The first best not to meet

At both ends of the sang, we stand on the shore.

Sumura the heavy suitcase and looked back at the university she had spent four years.

She is not accustomed to nostalgia for the past, because it is clear that all the things experienced will be brought to the place where they should go, too much nostalgia is not necessary. But at this time the heart unexpectedly empty up. Just finished packing things from the dorm, the roommates have gone almost. In his senior year, the dorm's six people seldom get together. Graduation day, a few people sit together, the beginning of the same as before everyone laughed, suddenly Lin Yi's words break the cheerful atmosphere. She said: "This school suddenly changed to look good, how did not find it before?" "Sumu Trance also has this feeling, she was silent for a long time, and then Pat Lin on the shoulder, the eyes some moist said:" Then only way is ordinary. Several others laughed again, saying that Sumu began to be a poet again. Sue also smiled, her heart appeared a sense of sadness, just don't want to show out.

Now to leave this place to know that they have always been accustomed to and love the place of the people, a lot of things must be put it at a certain distance to see its unique. Sue does not know why he is standing outside the school gate to think of these fragmentary things. A long sigh of relief, turned to walk, but accidentally found that Vivian, arms in the chest, leaning against the wall. Smiled and looked at the Sumu. In the summer, under the Sun, Vivian is still the same as the past can give Sumu warm sunshine feeling. She did not know why the people who had given up on their previous two years of affection were there. Sue's heart has thousands of doubts, but reason told her that she should not say a word from his side. She pretended not to see him, and walked with her head down the trunk. But what embarrassed her was that the wheel of the suitcase was stuck in a hole. She was very helpless to think of the school will have a broken place. Kept pulled the box, she did not want to embarrass him in front of him, but every time in front of him she became very stupid. Looking at her embarrassed appearance, Vivian came to the easy to pull out the heavy boxes. His movements are natural, there is a moment sumu think Vivian or the former to accommodate her man, the thought of this sue nose sour, originally she still need to be a person care. She gave a gentle word of thanks, holding back the tears and carrying the box.

"Will you come back again?" "The person behind the tone is very serious asked." Sue's tears still can't stop falling down.

"Probably." ”

"Would you like to have a meal and then go after eating?" he asked. Sue wiped out tears, squeezed a smile turned around, crooked Head said, "This is you to please me, bleeding I can not care."

"Into".

Verone for her to pull the box, Sue Heart again appeared a long absence of warmth. Just one more dream, the face of this two years have not forgotten the predecessor, there is no way to ruthless heart. Let it be capricious once, the last time to enjoy his concern.

"Come and go, or the old place." Sue teased him. Two people standing in front of the small restaurant before, the sun is still appropriate in the body, Su ying The Sun, a kind of huangrugeshi feeling. She used to watch him standing in the sun, his single eyelids, smiling eyes squint, as if the world is clear. Sue has never been so obsessed with a man's smile. At this time, this face seems to have never changed the original touch. Sue looked at the past for a time.

"What the hell?" Vivian asked him. Sue then realized that he was just a daze again. "You look like Ah, still haven't changed, always stay, hehe." Verone his hand to caress her hair. Sue suddenly a Dodge, and Vivian stretched out her hand to stop in front of her, very embarrassed. Su felt that there was an illusion, just a moment of his own dodge seemed to see the vision of a loss in the eyes of Vivian. Must have been wrong. Sue thought. Two years of separation, how he could have been fondly to himself. Sue put in a good mood and went straight into the restaurant.

"Or is it by the window seat?" Vivian asked her.

"Whatever, I have no obsessive-compulsive disorder, I have to sit there." Sue casually answered, but at the same time sitting in the second window position. Vivian looked at her like a smile. He still remembers her habits so clearly. Before, Vivian asked her why she was always in the same seat. Sue says she likes to see passers-by through the window. For example, knowing Vivian is because of the window. In fact, Suben is a certain obsessive-compulsive disorder, each meal love to sit in the same position, if the position of someone accounted for, she will change a place. Vivian always laughed at her stupidity. Said her dead heart's character always make herself suffer. Verone always knew her so well. Sue Heart sad, so understand her, why still leave, know that it will let her spend a long time to calm wounds. But he still resolutely left. There is no reason, even an excuse.

In the past two years, Sue has been thinking about this problem, many times want to ask a clear face. Now that she has a chance, she suddenly doesn't want to pursue it.

"How are you doing these two years?" "Sue asked."

"What do you think?" ”

"I was asking you!" ”

Okay ”

"The words are still so small." Sue was holding his chin and looked at him carefully.

Vivian found Sue look at him, pick the eyebrow "Hello, want to ask what strange question ask, every time I see that I must be something." ”

"You really know me," said the two years, hooking up with a few girls, eh? Sue smiled and asked him to endure the sad strange.

"You know me, too, do you think there will be fewer young talents like me?" ”

"Oh, did it come to fruition?" I heard that Miss Guda after you are married, that is a big beauty, I am sorry for you ah "Su shook his head sigh.

Then Vivian did not speak, the vegetables almost, "eat, are your favorite" Vivian handed her a pair of chopsticks, and then the bowl with hot water again. Such a movement so familiar, Sue's thoughts were pulled back to the past. "Good, eat." Sue smiled and moved his chopsticks. No, Vivian didn't like to talk at dinner, and today is the same, the table is very quiet.

"In the past two years, you have always insisted on eating here, sitting in this position, every Wednesday is the place where we used to eat lunch, after the breakup you still come." A man sat so quietly and ate. Vivian suddenly spoke of these. Sue slightly stopped chopsticks, but still down to eat the dishes in the bowl, tears in circles, she did not make a noise, very curious how he knew these. "or this window position, or that paranoid you, many times I have been thinking, leaving you in the end is not right, but today, right and wrong are meaningless." Can not go back, life will not be like the beginning. Fool, to graduate, no longer have to see you alone appearance. Get out of here and live again. ”

"Don't you like to eat this?" Here, here you are. Sue stopped the tears and put the vegetables in the bowl.

"Have you heard?" ”

"Have you eaten enough?" Too much to be nosy, huh? Sue didn't look at him. Vivian sighed.

"Enough to eat." I'm leaving. You know, you can't go back. Vivian Rose and walked out of the restaurant. Since we cannot go back, why do we say this today? Sue finally couldn't help crying. She ate all the dishes and took the boxes out of the restaurant. This is the end of it.

More and more away from the campus, Sue did not turn back, those who love because of the fear, worry, joy and happiness are in the heart of the moment. She is missing at the moment is not Vivian, but a few years of their own stubborn, the original a person can really so stubborn, stubborn to endure all the cone heart pain, stubborn to be able to look at the person who left a long time of happiness, stubborn to not forget all his good.

Sumu remembered a poem of Pushkin:

I used to love you:

Love

may not have completely died out in my heart,

I hope it won't bother you again,

I don't want to make you sad or sad any more.

I have loved you silently and without expectation,

I have endured shyness,

and endure the torment of jealousy,

I have loved you so sincerely, so tenderly,

May God bless you, and the other man will be as I love you.

All things separated a lot of time, we can see ourselves, know what is in the heart, what is not abandoned. Sue once said that people are hypocritical animals, always after the knowledge, do not know how to cherish. No need to go back to the past, you and I do not have to start again, time took away our best feelings, Sue, wish you happiness. May God bless you, and the other person will be as I love you. No, it is more than I love you, at least he will never leave you.

Late at night, Vivian opens Facebook and knocks out the text.

The first best not to meet