Let the man read the articles crying once

On the wedding night, I suddenly asked DING Yu a question: "A Yu, we will grow old one day until we die. If you can make your choice, where do you want your final destination?

As soon as the saying goes, I regret it. When I asked such a question on the day of the big happiness, it was too disappointing.

Sure enough, DING Yu was silent.

When I was trying to save my words, DING Yu spoke.

"If one day we will leave this world, I hope that the final destination will be in your arms. In this way, even if I want to drink the mengpo Tang on the bridge side, I will still be able to find you with memories of your arms ."

I can't see his look in the dark. However, the seriousness and determination in DING Yu's words have made me feel a huge shock to my soul.

Yes. At that time, I was the happiest woman in the world.

DING Yu is a gentle man. I don't know if such a character hinders him. So far, I am still serving as a common employee in a company. When I got married, many friends didn't understand why I chose him. After all, his salary for one month is only 1/4 of my salary. However, I always persistently think that gentle heart can smooth my daily hard work.

We have been married for half a year and have always lived in a small apartment on the third floor of the company. Although it is only a small house with two rooms and one hall, we have no complaints. In DING Yu's words, "the house and the bread will come in one day ." Even though I want to live in a beautiful house, this expensive city makes me just want to arrange my daily life first.

However, over time, I gradually felt a sad feeling. I used to believe that being plain is the true meaning of love. The same life pattern of day-to-day can make me get bored. Rice, oil, and salt Replace the romantic passion. The boring appearance of marriage gradually confused me about its future trend.

I hope DING Yu can feel it too, or he will make some changes. However, DING Yu seems unaware, daily as usual. DING Yu is a good writer and has published some small articles. Therefore, after work, he always prefers to write and draw on the table. I want him to focus more on his work, but he has never been very productive. My long-lasting confusion and sorrow over my marriage have gradually become numb and closed, and I can no longer feel a trace of Ding
Yu's love.

Xu Yong broke into my life at this time.

The company held a gala. I sat alone on the dance floor with red wine. When I was bored, a middle-aged man invited me to dance.

Many people have sent me invitations in the evening, but they have been declined for various reasons. However, the man in front of me seems to reveal the charm of middle-aged men, especially those who are successful in the career, which makes me unable to refuse.

In the music, I gently dance with him in the crowd. The phantom lights make me dizzy for a moment. He whispered in my ear: "Chen Ran! Right? Planning Department ."

I was shocked and looked up at him. This man is not very tall, probably only about one meter 76, but that momentum makes me have to look up on him.

"Is it strange? If I don't even know the names of my employees, how can I mix them up !" However, his gentle tone made my mind tight and confused. I opened my mouth and asked, "you are ......"

At this moment, a dance music is over. He embraced me and whispered, "My name is Xu Yong. You are the only woman dancing with me today ." After that, I suddenly left, leaving me to stay there.

This man is the vice president of our company? I am the only one who danced with him at the dance tonight?

A bit of vanity quietly climbed into my mind.

It was early in the morning that DING Yu was still writing a script when he opened his house. Seeing me back, DING Yu collected all the books and then picked up a bowl of noodles from the kitchen.

"My Wife, are you tired? This bowl is your most delicious ......"

"Are you right ?" I interrupted him. DING Yu scratched his head embarrassingly. After he got married for so long, he still seems to be in love and often uses this action to show that he is at a loss. In fact, I don't know why I interrupt him, but today I feel like a thief, and say, "Apart from writing, you can write on the next noodle, what else can you do?"

DING Yu's face suddenly changed. I looked at the steaming bowl of noodles in his hand with a sigh of relief: "Sorry, Yu, I may be too tired ."

DING Yu relaxed his expression and asked me softly, "Well, do you want to have a rest early ?"

"Well ." I nodded.

When I went to bed at night, I turned my first back to DING Yu. When he hugged me, I earned it.

DING Yu's arm was stiff and shrunk back.

I didn't speak. In the dark, Xu Yong's thick and elegant figure always appeared in my mind.

II

The dull days lasted for a week.

This is exactly the weekend. After work, Xu Yong called me. I'm not surprised how he knows my mobile phone number. After all, he is my boss.

At home, DING Yu said with great interest that they would go to hubin Park together because they are free to visitors from today. I apologized and said that my colleagues had an appointment at night. DING Yu was disappointed, but he smiled and said that he was happy.

