Because I understand it, I am so compassionate-the film reviews I have seen about peacock

Because of understanding, so compassionate!
　　
This is a depressing movie. I think, the peacock at the end of the film, no one is teasing, and self-talking is brilliant. The list of actors quietly rises, indicating that the film is over, I can't say anything, but I lost my logic and language skills.
It's so depressing, like reading Su Tong's novel, wet Moss, people who look closer and look distorted, hate each other and have to continue to hate each other, broken his neck and dying cock, standing down to the ground, the last few moans in the throat.
Even though the story is almost tiled and straightforward, there is no ups and downs, the music is so beautiful, and there is such a feeling of oil painting, but I have been worried about it, don't dare to think about it, what will happen next.
In fact, nothing happened, but the dream, fantasies, and ideals were shattered. Finally, they had to compromise with the reality and keep themselves safe. They lived on the established track.
From despair to despair.
　　
They said that this movie was made to people in 1970s. According to my understanding, it was because the story of 1970s was told. In fact, this was not the case after reading it.
Black kettle on the tiger's kitchen platform, shoes coated with chalk, honeycomb coal, dried radish on the rooftop, homemade tomato sauce ......, Of course, when I recall my childhood, I felt like I could not smile or smile, but then I had the urge to cry. That is trivial. It turns out to be the truth of life.
Li Yu, the screenwriter, said in an interview: his original intention is another "great" of "singing ". According to our traditional thinking, how to struggle, challenge ourselves, go beyond the limits, and finally achieve its glory is a great thing. However, his understanding refers to reality, giving up his dream, and converging all his self is not a kind of "beauty "?
He said: "The sky has fallen to the ranks of the people," and "the people" are not "all ".
He also said: Life is a cage, and some people have climbed out and achieved themselves. Because they are standing high and collecting all the halo and attention, with the right to speak, there is also the right to be praised ". The majority of the silent who have not climbed out will end their lives with nothing more than nothing to do, and they are giving up all struggle, rebellion, unwilling, and willing to be dull and boring, and how can we enjoy this kind of life and accept ourselves as "vulgar"-without courage? Can such "willing" be called "great "?
This is cruel and true.
Life, to put it bluntly, is nothing more than to live, stick to, live, is a kind of courage. Now it seems that it is a kind of wisdom to live.
Can people in 1980s understand and understand this concept? I have a deep suspicion that I have to get to the bottom of the paper to know how to do this.

(1) Parents
My father is a meat factory worker and seems to be silent. However, the muddy nature of honest people is often astonishing. However, I found a picture of a hand-painted nude girl in the book of Gao Weiqiang, A adolescent son, it seems like the sky is broken, and the expectations of his son become desperate, hysterical, and will not hesitate to let him out of the house.
The hateful part of a foolish person is not ignoring his own self-esteem, but also ignoring the self-esteem of others closest to him.
He is eager to be recognized, not only by the neighbors, but also according to all the public opinion standards of the society at that time, close to harsh and overkill his ideal family.
When he opened the door, he said sadly: Come and see, my family has a rogue.
　　
Most of my mother went to Health School and learned some acupuncture. Gao Weiguo, the eldest son of some dementia, who has had his childhood encephalopathy, is excited by his heart and carefully guarded. All the parents are eccentric. Surprisingly, they are the weakest and incomplete, but get the most love. Because of her love, she did not hesitate to face the skin, to block the textile factory to spend Tao Meiling, cut money, ask her to come to the house for dinner, in order to solve the suffering of the dementia son Acacia.
Her despair is that when she has to agree with this point: her care for the child is not necessarily recognized by others, including her other two children. When she found that her younger siblings had prepared the mouse medicine to drink to the dementia elder brother, the desperate moment made her pour the mouse medicine into a goose in front of them and let the two attempted killers, it is thrilling to see the cruel scene of death with your own eyes.
　　
It's all love. It's just love. It's so heavy, humble, and awesome. Despite all human efforts, they hurt their favorite children in the form of love.

