Zhudan: I and Songko have loved each other for a long time and still friends.

In the dressing room, Zhudan curled up on the couch next to me, not the big bow with the hair in the makeup. This radiant woman on stage is now like a little girl next door to talk. Her first TV series, Zhejiang TV homemade drama "Love Female Anchors" premiere, Hyuk, Cheryl, Lam for her appearingopposite, Zhongxingpengyue.　　Her feelings have also become the focus of attention, from being spread and Songko married to be broke up, play outside and play as wonderful. Zhudan busy, day-to-day hosting, TV series propaganda, both sides, but her face without any traces of fatigue. She is a good chat object, do not shy not to avoid, with crystal bright eyes look at you frankly, put to answer. We ramble one hours, from filming talk about the TV's infighting, talk about her from internship opportunities have not to a sister female anchor, talk about her again failed feelings and once the marriage.　　Talk about her once depressed, in a badly-beaten growth, talking about the emotional place, 29-year-old Zhudan several times tears flashing.　　Starring: I'm Ng king, everyone recognized Ng King I know I'm not an actor. 70% or 80% of the characters are my experience or will be presided over, acting is only auxiliary Southern Metropolis newspaper: At first everyone thought "love the female anchor" is for you to build. Zhudan: No, I wasn't involved when I first started looking for actors. Originally (yang) may play Xu Danping (heroine name), then the chief producer Ian insisted that can at least have a real host to play. Because of the selection of the heroine he found that the chaos, no image to his satisfaction, he thought of me, said to ask this girl to try, I am very interested, the role of the story and I was too similar, 70% or 80% are my experience.　　He insisted on being with us, the stage was not able to give, because to play means that I can not record three months, this is particularly important to Taiwan.　　Nancy: Are you nervous and scared when you start filming? Zhudan: Very afraid, and feel impossible, pay attention to so high, play more and more, crying drama, Taiwan and against ...　　I have the impulse to answer, and afraid to bear this matter, Ian spent a long time convincing me.　　Nan du: and guest Ian "So Dream" at that time than, do you think the acting progress now? Zhudan: Shoot "so Dream" when crying can not cry out, no acting not acting. Listen to them to interview "fall in love with the female anchor" other actors, I know I am the n G King, everyone recognized as the n G King, because I am very low laugh, very easy to laugh. At first I am not familiar with, borrow what all do not understand, they temporarily changed the script, I also can't remember.　　I keep adjusting, watching different actors acting, to the back I feel very good, completely as an actor.　　Nan du: How did you do the crying scene? Zhudan: The way the other actors made me particularly moved. I am a person hiding in the corner of brewing, brewing not to come out will seize my hand, because the play she sometimes cry because of my (role) guilt, she grabbed my hand has always said sorry ... There's a way they're called pull drawers and put veryMany emotions to save in, need to take out, but I can not, I must enter the role, I told myself, I am Xu Danping. Nan du: After this play, a lot of plays come to you?　　What are you going to do? Zhudan: I talked about 3 plays, but they were all pushed off, and recently I was talking about a screenplay. I will still be the main, acting is only auxiliary, played after the play is really a bit addiction, think it is fun, but I understand that I am not a performer, nor a professional actor, can not play a literary film, costume drama. The host has the public image, I still want to keep that state. Also, I'm going to pick up the different roles that you see Zhudan. So I kinda picked it. [Page] and Tao Zhudan said: "He came to Hangzhou to see the house, he wanted to make a film, told me to accompany him to host:" I am Renlaifeng, the more people I gas field, the more excited I have never been the host's dream ...　　I dare not dream, because of my birth they have the impression that there is a black girl in a red suit is particularly relaxed at the end of this year I am going to launch my own program, I hope to build a home south all: You 2003 graduated from Zhejiang Media College to now, 7 years has become a sister of Zhejiang TV, you think how this happened? Zhudan: There are many lucky elements in fact. At that time, because there is a program of the host temporarily put pigeons, they hurriedly find me for, the result of a year, hey, they feel very surprised, the program response is very good! Well, hire you.　　