Huanglun Hotel is a famous four-star hotel in this city. People who can often access and access here are not rich or expensive. At the door, I saw Xu Yong, a blue suit, standing there.

When I stepped into the lobby with Xu Yong, I was shocked by Hua GUI. A colorful fountain is in the middle of the face. On a small circle behind the fountain, an elegant piano artist is playing soothing music on both sides of the dining table, there are some men and women dressed in high-end fashion.

With a subconscious glance at myself, the dress is no longer popular, and I cannot help but feel ashamed.

We sat down in the vacant room behind a palm tree in the lobby. The sight of this place is very concealed. sitting in the room, you can see the whole lobby, but it is not easy to see it from the outside.

After a few glasses of red wine, I gradually relaxed myself. Xu Yong smiled and asked, "Do you know why I only invited you to dance that day ?"

I don't understand.

Because the way you sit there alone touched me. "I don't know. I think I am not the best girl in the company.

"I envy your husband. If I had such a beautiful wife, she wouldn't have changed her hands rough in this kind of youth ".

The meaning in Xu Yong's remarks made me confused. Such a charming man said this suggestive word to you, which suddenly gave me a little fear. I don't understand what I am afraid of at that moment.

I almost struggled and said, "No, Xu. My husband is a very competent man ."

Xu Yong smiled and said, "You are deceiving yourself! A happy woman should not have your helpless and stunned eyes! It makes your beautiful eyes lost !"

At that time, these words hit my mind, and I cried out on the table as a child. This man was easily revealed to be confused for more than half a year.

In the winding of piano music, Xu Yong's hand stroked my hair and ears, and Xu Yong gently said: "Xiao ran, let me re-inject luster into your life, OK ?"

As if a vortex sucked me in, I nodded subconsciously.

I didn't go home that night.

A man ignited my passion and brought me into that paradise.

3.

Over the next month, I had a great life as a nobility. I always hold on to Xu Yong, like a couple in love, and access various high-level social salons. All of this is so real, but I still feel like a dream.

I didn't go home that night, and DING Yu didn't ask too much. Later, I went to the company and told me that DING Yu had called all of them. I know DING Yu already understands that I lied to him, but why didn't he expose it? However, the relationship between me and Xu Yong is very secret, and those advanced social activities are difficult for DING Yu to get involved.

However, DING Yu has changed from the past. When he returned home, he only wrote something. If I didn't ask him anything, he would not open his mouth. He was so erratic that I was bored. Somehow, they entered the Cold War.

DING Yu started cooking on his own every day, while Xu Yong and I went out to cook Japanese and French dishes. When I saw a messy kitchen and a few ham sausages on the table when I went home, my heart suddenly felt a bit embarrassed.

On this day, Xu Yong and I strolled around in a mall. There are some high-end fashion, which can be said to be designed for people like Xu Yong. I think I should not be among them, but the original vanity is satisfied.

When I casually browsed the expensive clothes on the clothes hangers on both sides, Xu Yong's footsteps suddenly stopped. I looked at him strangely, but he didn't look at me. He just said, "The man has been watching you ."

I looked at the trend and suddenly became stiff, pinned to the original place.

DING Yu.

I was in a panic. He never gets involved in this kind of things that he can't afford. I never dream of seeing him.

DING Yu's eyes are complicated, as if a lot of things are coming together, and that's why it hurts me. I threw myself away from Xu Yong and ran to DING Yu: "DING Yu, listen to me ......"

DING Yu turned and ran away.

I paused there, biting my lower lip, watching him disappear, and moving.
Xu Yong came over and glared at me with a smile: "Okay, don't look at it. I'll take you home !" I glanced at him and hated him for making a smile. At that moment, I felt tired and regretful. I did not answer the question and asked him to send me to the door.

At home, DING Yu is desperately sucking one cigarette after another. In the light, the room is filled with the smoke of the dead at dusk. After a while, DING Yu seems a little old.

I stare at the face that has been in love for five years, and my eyes are wet.

DING Yu took a sip of smoke and wiped out the fireworks: "Xiao ran, now that you are back, just go to bed early ."

His tone was so calm that I was surprised. I felt uneasy and asked, "you ...... Do you have nothing to ask me ?"