(2) elder sister Gao Weihong
She is a girl who pursues things. Because she is unwilling to live in plain town, she thinks that life is somewhere else. In the eyes of everyone, it is inevitable that there will be different colors, rebellion, and clear banners.
She is also a little smart girl, who will not hesitate to steal money from her family to buy tobacco and alcohol, and bribe the recruiting officers to fulfill her dream of being an umbrella soldier. It's nothing more than smart enough.
She is still a girl who never gives up. Because she is young, she has no scrubs. In order to switch back to her manual parachute, she witnessed her dream of youth. Her only capital is also the most primitive capital, in the woods, let alone fish, numbness, and cold eyes. Tragic, not seduce.
She was very warm, she was married, her mother was a hand, she was willing to take it off, and gave it to her dementia brother.
She was also cruel and cruel to herself, but in her opinion, marriage was a bargaining chip, in exchange for her life away from the town, and she was separated from family women such as bottle washing, it is also feasible to take children and other jobs at the cost of youth.
In fact, she is still a pure child. Because she does not understand the strong relationship between trade-offs and computation, she is shocked by the straightforward judgment and cool nature.
She was eager to be redeemed, and carefully cared for the remaining ideals in her heart. She only looked green and thin, and saw the handsome guy who recruited troops. She was also like her, And suddenly everyone: A rough wife, a roll of toilet paper, a chin that is no longer decorated, once bright and windy eyes began to cool. Handsome guy asked: What's your surname?
So simply despair, hula is like a tower. Youth are confused in their own confusion, and have not realized before, it is squandered to the white is really clean, once the spirit, lively, carefree, stubborn, and can not afford to lose again. She cried, not so much as lamenting love, it is better to say that it is a life of her own.
What if the heart is higher than the sky? The more fantasies, the more despair.

(3) Brother Gao Weiguo
Sometimes we may even envy a fool.
Because it is silly, we will not turn around and use the so-called thinking to hide our eyes. It is often unexpected to reach the true meaning of happiness.
It is no harm to be cheated and teased by others, because there is no gain or loss, profit, or even no self-esteem, so that fools can filter out the pain and directly get simple happiness. The word pain does not exist for Dummies. This is because the pain points are derived from the comparison between the two.
From this point of view, it seems that dummies are "selfish". The pain and happiness that God gives to everyone are in the same proportion and the content is different. A fool has the ability to accept happiness only. All the insults, scolds, bullying, ridicule, and betrayal that others seem to be intolerable are passed on to their loved ones.
So his younger brother stabbed him with an umbrella, regardless of him in the mud, tears and rain, but shouted, "he is not my brother ".
Because I understand it, I am compassionate. I can only have a sad understanding of this younger Brother Gao Weiqiang, rather than empty condemnation. What is the reason for such a face-loving and sensitive miserable boy, he is suffering twice as much as others and asks him to be sensible and kind than his peers?
A fool has never been desperate, because he has never been outputted with unrealistic hopes. his humble life ideals are satisfied at. A wife has a home and three meals are enough.
　　
Because I understand it, I am compassionate. I watched the movie and thought about this sentence repeatedly. Oh, I dare not position myself above the character level in the drama to give sympathy. If I have to say sympathy, I feel sorry for myself.
Many years ago, when I was angry with youth, I had to say "Education deceives me, and my life educates me. Now, I don't want to be cynical about the education that life has given me.
I should be glad that I have been educated. Do I know how to think? Are you satisfied with the less scarce material life? Do you feel angry with me when I sigh coldly? Or use the so-called survival rule that I am smart now to bring it into the social environment at that time, and make a concise hypothetical look. If it is me, what should I do?
My personal head is a piece of sky. When I was satisfied with the present, I was surprised to think that decades or more years later, I watched a movie about us now and sighed a lot? Or is there a lot of sympathy?
Or should I regret my education? Without education, I am afraid that I will live in a small town in the Mainland, just like a movie character. In my opinion, I will live a quiet and indecisive life. Because I think less, it seems happy. It is also because the dream and expectation are gradually lost, and there is no disappointment or despair.

Starting from self-consciousness, one dream, one realization, and one destruction, we gradually modify our own ideals and begin to live pragmatically. Life as life is not necessarily a kind of wisdom.
A movie critic said: watching this movie, people simply don't want to survive.
However, we will continue to live brave enough to care about the loss and loss. Even if our hearts are empty, others will be the same as me.
Life is like the peacock at the end of a film. It never takes the personal will as a transfer, but it may not start its tail. However, when you leave and give up, it gets angry.
The setbacks of the sand in the river are sad and lost, and the emotions are grayed out. After a while, all beings are pushed into the dust of reality, occasionally bright, excited, and hard-won happiness, however, the sweet dew on the cliff makes us continue to live.
"Willing to", why not be brave, beautiful, or great?
Even if the fallen to the dust, the heart of the little joy, full of different, but from the opening of a flower!