When this began
At the beginning
I had nothing to say
I just want to say: I have nothing to say.
And I 'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
My inner emptiness lost my way
I was confused
I am confused.
And I let it all out to find that I'm not the only person with these things in mind
I vented! I found that not only one of me has such experience.
Inside of me
In my heart
But all the vacancy the words revealed is the only real thing that I 've got left to feel
In addition to expressing emptiness in words, I feel more authentic.
Nothing to lose
I think I have nothing
Just stuck hollow and alone
It's just a sting of emptiness and loneliness.
And the fault is my own
I can only blame myself
I want to heal
I want to cure the wound
I want to feel
I want to be real
What I thought was never real
What I want is never true.
I want to let go of the pain I 've held so long
I want to remove the long-standing pain points
Erase all the pain until it's gone
Erase all the pains until they disappear
I want to heal
I want to cure the wound
I want to feel
I want to be real
Like I'm close to something real
It seems like it is almost real.
I want to find something I 've wanted all along
I want something I keep wanting
Somewhere I belong
I believe that there is always a place where I ultimately belong.
When a person is alive, he finds a place for himself. When you are confused, don't worry, because God has already arranged a place for you. You only need to believe that, somewhere you belong ,:)