On the broadcast of the news, broadcast to 2005 flat, they feel that this little girl is good, and took me out to do the comprehensive arts, do "too cola", the team is particularly good, but also every day, snapped a sound, the host came out.　　Nan du: Do you think you are more suitable for the arts? Zhudan: I didn't feel that before, but I don't think so now, because I'm not humorous and I don't react fast enough.　　People speak a set of words, I don't think I can.　　South: Besides luck, what qualities do you have that cannot be replaced? Zhudan: I think I'm more down-to-earth and never set a high goal for myself. I never want to be a sister, I always feel that I want to be myself, this is I have not given up. Why do you do one sister?　　I don't know.　　Nan du: Do you think you are fit to be a host when you are not a host? Zhudan: Reading stage I have never been a host of dreams, I have always felt able to earn tuition, living expenses are very good. Graduated at that time did not dare to be a host, as long as there is a job is good, but also did not think will red. I dare not dream, because of my birth. Entering college is also particularly evident in the background, the power is really important, but I have nothing. I have played all kinds of work, modeling Walk show, a take 50 dollars, at the door of the mall to help people sell, advertising, as long as the money. I want to earn my living and tuition. I've never been to any club in college, and I've worked purely for a part-time job. I can not even go to the TV station internship can not go, the town internship is not.　　Don't give me a chance. South: A lot of stars taboo talk about the past, but youNever shy of saying you came out of the country. Zhudan: Because that is me, my experience, my growth, why should I erase it?　　These things can not be repeated, are my things, I do not feel like to erase it or hide.　　Nancy: What do you think helped you later? Zhudan: pure state. I entered the Media Academy, the interview is not pressure, only hope to play in Hangzhou, I chat with the teacher particularly high, the teacher said that the students are too relaxed, you see her face, her smile, I recruit in.　　In the TV station, too, I was black, wearing a red suit, and they had the impression that a black girl in a red suit was in a particularly relaxed state.　　Nancy: Are you naturally calm? Zhudan: Yes, I'm not stressed or stressed. I'm renlaifeng, the more people I am, the more excited I am. Born. The more people look at me, the better I am.　　Can't explain, really is a kind of state. Nancy: Do you feel right when you broadcast the news?　　It is said that you were criticized for having laughed at the disaster news. Zhudan: That time was too extreme, I reported how many people died, talking when the real smile ... In fact, my character is a little naïve, because it is still young, now know how to sink down, then do not understand, not to collect a collection, or a little impetuous, or I am not deep, uncertain.　　So at that time people said I laugh, I also deliberately to install, the more loaded the more serious.　　Nancy: You're a very high-headed person, and you seem to be in a state of excitement for a long time? Zhudan: I often have to drink coffee, Red Bull, before about three or four bottles. I have a very bad migraine, and I can't stay in a place where the temperature is too high. For example, some studio air-conditioning is not too full, I am excited, the whole brain will ache, is hemp, must lie down, not move, basically rely on painkillers. I have checked, my neck behind the artery's blood flow rate is often doubled, the doctor said is born, some blood vessels are naturally fine, I have been in a state of excitement, blood vessels in order to provide oxygen has been very fast, so it is easy to stroke.　　I dare not go to the medical examination.　　Nan du: Is the host what you have to do all your life? Zhudan: I think that being a host is a profession that accumulates with life and experience. Will make me more kind-hearted, more grateful, will be special cherish, especially believe.　　I come from a very simple countryside, where people are very simple, on the other hand, I now every step I feel particularly difficult, too many people to help me, I am grateful.　　