Success is mine, and failure is mine. After Microsoft's written test

There is a story:
A businessman who lost his business is about to go bankrupt.
He wants to borrow money from his good friend, a rich man.
He wrote a sincere and emotional letter to his good friend,
Describe his current predicament to him, hoping to win his sympathy and take some money to tide over the difficulties.
His friend sent him an emotional letter,
And I have attached 100 yuan to the letter.
The rich man wrote in another letter: "If you want to commit suicide, you will be given 100 yuan. Please have a good meal ."

You may not understand,
Why do rich people don't want to lend money to the merchant?
The truth is simple:
It is risky to do anything.
A successful merchant should be prepared to face various risks.
In a word,
Success is yours, and failure is yours.

Microsoft's written examination showed me a big gap.
On the one hand, I cannot understand English, and I feel confused in some places.
On the other hand, some basic knowledge has never been used for a long time.
Some things have an impression, but you cannot remember what you do,
Programming is often slow and of low quality.
Even if some analysis questions are made, the delay is too long.
Another question was not answered at all,
Later, I asked the teacher to know that linear algebra can be used,
Unfortunately, linear algebra has long been forgotten.

This test performed poorly in terms of scores,
However, Ye is quite good at further understanding of his own gaps.
When I came to the Chinese Emy of sciences, I felt a good learning atmosphere,
Especially with these graduate students and doctoral students,
On the one hand, they envy their knowledge,
On the other hand, I found myself young again for the first time,
I believe that you can catch up with them as long as you work hard.

Current enterprise,
Large companies attach importance to talents and recruit new graduates,
However, the requirement is too high and there are too few opportunities.
Small companies only focus on the present,
Requires work experience and usability,
For students who graduated from an ordinary university with the same advantages and disadvantages as me,
Finding a job is really difficult.

But I still stick to my own ideals,
We still hope to start from small things and start from 1.1 drops.
I can say that,
Success is mine, and failure is mine.
Failure will only make me more ambitious!