On a business trip ,,,

After returning home for more than two years, I gradually forgot my life in Japan. Sometimes I am glad that my address in Japan is in China. I didn't worry about my family, even though Tokyo was not greatly affected by the earthquake.

I have been on a business trip in Shanghai over the past few days. I am very tired of providing user training two days ago. Return to the hotel every day and take a bath. Today is a weekend, and I am not very used to big cities, especially Shanghai, a typical southern city. There is no place to go and don't want to move. I had an interview on Monday and asked myself why I couldn't go out. Read the book at the hotel. After a Saturday, I suddenly had a feeling that I couldn't tell. Later I thought about it, right. It felt the same as it was in Japan. I almost forgot my life in Japan. I am staying at home on weekends. No other amateur activities. It's really embarrassing, especially when you are alone later. At last, it caused myself to get depressed. I started to think about the future and doubt myself. I remember.

I really don't want to go back to Japan.

 

Now, some of the company's better colleagues have resigned, and the rest is basically not very competent. Or something else. It basically doesn't matter to me. I feel like I am getting alone.

No technical contact. I also started to think about it. Maybe the leaders have already seen it, but the company is still missing me. It's time to look for a job in the last three or four months. I really don't know how to proceed.