Nancy: Have you ever thought about what you can expand in your hosting? Zhudan: I'm tired of doing these programs. I'm going to launch my own program at the end of this year.　　I have always wanted to do interviews, not two face-to-face interviews, I hope to build a home, I become the master, there are many friends, may be Li, Dai, Shenning, we play at home, chatting, drinking red wine, cooking.　　South: Main new program, even "I love to Remember lyrics" will also put down? Zhudan: "I love to remember the lyrics" has entered a weak period, the program shape determines that we can use the finished, the audienceThe freshness is not high. Although the establishment of a brand is very hard, but if not adhere to too long not too insistent, because has done the ultimate.　　[Page] and Songko Joudan said: "He is very mature, will take me to communicate, to do spiritual communication growth: I have a period of time because of depression, I have seen a psychiatrist on the fastest period of time, the platform of the gossip is very much, some people say that is the unspoken rules lonely when I used to talk to myself, to the mirror chat, chatting on the comfortable　　Slowly I found that the most important thing in my life is myself, I am responsible for my own South: You have a lot of competition in the play, real life? Zhudan: There are many misunderstandings, some people deliberately create misunderstandings, there are infighting. I have the fastest period of time, a lot of rumors in Taiwan, even the university students have come to ask me whether it is true.　　Some people say that is the unspoken rules, said I and a certain leader to recognize the Godfather.　　Nancy: How do you deal with it? Zhudan: I was immature at that time, I was hard to carry, I went to explain to those people, will cry, will collapse. I've been seeing a shrink for a while. At that time the cause is not good, emotional college that part of the relationship also just, the family can not give me too much mental, financial support. particularly dazed. When you want to get the joy of this job, suddenly found that the heap of rumors, Bury your efforts, (and are) completely unreliable things, the solution can not explain, especially powerless.　　I can not go out at home every day, crying, and sleepless at night.　　Nan du: On their own shoulder?　　Zhudan: I have no one to share.　　Nancy: No friends to talk about? Zhudan: I do not like to say, from childhood to most accustomed to carry themselves. I hope in front of friends I am bright and happy. The real unhappy things, I will nest up to carry themselves, and now is the case.　　But now know to vent, know how to resolve.　　Nancy: How did you get out later? Zhudan: Seeing a psychiatrist, he helped me find a knot. I also learn to find my way in the dark and talk to myself. I am used to talking to myself when I am lonely, chatting with the mirror, I am comfortable talking. In fact, just spit out the depression will be much better.　　Slowly I found that the most important thing in my life is my own, I am responsible for myself, and then directly affect my attitude, how others see me I do not care, I am responsible for myself.　　South: There are infighting in Taiwan, you do not participate? Zhudan: Yes, if you want to rob my stuff, you take it.　　I firmly believe that my is my, you take not to go, have the ability to fight by strength, I am very confident, compared, lost I am absolutely convinced, but you do not have a small trick, otherwise you defeated me, my heart is not convinced, I despise you in the heart.　　Nan du: If let you be normal, you OK? Zhudan: I can, I have savings, I'm not afraid.　　I think I can do anything, can be independent.　　Nan du: When do you know that you are red. Zhudan: "I love to remember the lyrics" To do on-site activities, to deploy a lot of security, it was a bit like a star, becauseFor someone to clear the clear. Now red I think may be Tao event, gossip (once Chuan Tao to Hangzhou, Zhudan accompany Tour West Lake).　　Then some people do fake news to pay attention to you, more and more news, it is red.　　Nan du: What is the feeling of red? Zhudan: Helpless. [Page] and ex-husband Linhan Zhudan said: "At that time young thoughtless, purely for love to go to marriage feelings: no home, no love ...　　