He shook his head and smiled helplessly: "No. Some things are better to know than to know ." I bit my lips and whispered, "A Yu, I ......"

DING Yu waved his hand and interrupted me. I really don't want to hear about you or him. I actually knew it ." I suddenly looked at him, but saw the bitter mouth: "Don't forget, many of my classmates are better than me. I never believed what they said, but today I saw it with my own eyes. You are happy with him. I haven't seen it for a long time ."

DING Yu lit another cigarette and took a deep breath. His voice had been choked: "Xiao ran, I am very embarrassed ."

I cried. He didn't have any idea in his mind. I said, "Ah Yu, let's start again, OK ?"

DING Yu only smoked smoke and looked at me coldly. The pale face left me afraid to face it.

His silence gave me a clear answer.

Thu

One week later, DING Yu and I exchanged the marriage certificate with the Divorce Certificate.

When I walked out of the court door, I felt dizzy, as if everything was not true.

The weather is fine and the air is filled with a strange smell. The heavy dark clouds seem to have been overwhelmed by heavy pressure.

We didn't even speak. DING Yu said, "Let's go back and tidy up and wait for him to pick you up ."

I have heard nothing, but the whole body is empty, and there is a strong sense of loss. I want to cry, it is a sudden emotion. Till now, all of these are just like a dream, and I don't know where I am.

Back in the room where I lived together, I packed my clothes. I tried to leave my passbook to DING Yu, but he refused it.

Outside, there was a burst of horn.

Xu Yong is here.

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. The familiar taste in this room will be new, but my mood is messy and I don't know where to sort it out.

Suddenly, DING Yu stopped me and handed me a box. The viewer I asked was not answered. His expression showed another rush: "This ...... This is for you. It's a souvenir !"

"Thank you !" He stopped me.

"Don't look at it. Let's see it later. Or never open it ."

I have another urge to cry.

Looking out the window, the weather was gloomy and terrible. Although it was only around five o'clock P.M., it was like a dark night.

The hanging lights shook inexplicably, and then went off for several seconds. I had a cold greeting for no reason.

The sound of speakers outside the room sounded again.

The light went off again.

After several times, the light bulb struggled to deliver a bright light, and then it was completely destroyed. At that moment, I saw DING Yu's tears on his cheek.

The house was shaken up violently.

Everything is so sudden.

Just a few seconds of silence, the outside of the house is like a blow-up, full of people, a variety of disorganized will push my fear to the extreme.

The walls on the ceiling fell down. The house jitter is more intense.

I feel like the end of the world is coming.

A pair of powerful arms hugged me tightly, and the deep and calm voice rang in the ear: "Xiao ran, don't be afraid, I want to protect you out, and then hurry to take his car !"

While talking, there was a sound of cars outside the house. DING Yu protected me and fumbled to open the door. I shouted, "Xu Yong! Xu Yong !"

No one answered.

The jitters Of The House make me unable to stand, and Xu Yong did not care about me and escaped first, which made me feel cold and desperate.

I was pushed by DING Yu almost at the same time. In the dark, a heavy object was pressed on my leg, and then I shouted. Then I heard DING Yu scream.

My fear dominated all my thoughts and started to speak incoherent: "That bastard! I ran away first! Asshole !" After a long while, I woke up from my hysterical experience. I tried to start calling DING Yu.

In the dark, DING Yu's voice clearly came: "I'm okay. Xiao ran, how are you doing ?"

"My leg is broken and cannot be moved ." In my voice, I already had a cry. "The xxx egg has escaped first, so it's a waste of money !"

DING Yu did not answer the question. After half a day, he sighed: "Do not say these useless words now. I will always be with you ." After a pause, he was helpless: "It seems that we will not be able to be rescued until tomorrow, and my leg will be squashed ."

I have never had this kind of horrible experience, and the pain and fear make me unable to think normally.

I think I am about to crash.

"Xiao ran, when DING Yu called me, there seemed to be a bit of laughter in my voice:" Do you remember what you asked me when we got married? "

"……"

"Have you forgotten? Think about it. It is the wedding night ." DING Yu's tone is still so calm, and my heart has been quite calm. Although I don't understand why he mentioned it in such a critical situation, I answered it honestly.

