Rookie growth Note (iii)-----YEAR-end summary and sentiment

2014, the struggle of the year, regardless of the current situation of their own satisfaction or not, it is fortunate that this year is serious to come through the ~

Open the previous diary (PS: I have been writing a small diary of the habit, freshman start, there should be a two hundred thousand or three hundred thousand words), review of this year to go through the road, experienced things, met the people, then that moment of feeling, looking at their own writing the words, or a variety of upsurge surging ah, Although this year of confusion and helplessness at all times to attack, affirmation and negation always surround themselves, but very happy to be able to stick it down. The first 10 months of the year is basically spent in the studio and the Library, the University of the past few years to play well, learning is nothing learned, now think is very regret, no way at that time of their own young ignorance, do not know what the outside world long, do not know the original balloon can be used to shoot the Earth, Every day still like a little fart child as the slapstick, as everyone else flew to the sky, and they are still silly looking up ..., but also said not clear what they are looking at what, even now the heart is also very vague, is it for a Bai square meters, for a pull the wind of four rounds, In order to a gentle and virtuous lady sister, although now nothing, but the heart always feel, if come to the Earth so a trip is really unwilling to work for the bank, it is not as good as now back to Mars, or, after I also like two horses to open the bank, cough cough, the first idea is always OK, In case of which day special to realize it ~ ~ ~ Perhaps it is his own design Tucson broken bar, there is not a so-called social sense of belonging, but also in the school of the kind of the state of the tender Head green ....

has always been thinking, how to quickly excellent up, of which a great deal of power from the emotional frustration, emotional aspects of things can be said to be a mess, a lot of things do not know how to express, a lot of words do not know how to say, chat do not know how to talk, or in a variety of low all kinds of silly state, However, they are also trying to change, eager to prove themselves, but they also know that this is not an overnight, there must be a process, so the scope of reading is not limited to technical aspects, but also to see a number of humanistic psychology, English has always been their own must cross the past of a hurdle, This really only rely on their own insistence, began to fitness, or is small and effective bar, the body lines began to appear, but these months because of some messy things stopped down, this is their own excuses, hope in 2015 can be good to persist, do not say into muscle male, But the most rigid physique must have it, into the company after the see is to strengthen their determination to exercise, I do not want to later programming, dress style and dress began to escape from the naïve egg-like style, but it will not be the kind of style, I think that although every day to the computer code codes should also let themselves up, First of all, the spiritual level is necessary, followed by their own appearance style, a little pack we can still in this look at the face of the times and handsome dozen a edge, do not make the bus in the subway on the other one eye on a "quick look, the program Ape!" ", obviously is a tall career, make others think we are playing monkeys, the overall reputation is to pull down, alas, said on the egg hurt, I have always said to myself," Sao years, good refueling, you can shoulder to change around friends especially her mission to the program APE View!!!

So far, has been working for nearly two months, the two months have been a lot of harvest, technical, human, and people in the world. Just start the first month to the original project in the TCP process to develop a UDP process with Boost.asio, in fact, think about the change really not much, but I made almost one months, because before completely did not go to understand the boost, all are now learning to use, just started really don't know how to engage, open that one by one. h,.c PP This head dizzy, but adapt to a period of time or slowly to the code process to clarify, but also very grateful to the company brother's patient guidance, before really did not go to get so many code files of the project, and all the learning is on Linux, and even vs are used not familiar, don't mention that there are many eggs pain. Recently, the boss called me a person responsible for the entire upgrade program, used to upgrade all the company's products, an instant feel the pressure of all kinds of big ah, he said before the person responsible for this project gone, no one took over, and then the company QA and the people on the scene of the process of the response is very bad, the need to redesign the development, I really is more and more dizzy ah, really is worried that they do not get out, in fact, I have no bottom, but in front of the boss did not say anything, also do not say what, this program is developed in Windows, and I have never really learned Windows development, recently dragged a box has been a long time, But still bite the bullet to learn, recently the process of those engineering documents basically clear, but also do not know how to get, the final development and design has not come out, at present is out of various learning and a variety of egg pain, refueling, try their best to get it, performance of your learning ability time to, refueling!!!

2015 see is about to, hope in this year's own technology can be greatly improved, after learning must insist on writing technology blog, write a technical blog can really find a lot of knowledge points blind area, and then can be gradually to check the gaps, to improve, share the most profits at the same time is their own, Why not? Look at their Technical blog article on a variety of egg pain, first of all do not say how the quality, the three days of fishing two days rhythm, some of their own feel should write something about the technology, because the lazy afraid of trouble to throw the brain, these should break the bad habit must be changed, the nurturance must gradually to develop, What are you going to do?

2015, is also a formal graduation of a year, graduation time also planned to go outside to take a look, agreed to take a sister together, do not know what they will get into what kind of, sincerely hope that the situation is not too bad, the whole University of regret has enough, in the rest of the day really can not leave some regrets , a lot of facts can not be changed to insist, after all, strong twist melon will not be sweet, do things really have to mature up, all of this age, if still naïve like what ah?! Look at the present self, a person, away from the school, away from friends, the focus is still no money, dwelling in such a rental room, living in a 2.1-line life every day, although every day in the effort, but still feel all kinds of loneliness, especially in the holidays, friends and children accompany Sister's sister, Home to go home, and I instantly feel like redundant, do not know what to do, although many times feel that they should not be so, but the fact that in front of you also can not tolerate what you say, since the problem arises, that oneself is certainly where out of the problem, good reflection, do not hold some disorderly up eight bad thoughts not put, In the human life you do really pretty bad, but these are also past, good lessons learned, do not tangle in the past those broken things, the new year towards the best of their own progress, good refueling, continue to work hard, strive for must not let regret continue!

2015, a year of struggle, a good year! Guy, come on.

　　

Rookie growth Note (iii)-----YEAR-end summary and sentiment