body. I was thinking, chose this path, is not the choice with the lonely, with the night, not when the late night always can hear the sound of the surrounding distant, oneself alone here still struggling, for what? Regardless of wind, rain, regardless of the earthshaking, but no matter what, oneself is a person in this road firmly walk, no others, no scenery, no warm heart care, no well-meaning nagging, nothing, only a belief, is to do their own things well.

This is the case, a person is still walking, walking ...