I still have a lot of feelings no one to share has never met a love I'll be deeper than me I need a big, the man who can tolerate me and hold me tight I especially like children, I want to know what kind of south are like my Children: you and Songko are now separate states? Zhudan: It's a bit of a struggle because we've been apart for a long time and we broke up when we were almost done. It's been so long and the press has turned it over ... We really have loved, and later he as a friend with my birthday, was photographed, I am very tangled, I first said we are brother and sister. That's true, our feelings are like family, but others say I am false. Then I went on Li's show and had to admit that we were really in love.　　I was going to let it go.　　Nancy: You broke up because you want to stay in Hangzhou? Zhudan: No, First, Mr. Song doesn't like his girlfriend is an actor, I told him I was just making a play. In addition he may not think I will go to Beijing development, he felt that my roots in Zhejiang TV, will stay in Hangzhou, in fact, Zhejiang TV is allowed me to develop in Beijing, as long as I am a person on the stage can be.　　But he didn't communicate in time, so he made his decision.　　Nancy: Are you hurt? Zhudan: Oh, I'm used to it.　　Emotionally I seem to get hurt a lot.　　Nancy: Why is this?　　Zhudan: I do not know, I am too attached to the feelings, love special input.　　South: Give each other pressure?　　Zhudan: They will be especially eager to see you are particularly strong in this relationship, but when you come across a love or person that you don't want to run, you will put a lot of pressure on him.　　Nancy: So you haven't met the right person?　　Zhudan: Yes, no, never met a person who loves me deeper than me.　　Nancy: How did you put out the fire later? Zhudan: Young, thoughtless, purely for love to go to marry, but marriage (and love) is completely different, completely will not deal with each other hurt. Now I understand, very understand, but at that time completely do not understand, a lot of problems on the hard bump, said you love me more deeply you should indulge me, hurt yourself to let you heartache me.　　particularly extreme.　　Nancy: You have no faith in love now?　　Zhudan: I will wait and see him first, then to judge whether I want to cater to the relationship, 1.1 points to judge, so the next person really will be very hard.　　Nancy: Do you have a strong grip? Zhudan: OK, may hurt too much, I am particularly afraid of losing, so I put myself very low to accommodate.　　But not comfortable, Leo very understand, I was in accommodation. Nancy: You don't feel safe.？ Zhudan: Very, very insecure.　　My father died early and had an impact on me, and I needed a man who was big, tolerant and holding me tight.　　Nancy: Will you learn in every relationship? Zhudan: I will, I may still be very involved in the operation, but not as sensitive as before.　　I and Songko This section down, I think the communication is very important, he is very mature, will take me to communicate, do spiritual communication, I hope my future half and I also have this kind of communication.　　Nancy: Have you ever imagined what the hero of the future will be? Zhudan: I hope he is a bit like me, simple, pure, like playing, know how to experience the beauty of life. On the other hand, I hope he is strong inside, with me in the wind and rain, we may encounter many difficulties, but he can at least hold my hand firmly, trust me, no matter what else.　　I particularly like children, I want to know what is like my children, (when the mother) is a woman must go through, is a vocation, I want to do.　　Nancy: Do you think you are a mature woman?　　Zhudan: No, I am too naïve in the bones, the way to see things too simple, I belong to the wall must hit the head and head back to the people.　　Nan du: Are you happy now? Zhudan: Not a home, no lover ...　　I still have a lot of feelings that nobody can share.　　Nan du: How did you cut your hair short? Zhudan: Every time I go through a failed relationship or something that's really messed up, I'm desperate for a short haircut. Really, when I cut my hair, I cut all my worries. I want to have a completely own, neat (image), and then have their own attitude. Long hair had no attitude, everyone said that there is a woman, it is the eyes of others, unlike me. Zhudan has always been a very handsome person, a little true. I like this hairstyle. [Page] Zhejiang satellite TV's "one elder sister" Zhudan [Page] Zhudan and ex-husband Linhan former love photo [page] Zhudan memory ex-husband 3 times [page] Zhudan Changh [page] Zhudan and ex-husband Linhan former love photos [page] before the Zhudan, Songko intimate hug [page] Zhudan Before Songko was photographed kissing [page] Judansongo was photographed walking out of the hotel [page] Judansongo photo [page] Zhudan with Songkoje kiss was photographed