"You said, will there be a news or question in tomorrow's newspaper ...... The question is ...... In the earthquake, how did couples die ?" DING Yu's Voice trembling. I panicked and anxiously asked, "DING Yu, are you okay ?" In this boundless darkness, only him can make me feel at ease.

"I ...... I'm really okay, you ...... Are you worried about me ?...... Cough ......" After a violent cough, it was a long silence. In a hurry, I struggled so hard that my legs quickly hit my brain. I fainted.

I don't know how long it will take, so I woke up. Opening your eyes is still dark. Fear is like a huge magic palm holding my body, and I call DING Yu with extreme helplessness.

After a long time, I heard DING Yu's voice: "Xiao ran, I'm ...... Here, you ...... Are you okay ?"

I finally burst into tears: "A Yu, I ...... I'm afraid ......"

"Don't cry, don't cry !" DING Yu was a little confused. "I ...... I will stay with you, don't ...... Don't cry ......" Listening to his strong calm and comforting me, my heart seems to have been torn apart.

"Really, don't cry. I ...... I never said before, no matter how much ...... How dangerous I will be ...... By your side ......" DING Yu's breath is getting faster and faster.

"Ah Yu, don't scare me, don't scare me! ......" I couldn't say anything.

DING Yu did not answer.

I am in a panic and my heart is jumping.

"Cough ...... Cough ...... Xiao ran, I ...... Think ...... Sleep ......"

My Tears surge like water: "No, Ah Yu, you have to hold on, never fall asleep !"

"Oh ...... Oh, I ...... I'm not sleeping... I want to accompany ...... Stay with you ...... Till dawn ......" DING Yu's breath seemed to float in the air.

The fire is burning in my chest, and my mind keeps showing the scenes we used to fall in love with and get married. Although it is always so plain, I have discovered that such plain is so real and valuable. I have been self-sorrow, but I do not understand that the happiness I pursue is born in these ordinary. And I did not realize it until this time of life and death.

"Xiao ran ...... I ...... Cool ......, It seems that ...... I can't ...... With you ......" DING Yu is still blaming himself!

"No !" I shouted, "I'm not allowed! Ayu, you said you want to stay with me all the time, and I will never leave you again. I want to finish my life with you! You promised me !"

In the dark, there is endless silence. The cold air is full of death.

"Right ...... Sorry, Xiao ran, I ...... I broke my trust ......"

A huge regret bits into my heart, and the pain of drilling into the bone marrow makes me unable to escape, but the tears cannot stop. Only then can I know that the man who saves me with his life is so deeply in love with me. However, his love actually makes me really understand it!

In the endless sorrow, DING Yu seems to be talking to himself, but his voice is extremely weak.

"If ...... One day ...... Change ...... Leaving ...... In this world, I hope ...... Last ...... ...... Home ...... You ...... In your arms, even if ...... Even if ...... Drinking ...... Meng Po Tang, I ...... My next generation ...... Or ...... Still ...... Find ......"

I can't hear any voice from DING Yu any more. The heartbreaking remorse left me completely broken down.

There is only endless sorrow in the cold silence.

I don't know how many hours have passed, and I was finally rescued from the broken wall.

In front of me, it is a picture that I will never forget in my life.

A collapsed wall squashed most of DING Yu's body, with only the left arm and head still outside. Under DING Yu, the blood stains on a large beach have become brown. DING Yu's face was still lying down at me with a smile, and seemed to be trying to appease my fear. Pale, like a carved face, is a pair of eyes that can never be opened.

My chest was hit by a heavy hammer of, and suddenly rushed to his side, holding his head, exhausted the whole body of gas and shouted: "DING Yu --"

The sound opened the ruins, but it could not change back to the sleeping DING Yu forever.

All the rescue personnel around me were in tears.

V.

A month later, when Xu Yong appeared in the hospital with flowers in hand, I still put the flowers on his face. The bed is a stack of scattered documents written by DING Yu after work, "I love my wife", which describes all the moments of our life since we fell in love with each other.

I didn't scold Xu Yong. I don't want his despicable soul to insult DING Yu in my arms.

Yes, DING Yu's in my arms-the ashes.

He said, my arms are his final destination.

I want him to find me again in the next life.

A drop of tears fell onto the black box. It is the only memory in my life.

Pony PS: So people should cherish what they have and treat people around them well. Don't wait until they lose and regret it. It will not help at that time. I love people around me ....